You Were Never Really Here Novels & Stories

Pinindot ko ang Music app and I clicked on my playlist. Hanggang sa wala na akong maririnig pa, kundi ang nakabibinging katahimikan. Suddenly someone appeared from nowhere. "Hi dude! Kumusta ka na? Ba't parang nakalimutan mo na ako?" Narinig kong sabi ng isang pamilyar na tinig. "Dude? Ikaw ba yan?" "Hindi naman kita nakalimutan eh! You will always be here in my heart", emosyonal kong sabi kasabay ng pagpatak ng aking mga luha.

Akira's POV. Nakikisabay yata ang tugtog sa pagiging emosyonal ko ngayon. I can't help but remember Thunder while I was listening to this song. 🎶I can't remember when you weren't there When I didn't care for anyone but you I swear we've been through everything there is Can't imagine anything we've missed Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know right now you can't tell But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see A different side of me I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired I know right now you don't care But soon enough you're gonna think of me And how I used to be, me 🎶 Yel thought of her condition while looking outside the car window, not paying attention to Sen beside her who's playing with her fingers. 'Unwell, huh?' ────── 〔GↃ〕──────

Only you could take the sorrows and forgive all of my mistakes But there was nothing I could do right now No matter how much I wanted to hear your voice again You were already gone, you left me… you left me now… And you would never be here again even how many times I begged God for you to come back Medyo gumagaralgal na ang kanyang tinig, hindi naglaon ay tila umiiyak na siya habang umaawit. Oh, I’m sorry for envying you For everything that happened to us And I’ve blamed myself since the day you were gone Huminto siya sa pagkanta at naulinigan ko na lang na parang nagmamadali siyang lumabas sa exit door. Wala sa sariling binuksan ko naman ang entrance door ng Music Room at tinakbo ang kabila

Ayoko nang masisisi pa ulit. Kaya tahimik lang ako. Tahimik kong tinitiis lahat. Lahat ng iyak. Lahat ng pagod. Lahat ng hindi makatulog. Lahat ng pangungutya sa sarili ko. Lahat ng tanong na walang sagot. At sa kabila ng lahat, hindi ko pa rin mapigilang maalala ang mga salitang iniwan ni Calvin. “You don’t exist to me anymore. You’re just a ghost haunting this house.”

Is all you ever say I know I'm not the best for you, But promise that you'll stay cause if i watch you go... "Hindi kita mahal...so...Get lost!" Tagos ang sakit ng sinabi niya sa aking puso. Sobrang sakit ng sinabi niya. You'll see me wasting,you'll see me wasting away Cause today,you walked out of my life Cause today,your words felt like a knife I'm not living this life...

Para akong sinakal ng katotohanan. Mas inilapit pa niya ang kaniyang mukha sa tainga ko. Ang init ng kaniyang hininga ay dumampi sa aking balat, ngunit ang kaniyang mga susunod na salita ay tila yelong bumaon sa puso ko. “You have never been... and never will.” Matigas na saad nito.

But now I'm standing looking in the mirror Wondering whatever happened to our love Deep down I thought that there would always be an us Since you disappeared I know That time won't wait for no one You gotta say what you want If you were here with me now, I'd tell you you're the one 'Cause you're the closest thing to an angel that I ever met So don't you worry I'll never forget ... you. Although you can't be ... here by my side I feel you near me ... when I close my eyes

Nanatili pa ito ng ilang segundo habang titig na titig sa'kin bago umatras na. "Pasensya ka na, ineng. Paano, mauuna na ako." Hindi ko na nga nagawa pang magsalita nang lumabas na ito ng aking sild at doon lang ako nakahinga ng maluwag bago maupo sa malambot na kama. Sa tingin ko ay mas maiging hindi ako magtagal dito dahil kapag nagkataon ay baka madamay pa sila sa gulong kinasasangkutan ko...

Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it, I'd like to be my old self again but I'm still trying to find it, After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own, Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone.... The music was all in my ear pods while driving home. I'm a swiftie since RED era. She's such a nice song artist, and I really like her words of wisdom crafted into a song. Nabubuhayan ako palagi kapag naririnig ko ang boses niya. Cause there we are again when I loved you so, back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known, it was rare, I was there,