Novel & Cerita You Were Never Really Here

Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it, I'd like to be my old self again but I'm still trying to find it, After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own, Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone.... The music was all in my ear pods while driving home. I'm a swiftie since RED era. She's such a nice song artist, and I really like her words of wisdom crafted into a song. Nabubuhayan ako palagi kapag naririnig ko ang boses niya. Cause there we are again when I loved you so, back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known, it was rare, I was there,

Why am i even here in the first place? I can't even find my own answer because of the messy beat of my heart.I hurtfully hold my breath and try hard to act as if i was asleep when the deepest silence suddenly falls.It was as if the clock stops ticking and the clacking of the boots stops right infront of my door.THEY'RE ALREADY HERE.

Sa sobrang dami ay tila namanhid na ang aking panga sa kakangiti. Habang nakatayo kami sa gilid ay pumailang-lang ang kantang never thought that i could love. Can I touch you? I can't believe that you are real How did I ever find you? You are the dream that saved my life You are the reason I survived Baby... I never thought that I could love Someone as much as I love you I know it's crazy but it's true I never thought that I could need Someone as much as I need you

Ngunit parehas lang ang lungkot sa mga mata niya. Mukhang may mabigat talaga siyang nakaraan na nahihirapan siyang lagpasan. “Nobody ever has the answer to everything Nobody should define you as a piece of one thing And see it as a whole When you look at me You think you have the right to see me as who you think I am When you've never seen the real me behind the show's curtains We might be alike But that doesn't mean that you know everything I've been through…”

But it’s now or never. I guess, it’s never.

ay: "Wala, Liam. Wala kang nakasulat. Sa mata ng batas, sa mata ng lipunan... hindi ka kailanman lumabas" Masakit. Sobrang sakit. Parang ako ay isang multo. Isang anino. Isang bagay na lumabas lamang sa loob ng bakod na ito, pero kapag tumawid ka sa kabila, wala ka. Wala kang halaga. Wala ka. Bakit? Ano ba ang kasalanan ko? Bakit kailangang itago ako nang ganito kalalim?

But as Carlo squeezed my hand again, whispering soft reassurances that only I could hear, a cold, quiet voice in the back of my mind whispered Happiness this perfect… is never meant to last forever, is it? And somewhere far away, the secret I didn’t even know existed was already waiting to tear this beautiful new world apart.

bulong nito bago tugunin ng mapusok ang halik ko. Everything happens like a blurry image kanina lang ay nagsasayaw kami sa gitna ng kwarto kayo ay nakita ko nalang ang sarili ko na nakahiga sa ibabaw ng kama na puno ng talulot ng bulaklak. "Prince" sa kabila ng nararamdaman kong pananabik ay hindi ko maiwasan ang matakot. Ito ang unang beses na gagawin namin ito kaya naman grabe ang tahip ng dibdib ko.

Parang pinapalo ng baseball bat ang buong katawan ko sa sakit. "Let my soul be with you," I whispered on the particles of wind. I felt hopeless in my estate. Wala ng pag-asa. Hindi na ako makaka-ahon dito. Imposibleng may mkahanap pa sa akin sa ganitong pagkakataon. Nasa dulo kami ng hardin ni lola. May batis ito at munting talon na nagpapa-ingay sa paligid. I slowly closed my eyes, strating to embrace my faith. Nanghihina na rin kasi ako dahil sa dami ng dugong tumakas sa katawan ko. Nakakapagtaka nga lang at hindi pa ako natuluyan kahit paano.

RIZ JUSTIN promised me fidelity and that’s what I’m going to hold on to. Hindi ang isang katulad ni Veronica na salawahan ang sisira sa sinisimulan naming maayos na pagsasama. Kahit anong init ng hangin ngayon dito sa resort ay hindi iyon sapat para patulan ko ang patutsada ni Veronica. “Wives don’t just disappear when they speak to their husband’s demented exes, Veronica. So you just keep wishing wherever you are. Have a great day.” Disappear forever . . . neknek niya!