Novel & Cerita You Were Never Really Here

Hindi masyadong maganda iyon pero dahil don kaya kami andito ngayon sa sitwasyon namin. ♫ It was destiny's game For when love finally came on I rushed in line only to find That you were gone. ♫ Kevin.. Iba talaga iyong pakiramdam ko. Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Pakiramdam ko mas lalo akong nahuhulog sa kanya ngayon ♫ Whenever you are, I fear that I might Have lost you forever like a song in the night Now that I've loved again after a long, long while

"Kasi alam kong may plano siya at hindi ko na kailangang makialam roon. " "Alam mo rin na palagi niya akong pinapalayo sayo?" "Yes, cause I am always around you " "S-sage.." "I was always there, from the very start, hindi mo pa man ako kilala I was there, nung lumayo at umiwas ka I was always there, nung magumpisang umatake ang parusa sayo ng contract I was there at nung tuluyan nang lumala ang nangyayari sayo and you passed out, that night I was also there, I was always been your shadow."

Nais niya rin kayang h****n ito at yapusin nang mahigpit? Tell me you still do, because never in my wildest dream I forgot about you. Never a second I forgot about our love and our memories, maski sa pagtulog ay baon ko ang lungkot sa pagka-wala mo, Sappy! Ngunit lahat ng kaniyang kahilingan ay itinaboy ng isang matamis na ngiti mula sa labi ng dalaga, inosente iyon at walang nakikita si Will na kahit ano sa mukha nito. Ibang-iba sa nararanasan ng binata sa kaniyang sarili ngayon.

Kahit pa kinakabahan dahil alam kong wrong timing, pinilit ko pa rin ang sarili na lumapit sa kaniya. In my mind, I know that, it is now… or never.

Hinanap ko sya sa paligid but he is nowhere to be found. He is gone. He is gone and he will never come back. There's no Kean James anymore. Napaluhod ako bigla. Humagulgol ako ng iyak. "Kean. Kean! " Wala akong naitulong sa kanya. Hindi man lang ako nakapagpaalam ng maayos. Bakit,bakit sya umalis agad?

‎“She doesn’t need you. Not here. Not anywhere.” ‎Ang lamig ng tinig ni Kaiden ay parang yelo, ngunit ang titig ay nagliliyab, isang titig ng pag-aangkin. Kahit walang sinasabi, ang mga mata naman nito ang nbagsasabing "Akin siya at hindi kailanman magiging sa'yo”

Walang kahit katiting na awa. My soul left my body. I'm not even exaggerating. I could hear my ancestors gasp. I think I blacked out standing up. I forgot who I was, where I lived, what algebra was. and yes, I've never recovered since, kasi tuwing naaalala ko 'yon, iniisip ko sa imagination ko na we were about to kiss!

God, I just need to hear the sound of you Please, calm me down And I know that it's selfish, but You are the only thing that's Ever made sense to me, I I don't wanna do this I don't know how to do this without you" Akala ko kapag nasa malapit na siya, okay na ako. Hindi na ako manginginig sa kaba, matutulala sa presensya niya at higit sa lahat akala ko hindi na ako tatamaan kapag narinig ko ng personal ang boses niya. "Never stays for long And she's gone in the morning When you come home I just got over being less of you When you leave me I'm in pieces Maybe it's better if we cut it loose" Naramdaman 'kong may tumulong luha mula sa mga mata ko sa line na yun.

And I hope the sun shine And it's a beautiful day And something reminds you You wish you had stayed You can plan for a change in weather and time But I never planned on you changing your mind So I'll go sit on the floor Wearing your clothes All that I know is that I don't know how to be something you miss Never thought we'd have a last kiss Never imagined we'd end like this Your name, forever the name on my lips Just like our last kiss Forever the name on my lips Forever the name on my lips

Kinwento ko ang nangyari, nakinig lang siya sa'kin "Queng, are you sure you're okay now?" Tumango ako kay Kez kahit 'di naman niya ako nakikita. "Yes, medyo sinipon lang ako." Tumutulo ang luha ko, ni-mute ko ang call para hindi niya marinig ang hikbi ko. "Okay, visit kita bukas." Taglish niya pa. Nagpaalam na ako, napatulala ako at inalala ang nangyari 5 months ago.