Novel & Cerita You Were Never Really Here

years. And I've always felt emptiness... I've always felt that something is missing... My heart knew that it's lacking... that I long for something... for someone. "Goodbye, Love..." No... "I was erased from your memory... And I promise that you'll also be forgotten by me." I would never be able to do that... Please, Isela... Don't do this to me... I promise that--- Wait! Where are you going?! Don't leave me, Isela!

It sure hurts like hell if you belong to the latter. Being left alone might be one of the worst things that can happen to anyone. It’s like losing that one piece in a jigsaw puzzle, making it incomplete; the gaping hole will always be there no matter how beautiful the picture should’ve become. It’s like missing the last train to Neverland and knowing you’ll never ever get there. It’s listening to your favorite music over and over again but knowing it’ll never change its tune or rhythm. When someone leaves your life, you ask heaps of questions like:

mas lalo akong napahagulhol kasabay ng pag takip ko ng bunganga ko masakit sobrang sakit "Good bye scarlet lagi mong tatandaan ang mga sinabi ko sayo ingatan mo ang sarili mo malapit narin dumating ang araw na magiging masaya ka ulit at hindi mo na ako hahanapin" I'm really really sorry alex patawarin mo sana ako patawad kong hindi kita kayang bigyan ng pag mamahal na hinihiling mo

Dinala ko ang kanyang kamay sa labi ko. Kapwa kami napangiti.Sinabayan na namin ang tugtog sa stereo ko. But it's not so bad.You're only the best I ever had You don't want me back.You're just the best I ever had

"Sa US na po ako mag-aaral." I thought I'm his home, but I guess, I'm not. He feels like home to me. But tonight, I'm on grief 'cause I think I've lost him--I've lost my home. It hurts so much to the point I made a really hard decision. To leave them. Music: Forevermore by Side A

-- No, I've never seen nothing like you~ No one else makes me feel like you do, yeah~ I've searched across the universe I've seen many things so beautiful, it's true But I've never seen nothing like you.~ I've finally found what I was looking for The first time I saw your face, yeah Say you'll stay forevermore This love can never be replaced.~ No, I've never seen nothing like you No one else makes me feel like you do, yeah~ I've searched across the universe I've seen many things so beautiful, it's true

with him. ♬ All my hidden desires Finally came alive, hmm.. No, I never told lies To you so why would I Start tonight Hazel eyes, I was so color blind We were just wasting time, uh uh yeah For my whole life, we never crossed the line Only friends in my mind, but now I realize It was always you Can't believe I could not see it all this time All this time It was always you Now I know why my heart wasn't satisfied Satisfied It was always you, you

Para akong naiihi na iwan sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na pakiramdam. Tatakbo na ba ako palabas? 'Di kaya ako magmumukhang katawa-tawa? Sh*t.. Biglang sumakit ang ulo ko. Kaagad akong napahawak doon at marahang hinilot ang aking sentido. Nalintikan na talaga, masasapak kita ng wala sa oras Luigi ka! I'll never break your heart (I'll never, I'll never, I'll never, I'll never)

Tama siya, kaya ko pala. ~Make me wish that I was never brought into this place ~ Na kahit kailan akala ko ay hindi ko kaya. ------- NEXT CHAPTER: KRISTALLINE WILLIAMS

Habang nag-scroll ako, may isang second lang na parang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Wala namang espesyal sa nakita ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako natigilan. Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang may gusto akong maalala. Pero wala. Blank. Nilock ko ang phone ko. Enough. If my mind erased something… maybe it was meant to disappear. And if there was someone connected to those missing memories, then she no longer exists in my present. At least… that’s what I keep telling myself.