You Were Never Really Here Mga Nobela at Kwento

He's not what I need! “Losing you is never an option, so I would give everything just to have you, I would fight to death just to be with you, and I will search high and low just to see you. I know that you are not mine, but I just wish that there would come a time that I could call you mine. ” I heard a voice not far away? Where am I in the jungle? It's like I'm far away again. Am I already in the woods? But, impossible. It's just, that voice is too familiar.

If you ever go, How do I ever, ever survive? How do I, how do I, oh how do I live? Please tell me baby, How do I go on? If you ever leave, Baby you would take away everything, I need you with me, Baby don't you know that you're everything, Good in my life?

I'll remember this moment forever. END OF CHAPTER 20

As if that past never existed. He… no.. they all acted as if I had no life back then! They all acted as I had known no one! And to think na iba siya is such a stupid move! “I’m sorry-!” “No! Kung umasta ka… kung umasta kayong lahat parang wala akong naging kakilala! Parang wala akong kaibigan o buhay noon! You all acted as if nothing has happened to me! It was as if there were no memories left for me to reminisce!” I shouted. “Alam mo ba kung gaano kasakit iyon, Chester?!” I asked. “Do you even know how painful it is to wake up without having no idea who you are, yet the people around you act as if nothing has happened? It was as if I was following a damn skit that my father has made for my

Gosh uso pa ba yun ngayon? Pagkarating sa kwarto ay naupo lang ako sa gilid ng aking kama habang pinagmamasdan ang white dress na nakasabit sa aking walk-in closet. It was an elegant dress, si Mommy kasi ang pumili noon. Knowing her taste talagang mapapawow ka. It was a v-neck white dress na hanggang tuhod ang haba. Saktong sakto lang sa akin, kumikinang din ito sa tuwing masisinagan ng ilaw dahil sa sequins na nakadikit palibot dito. Kung siguro sa ibang pagkakataon ay maeexcite akong soutin ito. But today it's different, it will never be a special party to me because I never wanted this. Hindi ko nga alam kung anong mangyayari pagkatapos ng celebration na ito.

Siguro napagod na ako, dahil every time na nagkikita kami at nagsasama nauuwi lang ang lahat ng pag uusapan namin sa nakaraan. I don't want to be here anymore. This is freakingly suffocating the hell out of me. Please, someone get me out of here. My heart start pounding so hard. I hate this kind of feeling! I don't want this. I'm fine now, I started to move on... to live my life without him. Ci, get me out of here. "You're my life and world, but I just ended up breaking you."

Nang biglang may nagsalita sa likorang bagahagi Niya. " You are still here?" Kilala Niya iyon si Bryce Ang boss Niya. Biglang kumabog ang dibdib Niya ., kinakabahan Siya , sa gulat lang siguro Sabi Niya sa sarili. " I thought you're gone ." dagdag pa nito. " Ang tagal mo Sabi mo ihahatid mo'ko pauwi? Pa"no Ako uuwi na ganito Ang suot? Kanina pa ako Dito." kunyarin nagtatampong Sabi Niya Dito

Jarren had been distant for weeks, and each missed call and unreturned text felt like another crack in our relationship. **A Distant Reality** As the evening progressed, my heart sank further. Jarren never showed up. I stood on the stage, delivering my speech with an aching void in my chest. The applause felt hollow, and I couldn’t shake the feeling of abandonment. After the event, I returned to my apartment, anger boiling beneath the surface. The moment I walked in, my phone buzzed. *“Sorry, Keisha. I’m tied up with a meeting. Can we talk later?”*

At ngayon lang ako huminto para pakinggan ang tinig na nagmumula sa likod ng ganda. Lumipat ako sa last entry. Pinakabagong recording. “Day... I stopped counting. Maybe no one will ever hear this. Maybe it’s just me and this voice forever. But if someone ever does—if somehow someone hears this—please... don’t let him forget me. Even if he doesn’t love me the way I love him... I want to be remembered. Even just for a moment.” Pumikit ako.

Even her name felt like a weight crushing my chest. My tears wouldn’t stop. My whole body shook from exhaustion—crying, begging, screaming in silence. But no one could hear me. She couldn’t hear me. "You’re gone, Tania," I choked out. "You’ve been gone for so long, but why does it still feel like you’re here? Why does it still feel like I’m losing to you every single day?"