INICIAR SESIÓNLima tahun lalu saat mengalami kecelakaan di pegunungan bersalju, aku menggendong Nathan yang demam tinggi dan tak sadarkan diri sejauh 30 kilometer. Lututku remuk karena berlutut, suaraku rusak karena terus berteriak minta tolong. Lima tahun kemudian, dia telah menjadi bangsawan berkuasa di lingkar elite ibu kota. Namun, dia malah memanjakan Althea yang dulu mengklaim jasaku, sementara aku tidak digubris sama sekali. Pada hari aku didiagnosis kanker lambung stadium akhir, Althea mencibirku karena bau kemiskinan. Demi menyenangkannya, Nathan melemparkan selembar cek dan menyuruhku pergi. "Ivory, ambil uangnya dan menghilang. Jangan kotori mata Althea." Aku menatapnya sambil menelan rasa amis di tenggorokan, lalu mengambil uang itu dan berbalik melangkah ke dalam badai salju. Nathan, seperti yang kamu inginkan. Tak lama lagi aku akan mati.
Ver másMaya
My life had been nothing short of a nightmare. Every time I thought I’d hit rock bottom, life found another way to drag me deeper. Losing my mom had left a wound I wasn’t sure would ever heal, and just when I thought I couldn’t take more pain, my boss decided to give me an option: either I spread my legs for him… or lose my job.
It sounded unreal but it was my reality.
The worst part? I was still a virgin. I had guarded that part of myself like a treasure, promising I’d only give it away when I was married, when it meant something. Now, all those promises and dreams seemed laughable. Either I sacrificed the last thing I thought I had control over or I lost the job that was barely holding my life together.
I sat on the edge of the bed in my best friend’s cramped room, staring blankly at the peeling wallpaper. This wasn’t even my place, I’d sold my own apartment to cover my mom’s hospital bills, clinging to the hope that maybe, just maybe, she’d survive but she didn’t. Life took her anyway, and left me broke, homeless and at the mercy of everyone else’s kindness.
I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn’t notice when the door creaked open.
“Girl, what are you sulking about now?” My best friend’s voice pulled me back. She flopped onto the bed beside me with her usual confidence, crossing her legs like she owned the world.
I glanced at her, lips pressed tight. “Work problem.”
Her eyebrow arched. “What kind of work problem?”
I hesitated for a second, then the truth spilled out. “I have to fuck my boss or lose my job.”
Her eyes widened for a moment, then a smirk curved her lips. “Damn. So he finally said it?”
I turned to her fully, shocked. “Wait…what do you mean ‘finally’?”
“Oh, come on, Maya.” She rolled her eyes. “The way that man looks at you, it was only a matter of time before he put his offer on the table and honestly…” she leaned closer, her shoulder brushing mine, “it’s not the worst deal in the world.”
I stared at her in disbelief. “Not the worst deal? Are you kidding me? I’m talking about losing my virginity to a man I don’t even like, just to keep a paycheck.”
Instead of sympathy, she smiled and leaned even closer until I could feel her breath against my cheek. “You’ve been clinging to that virginity like it’s some holy relic, maybe it’s time to stop guarding it and start using it.”
Her hand slid across my thigh, sowly.
You might think I should have pushed her away, but the truth is, I didn’t. From the first night I’d stayed here, she had made her conditions clear. If I wanted to crash at her place, I had to let her touch me. At first, I told myself it was humiliating, degrading, that I was only agreeing because I had nowhere else to go but somewhere along the way, I stopped pretending and I started enjoying it.
She kissed me, soft at first, then harder, her lips demanding mine. Her hand slid up my shirt, her fingers finding my breast and squeezing firmly.
“Finally,” she whispered against my lips as her thumb brushed over my nipple, making me shiver. “You’re about to lose that precious virginity you’ve been hiding behind for so long. That pussy of yours will finally know what it feels like to be fucked.”
My breath hitched. “I… I haven’t agreed yet,” I managed, even though my voice sounded weak and unconvincing. “I’m still thinking about it.”
She pulled back just enough to look into my eyes, her smirk widening. “What’s there to think about, girl? You either fuck him and keep your job, or you walk away broke. Unless you’ve got some secret plan to turn your life around overnight, I don’t see many options.”
I shook my head. “No, but I—”
“No buts,” she cut me off sharply, her tone firm. “Stop overthinking and stop whining. You already know what you’re going to do.”
Her fingers pinched my nipple, making me gasp, then slid down my stomach, moving dangerously close to where my thighs pressed together.
“And right now,” she whispered, her voice dripping with hunger, “you’re going to open those legs and let me suck that pussy.”
I opened my legs wider for her, heat already flooding my body. She leaned down between them, her breath hot against my thighs as her fingers pushed my lace panties aside. The cool air hit my wetness, and then…her tongue.
She started teasing me, licking me, barely touching my clit, just enough to make me shiver.
“Fuck…” I moaned, my back arching against the mattress.
She hummed, like she was savoring my taste, then pressed her tongue deeper, flicking me with practiced strokes. My hands tangled in her hair before I even realized it, pulling her closer.
“Y-Yeah… fuck,” I gasped, pushing her head down harder. “Suck me harder.”
She obeyed, her mouth sealing around my clit, sucking with wet, greedy slurps that made me cry out. I could feel every nerve in my body come alive, my hips rocking against her face.
She pulled back just for a second, her lips shiny, her eyes dark and wild. “You naughty bitch,” she whispered, her finger sliding over my slit. “You’re dripping wet already. You like me eating this pussy, don’t you?”
I bit my lip, but the moan slipped out anyway. “Y-Yes… don’t stop.”
Her grin widened before she buried her mouth back into me, her tongue thrusting deep, then circling my clit again, harder and faster. I grabbed the sheets with one hand, her hair with the other, my whole body trembling as wave after wave of pleasure built inside me.
Her tongue drove me wild, licking and sucking like she owned my pussy. I could barely breathe, my body jerking with every stroke but then her hand slid up, cupping my breast, squeezing it roughly through my shirt.
“Ohhh…fuck,” I gasped, arching into her touch.
She pushed my shirt up, baring me, then her fingers pinched my nipple. I cried out, my hips moving against her mouth.
“Mm, you taste so fucking good,” she murmured against me before diving back in, her tongue circling my clit while her fingers rolled my nipples.
I couldn’t think, I couldn’t speak. All I could do was moan and whimper, lost in the fire building inside me.
She crawled up my body for a moment, sucking one of my nipples into her mouth while her hand slid down to rub my soaked slit with quick and dirty strokes.
“Yesss,” I moaned, clutching her shoulders, my head falling back. “Suck my tits… oh god, don’t stop…”
She moved between my breasts, biting gently, licking and sucking hard until my nipples were stiff and throbbing. Then she slid back down, her mouth finding my clit again, sucking it like she wanted to drink me dry.
“Fuck! Fuck! I can’t—” My voice broke into moans as the pressure inside me exploded.
My body shook uncontrollably, legs clamping around her head as my orgasm crashed over me. “Ohh fuck..Ana..”I screamed her name, my nails digging into her scalp, my whole body spasming as hot, wet release flooded out of me.
She didn’t stop, she licked me through every wave, her greedy tongue, sucking me until I was crying from the pleasure.
Finally, she pulled back again, a wicked smile on her face. She crawled up my trembling body, kissing me deeply, making me taste myself on her tongue.
“See, Maya?” she whispered against my lips. “Your pussy was made to be fucked and now that I’ve had a taste, there’s no going back.”
I was still panting, my heart was racing, sweat damp on my skin. My nipples ached from her mouth, my thighs trembled from release and yet… I already wanted more.
Hari aku keluar dari rumah sakit, cuacanya cerah.Elvano mendorong kursi roda, membawaku keluar dari pintu utama rumah sakit. Yang tidak kuketahui adalah di sudut jalan seberang rumah sakit, terparkir sebuah Maybach hitam. Kaca mobilnya diturunkan sedikit.Nathan duduk di dalam mobil, menatap sosok mungil kurus yang dibungkus rapat dengan selimut kasmir oleh Elvano.Baru setengah bulan berlalu, di kedua pelipisnya sudah tumbuh uban tipis. Dia melihat Elvano menggendongku ke dalam mobil, melihat mobil itu membawa pergi diriku, melaju semakin jauh, hingga akhirnya menyatu dengan arus lalu lintas dan menghilang.Dia terus menatap seperti itu, sampai pandangannya mengabur, sampai matahari terbenam. Dengan tangannya sendiri, dia menyerahkan penebusannya kepada orang lain. Dalam hidup ini, tak ada lagi jalan pulang.Setahun kemudian, di Kota Dali.Sinar matahari di kota tua itu selalu membawa perasaan culas tetapi hangat. Pohon bougenvil besar di halaman bermekaran lebat, tampak menyala sepe
Kedua pria yang sama-sama berasal dari puncak kesuksesan itu, kini saling berkelahi di atas hamparan rumput rumah perawatan. Tinju demi tinju menghantam tubuhnya dan darah berceceran."Apa hakmu bawa dia pergi! Akulah yang berutang padanya! Aku ingin menebusnya!"Nathan sudah dipukuli hingga sudut bibirnya berdarah, tetapi dia tetap mati-matian melindungi pintu di belakangnya."Menebus?"Elvano menendang lututnya dengan keras, lalu mencengkeram kerah bajunya. "Kamu sudah menyiksanya sampai tinggal setengah nyawa, sekarang masih berani bicara soal penebusan denganku? Penebusan terbaikmu adalah lenyap sepenuhnya dari dunianya!"Saat keduanya saling berhadapan, suasana terasa begitu tegang."Uhuk ... uhuk ...."Dari balkon lantai dua vila, tiba-tiba terdengar suara batuk yang lemah. Aku berpegangan pada pagar balkon, menatap dua pria yang saling memukul di bawah sana. Pandanganku mulai menggelap berulang kali."Jangan ... jangan bertengkar lagi ...."Baru tiga kata terucap, tiba-tiba rasa
"Ivory! Aku akan membawamu ke rumah sakit! Jangan menakut-nakutiku!"Dengan sisa tenaga yang kupunya, aku mendorongnya menjauh. Kemudian, aku bersandar pada pohon di sampingku, lalu menatap dingin pria yang panik dan kehilangan kendali itu."Nathan, dengarkan baik-baik.""Aku lebih memilih membusuk sendirian di kamar kontrakan, hancur, menjadi abu, daripada menerima penyelamatan munafik darimu. Karena setiap inci udara yang pernah kamu sentuh, membuatku merasa mual."Nathan berdiri di sana, hanya bisa menatap dengan mata terbelalak saat aku "dipersilakan" masuk ke mobil oleh para pengawal yang dia kirim.Pada detik pintu mobil itu tertutup, aku mendengar teriakannya yang menyayat hati.Begitulah caranya, dia merenggutku dari sisi Elvano dengan cara paling hina, lalu mengurungku di sebuah vila perawatan pribadi di pinggiran kota.Di tempat ini, ada tim medis kelas dunia yang bersiaga 24 jam. Ada obat-obatan kanker termahal, yang setiap hari diterbangkan langsung dari luar negeri.Namun,
Aku menatapnya, mengucapkan kata demi kata dengan suara serakku. Itu adalah kata-kata paling jelas yang pernah kuucapkan seumur hidupku."Sedangkan nyawamu ... terlalu kotor. Aku nggak menginginkannya."Tubuh Nathan terguncang hebat. Dia berlutut di hadapan semua orang. Pria yang dulunya begitu arogan dan meremehkanku, kini berlutut di hadapanku."Ivory, jangan perlakukan aku seperti ini ... kumohon, beri aku satu kesempatan lagi ...." Dia merangkak berlutut hendak memeluk kakiku, tetapi diadang oleh Elvano.Elvano melepas jasnya dan menyampirkannya ke gaun pestaku yang tipis, lalu mengangkatku ke dalam pelukannya."Ivory, kita pulang." Dia membawaku berbalik tanpa memedulikan siapa pun, meninggalkan pria di belakang sana yang hancur. "Mulai hari ini, Ivory adalah milikku, Elvano. Siapa pun yang berani membuatnya menderita sedikit saja, akan kubuat seluruh keluarganya ikut terkubur."Suara Elvano bergema sebagai sebuah pernyataan di seluruh aula.Aku meringkuk di pelukannya yang hangat
Saat menerima undangan pertunangan Nathan, aku baru saja menyelesaikan kemoterapi ketiga.Undangan berlapis emas itu tertulis.[ Dengan hormat mengundang Tuan Elvano untuk hadir dalam jamuan pertunangan Tuan Nathan dan Nona Althea. ]Asisten khusus yang mengantar undangan itu menghindari tatapanku.
Pandangan Nathan tertuju ke arah kami. Saat dia melihat Elvano yang kudorong, sorot matanya langsung menggelap. Dia melangkah cepat menghampiri, lalu mencengkeram lenganku dan berteriak dengan suara ditekan."Ivory, apa uang yang kuberikan padamu masih kurang? Buru-buru sekali cari pengganti, malah
Aku agak iri pada bocah gila yang punya energi melimpah ini.Katanya, nama pria ini adalah Elvano. Dia adalah tuan muda dari kalangan elite ibu kota. Saat balapan liar, kepalanya terbentur keras sehingga matanya jadi buta.Aku baru selesai kemoterapi. Seluruh tulang di tubuhku terasa ngilu. Sambil m
Pintu tertutup di belakangku dengan bunyi pelan, menjadi tanda akhir dari lima tahun hubungan kami.Salju tebal menerobos masuk ke kerah bajuku. Aku menyeret koper dengan satu roda yang sudah rusak, melangkah tertatih di jalan bersalju.Perutku kembali melilit hebat. Aku berpegangan pada tiang lampu


















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