Angry Emotions Novels & Stories

Alam niya ang bagay na iyon tungkol kay Alvi at kaya niya noon na pakalmahin ito kapag nagagalit ito ngunit noong maging malabo ang relasyon jila ay napansin niya na mas lumala ang anger management issue nito. “Noong nasa kolehiyo si Alvi ay napansin ko na hindi na siya madalas magalit at kaya na niyang kontrolin ang kanyang emosyon. I was happy to know that someone had managed to calm my son. I was ready to thank the person behind my son’s sudden change, but everything went into chaos. From a calm man, he became more aggressive and irritated.”

I roared at him in anger as I wait for him to leave. He averted his eyes before looking down then he became silent. Suddenly, I noticed how his jaw tightened and his fists slowly clenched as if his anger is about to burst. It was like a bomb when he finally exploded as he hits the dashboard of my car angrily before his burning eyes met mine, "Why the hell are you acting like this to me Cassidy? What have I f*cking done?" ***

Why is he always making me confused? Why? I dislike the push-pull emotions that I am experiencing right now. Can I punch him again to make him realize how furious I am with him? I truly want to smash him in the face and tell him that I have no time for his games.

That motherf*cker still won’t stop. Kinuyom ko ang kamao para kontolin ang galit na gumagapang sa buong sistema ko. If there was one thing I learned from the underworld, that was to control your temper no matter how angry you are. Showing them your real emotions could be used as a tool against you.

Umiling-iling ako. I know he’s upset but how about me? I’m pissed off. Kanina pang pilit kong pinakalma ang sistema ko. Hindi pa ako nakabawi sa nangyari kanina. My rage is still raging inside my veins that can’t be wiped out if I can’t tuck my dagger into someone’s flesh. That’s my creepy mood.

my chest panting because of anger. "Why did you do that? are you fucking crazy?" i am fuming mad right now, galit ako at hindi ko alam kung saan ako nagagalit..hindi ko rin maintindihan kung saan nanggagaling ang galit ko sa mga oras na ito o baka sadyang dahil sa ginawa niya nagkaroon ako ng dahilan upang sumigaw at magwala dahil sa sakit na nararamdaman ko kanina pa.. fuck!

Kala ko bago ako mawalan ng malay noon guni guni or panaginip ko lang but it was true according to Kenji. Kahit na nagkasagutan din kami noong araw na 'yun. She's really mad, ang sakit nang mga sinabi niya saakin noon but I understand that because she's just mad. Words are at their heaviest when she fall from her lips filled with rage, passion, fear, and anxiety. She pierce our souls and circulate running laps around our minds for hours and hours. At this time, it’s incredibly easy to feel hopeless.

Natuod ako sa sinabi nyang iyon, alam ko ang gusto nya iparating. Pigil na pigil kong mabahiran ng kakaibang reaksyon ang mukha ko. ayokong mahalata nyang malakas ang epekto nun sa akin, pero bigo ako. Kitang kita sa mga mata nito na napupuno ng galit at inis, ayoko ng ganito hindi pa namin dapat pagusapan to. Yes, I know—I should make it up to him too. But how can I, when he’s always like this? Angry, for reasons he won’t even say. And if not angry, then cold—like I don’t even matter.

I felt so many things now. I feel like I've done so much wrong in my life. It feels like my head is just fooling me, making my anger grew... making me hate a person. I feel guilty. Yes, guilty. Guilty of so many things and to what I feel towards Madam G and also... him. Hindi man lang muna ako nagtanong. Hindi man lang muna ako nag-usisa, kumausap. I let my anger fill me. I let my hatred eat me.

I cursed and shouted angrily and ended the call abruptly. Napahawak ako sa sasakyan ko para mabalanse at makatayo pa ako ng maayos, ngunit hindi ko yun nagawa. Napaupo na lang ako. My heart is pounding so hard out of anger. I wipe away my tears that suddenly streamed down onto my face. I freakingly hate it! When I calmed down, I just decided to drive home. I don't think I still able to go to the office at this state. I'm so freakingly tired! I freakingly am mad.