Novel & Cerita Bound To Fall In Love

Tumutulo na naman ang aking mga luha. I didn’t see this pain coming. I was blind by his embrace. I was blind to the point that I forgot the fact that everything was wrong. It was too late when I realized it. Simoun Alexander Hord, you are my most terrible mistake.

Kaya ko nang bumawi sa kanya habang palihim na ipinapakita ang nararamdaman. Nico was clearly clueless about this. I bet what he had in mind when I said he’s worthy of my love is about platonic love. Well it’s not, Nico. If I fall in love with him in the process, it’s not going to be my fault anymore. Maybe I should let myself love someone else purely this time. Maybe I should try. Maybe it won’t hurt. Maybe it’s true that being in love feels like you’re in a utopia.

Our litle conversation Are turning into little sweet sensation And they're only getting sweeter everytime Our friendly get togethers Are turning into visions of forever If i just believe this foolish heart of mine I can't pretend That i'm just a friend 'Cause i'm thinking maybe we were meant to be Napako ang tingin ko kay Adonis ng marinig ang malamyos niyang tinig habang kinakanta ang 'Fallin' ni Janno Gibbs. Kinapa ko ang dibdib ko na malakas na pumipintig. Nakapikit siya habang kumakanta pero halos tagos sa puso ko ang mensahe ng kanta niyang iyon. I think i'm fallin', fallin' in love with you And i don't, i don't know what to do I'm afraid you'd turn away But i'll say it anyway I think i

"Not me, wala talaga. Pumusta pa kayo ng ilang milyon,never kayong mananalo dahil wala as in wala akong feelings sa babaeng 'yon." "Sos, tingnan lang natin. The more you hate, the more you love. Ganyan din dati asawa ko, pero in love na in love na pala sakin pero dini-deny pa." "Exactly, ano bro? Pustahan tayo? One milyon sa'kin," sabad ng isa pa niyang kaibigan.

Bigla naman itong sumigla at ngitian ako ng napakalawak. “Okay, ate. Babye. Kuya, ilapit mo ako kay ate bilis!” masayang sambit nito. Lumapit naman si Sir Richmond sa akin. Napatingin ako sa kaniya dahil ang lapit namin sa isa’t-isa. Tinitigan naman ako ni Sir Richmond na ikailang ko. Ang lakas talaga ng tibok ng puso ko. Hindi ako mapakali kapag malapit kami sa isa’t-isa. Kinakabahan ako ng wagas. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko pero kaya ko naman magpanggap dahil ayaw ko mapahiya sa harap nila. Hinalikan ako ni Silver sa isang pisngi ko kaya napatingin ako sa kaniya at ngitian ko ito.

Sinusubukan ba ako ng pagkakataon? "Hi, Sir Ivo?!" Isang tila napakatamis na ngiti ang ipinamalas nito sa akin. Tinutukso ba talaga ako ng babaing ito? Hindi ko tuloy naiwasang pagmasdan ang mamula-mula niyang labi. Hindi siya gumagamit ng mapulang lipstick kahit noong una ko siyang makita. Parang natural lang ang kulay nito at parang kaysarap niyang halikan. Ilan na kaya ang nakahalik sa kanya, marami na kaya siyang naging boyfriend?

And this is Cupid, promising the entire Olympus that I will love this woman until the last piece of my unlimited arrow left. And I am happy that she fell for Cupid. Love cannot live without trust and betrayal can always break the trust that's making the love alive. END

I finally said and then stood up, and went out of that room. It's seven in the evening and the wind was already cold while I was driving my car with opened windows. I want to calm myself but whenever I am thinking about Heaven, my heart is aching so much. I know that this is not just a pure admiration anymore, this is fucking love again. Whenever I think of her, my dark world is getting colorful. But on the other hand, I still always remember what Zero told me. It feels like falling in love was a fucking curse to me. I feel like I was forbidden to fall in love because of the world I was fucking in!

Even I hate this feeling, dahil maybe I'm afraid what my friends think of me, kasi I love this girl. Yeah I think I'm falling in love to my slave. I know it's embarrassing but it's my true feelings to her. Isiniksik ko ang kanyang ulo sa aking dibdib habang yakap parin siya. I promise now that no one can hurt her even me, yes even me I can't forgive my self if I hurt her again. I said on my mind, until I fall asleep.

Sobrang saya ko at parang sasabog puso ko kapag kasama ko si Syeblig, tama pa ba 'to? Pakiramdam ko ay hindi ko kakayanin kapag nawala siya sa 'kin, hindi na ako makakaramdaman ng ganito sa iba. Hindi ko rin masabi dahil baka mag iba ang ihipnng tadhana. Baka hindi talaga kami pang-habang buhay kaya susulitin ko nalang mga oras na kami pa. "You know what love, I want to kiss you but I don't know how and hindi pwede." Sabi niya habang hawak ang kamay ko at nakatingin sa langit pinagmamasdan ang mga bituin.