Depressing Sad Books Novels & Stories

Ground yourself, Lydia. There is this book Dr Sana gave me the last time I saw her. A self help book. It’s by a woman who was dealing with depression and she wrote about her therapy sessions and her thoughts. I Want to Die, But I Want to Eat Tteokbokki. Every time I read it, something settles inside me. It makes me feel like I’m not alone in the chaos of my own mind. So I picked it up from the counter where I had left it and started reading.

" That's called numbness. A state of being completely numb. " " Really? " Essy asked. " Yeah. " " But how is it possible that you know this but I don't? " Stacy questioned. " Well, I read about it in a book and there the Writer explained it in detail. " " Oh wow! So what's the title of the book? " " Depressed: love yourself. " " So it's not romance? " " Yeah, it isn't. It's mostly about a unique siblings relationship. " " Oh. Who wrote the book? "

My eyes bloodshot red, tears streaming down without stopping. "You are not angry, you are just sad. And I want you to suffer. If you die you will get what you want 'peace' and I don't want that to happen. You know what is scarier than death? It's life! " I couldn't stand him anymore. I rapidly took steps backwards and started to run out of the room.

I say. "Sure thing." She stands up from the dining table and walks out. In my bedroom, I sit on my bed thinking about almost everything. "Sitting here feeling depressed won't help me in anyway," I say out loud and head downstairs to grab a book from my dad's shelves. I choose one that I've never read before, one that's about the first world war. Yeah, pretty boring but, I need something to put me to sleep very fast. Without wasting time, I'm back in my room in a jiffy and change into my tiny shorts and tank top. I lie down on my bed and start reading.

I mumbled. Elliot looked up at me and slowly reached to grab my arm, “It's just a theory. I'm not saying that that's exactly what you have, but it's just something that you can relate to.” he said and showed me a page from his book. “So, most people with major depression have conditions that can be identified from the 5 things listed: feeling sad or irritable most days, less interested in most activities you once enjoyed, lose or gain weight from a change of appetite, trouble sleeping or wanting to sleep more, feeling of restlessness, unusually tired, feeling worthless or guilty, difficulty concentrating, and lastly thinking of harming yourself or committing suicide.”

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Amber spoke with seriousness, "I am fucking devastated, so devastated, destroyed and broken and dead from inside that I have become numb. I don;t have anymore tears left to cry, I don't have energy to be sad, I don't have the strength to endure depression, I have became numb to everything. I am smiling because I can't cry anymore, my tears have all dried up, I am not sitting in a corner and staring outside the window like a depressed soul that I am is because I have done that for a lot of years and I am done.

The book Dual Facades tells the story of Glimmer, a high school girl suffering from severe depression due to family issues and academic pressures. Every day, Glimmer forces a smile with her classmates, trying to fit in, but returns home to silently shed tears, haunted daily by thoughts of suicide. When Glimmer confides in her teachers and peers about her depression, her teacher advises her to focus on her studies, while her classmates mockingly say, 'Wow, that's so cool.' Her mother, impatient, dismisses her concerns, urging her back to her homework.

I had to save my face and rationalize my behaviour. ” stop yelling!! I ain't anywhere. Just right here. I was thinking what I am doing here with all those stupid books and all? " “Hey you stop throwing an attitude. You are not alone sitting here at almost three" her face was telling how much she was hurt with my words. That’s when I realized how rude I was. She was awake at this hour for me. "Sorry sorry, it’s just I couldn't get this question and that made me irritated and I.... Am sorry. You know me"

My depression is getting worse and sometimes I can't find the strength to play with my daughter. Crying is the only thing I am good at and here I am doing that again, I blame the book for crying today. It's not because of Liam but the book. I checked my phone fifty times hoping to see some messages or miscalls but I got none. He's gone!!! Tears pricked at the back of my eye and soon tears streamed down my face, I cried hard for everything, for every sadness and pain. I couldn't find myself to stop crying at the moment. Liam, Grey I miss every one of them but I am too hopeless, I've got no power and reason to get Liam back. We never really got the chance!