Don't Look Back In Anger นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I needed to shut out the noise and retreat into a space where I could gather my thoughts without his anger pressing down on me. Kukuha na sana ako ng pajama set nang biglang hawakan ni Daniel ang pulso ko at harapin ako. I felt the solid press of his body against the closet as he pinned me gently but firmly. His eyes, once blazing with anger, now softened as he noticed a single tear sliding down my cheek. I was so mad too, but I couldn’t let our anger escalate into a full-blown fight. The last thing I wanted was to push us into an even worse situation. I took a deep breath, trying to keep my voice steady despite the torrent of emotions inside me.

sabi no'ng jaq. Nilingunan ko siya at tinignan ng masama para naman maintimidate siya sa akin...iyong fierce look na tingin na ginagawa ko lamang para manakot ng mga tao kaso parang hindi tumalab dahil wala siyang naging ibang reaksyon...gano'n pa rin. Tingin na parang wala lang...parang pagod. "Then don't look." pagkasabi ko no'n ay tuluyan na kong bumaba ng hagdan.

"Isigaw mo lahat ng sakit na nararamdaman mo, lahat ng problema mo isigaw mo para gumaan pakiramdam mo kahit papaano." Naalala ko ang nangyari kanina. At hindi ko mapigilan ang lumuha ulit. Kasabay non ang pagkuyom ng kamao ko. "Ilabas mo 'yan 'wag mong kimkimin." Nagulat ako nang hawakan niya ang kamay kong nakakuyom. Nakalimutan kong nakatingin pala siya sa'kin. "Don't let your anger eat you."

Nagmamadali na ang aking bawat hakbang at nang makita ko na ang mga tao, I remained stoic. Don't look in his direction. Never look, or else you will lose your concentration. I keep that rant in my head. Parang nakikipagkarerahan sa kabayo ang bilis ng pintig ng puso ko. Lalo na papalapit na naman ako sa gitna.

hindi ko maintindihan yung sinasabi niya dahil naka focus ako sa nararamdaman ko ngayon "What do you mean?" tanong ko tiningnan niya lang ako at Ngumiti " Stop looking back. look what's ahead of you. And stop blaming yourself for everything. You did nothing wrong. You should focus in the present not on your past." sabi niya hinawakan niya ang magkabila kong braso at sinama niya ako sa pagtalon niya. Dahil sa gulat ko diko namalayan na pino protektahan niya ang ulo ko sa pagtalon namin. pagkatapos noon ay maramdaman ko nalang ay ang pagbagsak namin pareho sa matigas na lupa tumayo agad ako para tingnan siya. " don't you know, Loving someone in the present is much more fun. than loving someone

“Hindi ikaw ang may mali, Leah. Ako ang may mali.” Napakunot ako ng noo. “Bakit?” Nagtagal siya bago sumagot. Para bang pinag-iisipan kung ibubukas ba niya ang pinto ng nakaraan niya. “Because I let my anger take over.” Binitawan niya ang baso at hinarap ako, nakatukod ang mga siko sa tuhod niya. “Because when I saw him looking at you like that... para akong sinakal sa selos.”

But deep down, I knew that violence was not the answer – not yet, at least. For now, I would bide my time, waiting for the perfect moment to strike back. And when that moment came, they would both regret ever crossing me. Until then, I would hold onto my simmering anger, fueling it with each passing moment, until it erupted into a storm of vengeance unlike anything they had ever seen before. "K-Keisha, N-Noah" l laugh sarcastically when she hold again the arms of Colten. I made a paces towards their direction. Nakikitaan ko ng tapang ang babae, how dare he to touch what's mine!

He was avoiding me, deliberately ignoring me back, leaving me to stew in my anger. The realization hit me with the force of a physical blow: he didn’t care. He hadn’t cared enough to explain himself, to address my concerns, to reassure me. His actions spoke louder than any words, a chilling testament to the depth of his indifference. The thought was unbearable, a relentless tide of anger threatening to sweep me away.

O kung narinig ba niya ang ginawa ko. Our eyes met. His expression was unreadable. I looked away, shifted gears, and drove off. I didn’t look back. This time, I wouldn’t run from the war. I would start it.

Pagkatapos ay humalakhak na naman siya. I don't know but I felt irritated. Her cheerful voice somehow irks me. If my twin only knew how much struggle for me to be brave and stay, I'm sure we're going to curse the universe together. But she's numb and selfish enough not to think about it. But I can't get mad at her. Love surpasses anger, and if love ignites, anger disappears. "Take a picture with him, Sarina! Bilis! I wanna see him," aniya sa medyo tumitiling boses.