Novel & Cerita Don't Lose Hope

I lost him and I lost my sight temporarily 'Mom , Dad ! Please don't leave me ! Don't leave me like him'. I said in my mind before I fall asleep.. *Everything Went to Black*

Maybe if the crowd didn't wailed they may forget that they are still infront of them! Don’t lose your heart and hope when things don’t work out because for sure something better is waiting for you as you deserve the best. Don’t dwell in past. Don’t daydream of future. Now is the time. Now is the life to enjoy. Live a happy and healthy life.

umiiyak na sambit ni Brett. Hindi niya puwedeng mahalin si Anna lalo na kung hindi niya kayang mahalin ang sarili niya. Masasaktan niya lang si Anna, kaya mas mabuti kung magkalayo na sila. Hangga't hindi niya napapatawad sina Carol at Louie ay magiging miserable lang ang buhay ng dalaga sa piling niya. Higit sa lahat ay hindi pa niya napapatawad ang sarili sa nangyari sa anak. Malalim pa ang sugat sa puso niya at hindi malaman kung kailan iyon gagaling. Pero umaasa si Brett na sana kapag dumating ang tamang panahon na muli silang pagtatagpuin ni Anna ay sana dalaga pa rin ito, na sana ay magaling na ang puso niya at handa na siyang magmahal ulit.

And that's when Ate Clara got really mad at Viah. I know that deep inside, she still understands her. Masyado lang din siguro siyang umasa at nasaktan. "We shouldn't have high hopes then. If we suffered so much Ate Clara, then how about Viah? You know what she had been through. The only thing we could do right now is give her another chance. Let's... trust her this time. Hm?" I said, trying to convince her. "Sinusubukan kong wag umasa. But still... I can't help myself but to hope that she's really saying the truth! And I hate her for that! And I hate myself the most!"

Chapter 18 (6) Losing Hope (Sayruz POV) “Bakit kasi sa dinami-daming tao dito sa mundo, ako pa talaga ang dinapuan ng sakit na ito. Di ko tuloy alam na ang ginagawa ko sa tuwing inaatake ako ng aking sakit. Hayaan mo iho, makakahanap ako ng paraan para nga makuha ang hinihinging halagang pera sa hospital. Ma-ooperahan din ako. Hindi ko pa nais iwan ang pamilya ko, gusto ko pang mabuhay at makita man lamang ang apo ko sa inyo ni Angie.”

pero kahit anong gawin kong subok,kung ayaw niya na, wala na akong magagawa pa 'I'm hoping for nothing', that's the perfect phrase to describe this... I'm still longing for her even she doesn't feel the same way for me anymore..nakaahon na siya samantalang ako ito parin, nadudurog,nasasaktan!...but after all of this, at the end of the day I'm still end up of hurting because of hoping that maybe,maybe we still have a chance. A chance to make it up to her

Para bang nakaramdam siya nang peace of mind sa pagkakatitig doon. "Kaya ikaw Marion, kung anuman yang mga pinagdaraanan mo, don’t let it as a hindrance. Alam ko mahirap, pero isipin mo na lang na may unli chances ka habang nakikita mo ‘yang paglitaw ng araw. Hindi pa natatapos ang mga possible opportunities para sa’yo dahil lang nagkamali ka. Life has a nonstop lessons. Never fail to try more. People like to judge other people pero hindi ka dapat dumipende sa tingin nila sa’yo. It’s your path and only you can decide where it takes you. And as your good friend, I’m right behind you…"

Pinauwi ko muna si Alli at pinabantayan sa nanny niya para makapagpahinga. " Don't lose your hope, okay? We can try to find another way. We can find a donor, anak. " Malumanay na wika pa ni mom sabay yakap sa'kin ng mahigpit. Naupo rin si daddy sa tabi ko sabay bumuntong hininga.

I said slowly. "Even we have not splendid life before. But never lose hope, never give up and never felt unqualified. Instead, we make it all an inspiration and motivation to pursue our dreams." l continued. "Even people may drag us down but do not be shaken. We believe and exist for those people who loves and believe in us. No matter how darks our world just still keep shining." After I said those words they gave a big applause. Wala akong ibang narinig kundi ang malakas na palakpakan nila.

“Malaki ang paniniwala namin sa ‘yo. At ang pangarap mong makuha ang hustisya para sa tunay mong mga magulang, palagi naming susuportahan ng daddy mo. Tutulungan ka namin. Makukuha natin ang hustisya.” And perhaps, hope is still out there... sa oras ng unos ng buhay ay hindi natin makita ang liwanag pero hindi ito nangangahulugang wala ito. Maaaring natatakpan lamang ng ulap ng pagluluksa, hirap, at lungkot. Pero aandar ang oras at muli rin itong magpapakita. Light will show up at the end of the tunnel.