Freeing Novels & Stories

I said, reminding him of the deal we've both agreed. he cleared his throat. "Okay fine! lalabas ka diba? your free to go". Galit na tono ng boses niya sabay turo sa pintuan. Hindi na ako nagsalita pa at napailing na lamang tsaka ako ay naglakad palabas ng bahay. Pagkalabas ko ng gate ay may humintong sasakyan sa harapan ko at bumukas ang window. "Come in". He said softly.

Sana maging masaya ka sa piling ng iba. I will set you free.

Kumaway pa ako kay Freed na mahahalata ang pagkadismaya sa mukha. Mga ilang minuto pa lamang matapos nilang makaalis ay nag-vibrate ang cellphone na nasa bulsa ko. It was a text message from Freed. (Montagne sent you a message) : Goodnight and sleep well, ma reine A laugh escaped from my mouth. Hanggang sa makapasok ako sa loob at makapanik ako sa itaas ay hindi mabura ang ngiti sa mga labi ko. “I did what you wanted. So shut your mouth!”

Sobra na akong down dahil sa mga nangyayari sa akin pero wala akong balak na sumuko. “I’ll give you three damn weeks, Webber. Kung gusto niyong mabuhay mag-ina, magbayad ka.” At agad niyang pinutol ang linya. I couldn’t utter a single word. Hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong gagawin ko… Kahit siguro ibenta ko ang kidneys ko, hindi pa sapat pambayad sa lahat nang pinagkakautangan ko.

Why is there uncertainty in me? Akmang kakalabitin ko na sana ang baril nang biglang magliwanag ang screen ng watch phone na suot ko. It was a message from from a comrade with the codename, Owl. "Stop the mission and retreat for now. According to the sources, the client cancelled his meeting with the dealer." My eyes widened. Sayang ng ipinunta ko dito. Why would Alvarez cancel the meet-up with dealer by the way? Shit! I've got this far just to watch him enjoy his meal from up here. Damn you Erwin Alvarez!

Nang biglang tumunog ang phone ko… Unregister number. @Death Wish

I force a smile on them. I don't know, maybe now is the best time for me to take back my freedom, kagaya ng sinasabi ni Sandra? Siguro matapos naming mag-usap ni Gideon kagabi narealize ko na hindi lahat ng bagay ay kailangan paniwalaan ko. Na kailangan ko ring bigyan na maayos na pahinga 'yung sarili ko. Hindi lang yung ibang tao yung kailangan kong patawarin. I have to forgive myself first before I can forgive others.

Finding the courage to cut ties and make changes and remove the people and things in life that steal your joy is freeing. Freedom is letting go of the grudges you hold and deciding to forgive and forget. Forgiveness isn't about the other person. It is about you. It is about freeing yourself from the grudges and anger and bitterness that keeps you caged, that keeps you from being able to be happy. Letting it all go is to free yourself from the disappointments and pain of the past and move on to brighter days.

Naiwan naman akong magisa sa sala, nanghihina at nawawalan ng pag asa. The hope of being free and independent is really gone. Habangbuhay na akong nakatali sa ganitong uri ng pamumuhay, buhay na kontrolado, walang kalayaan at walang pagdedesisyon para sa sarili. I can't do anything but to accept this life. ✿✿ F******k Account: Flaire Morxeiah F******k Page: FlairehixxieWP I*******m: @flairemrxh

"What do you mean?" Tipid akong ngumiti sa kanya. "I'm leaving early tomorrow." "Leaving? What do you mean leaving?" "I already made a decision, Elias. I'm setting you free," walang kagatol-gatol na sabi ko. "Hindi ba't ito naman ang gusto mo? Kaya ka nga humihingi sa akin ng space 'di ba? So, I will give you space, unlimited space without expiration," nakangiting sabi ko na naging dahilan para matigilan siya.