Gusto Ko Nang Mamatay Novels & Stories

It was disgusting to be helpless. "I could smell death everywhere in that plane. Umaali-aligid sa aming lahat. Namimili ng kukunin..." bulong ni Zane matapos ang maikling katahimikan. "Ang kamatayan pala ay parang isang gayuma. Kapag nasa harapan mo na, gusto mo nang sumama. I almost went with it; kung hindi lang sa iyo, Avery. Naalala kita, kaya ginusto ko pang mabuhay..." Nakatulog uli si Zane matapos ang pagtatapat na iyon. Naiwan si Avery na gising at nalilito na naman.

The round nicked through Grinch's arm, Glancing at the flesh, his fraying heart bleeds. “Yo sabía que un día me iba a morir—but nunca se me cruzó por la mente que sería por ti—¡Cabeza de coco! That hits duro.{I know I'd die one day—but it never crossed my thought, that it would be from you—Brain box! That hits hard}” Darkness closed in and he passed out.

72 ADRIA’S POV I didn’t know if that was what dying felt like but I did know that it was peaceful and at that moment, dying didn’t seem so bad. I had seen everyone. My mum, Lucien, my best friends and Monica was dead and I hated the feeling that made me feel I was going to be weak forever. Just when I let go completely something burning hot was poured through my lips. It was so hot that it spread around my tongue with an intense, burning heat and traveled down my throat spreading the heat there.

“passed away” I force my face to arrange itself into what hopefully passes for a grateful smile. “Thank you.” Back at my desk, I pull out a sheet of paper and try to write a list of good things in my life. One: I have a roof over my head. Sure, for now I do. Two: I’m not dead. But the only person I had in the whole world is. Sighing, I give up and crumple the paper into a ball. Students are turning in their tests and starting conversations. Evidently every test day is followed by some free time.

biro nya "Paano ka naman mamamatay? May sakit ba ako na ikaw lang nakakaalam?" Tanong ko dito "Eh kung tignan mo kaya mga tingin ni kuya Wade sa akin" sagot nya "Hayaan mo sya, dukutin ko mata nya eh" sagot ko sa kanya "Joke lang, bawal pa ako mamatay. Likigawan ko pa si Zane" sabi nya na nakapagpalingon sa akin

"kahit sobrang sakit." "Shhh, darling i'm sorry too. Sorry kung wala si mama habang nasasaktan ka." tumango na lamang si Yesha. Hindi siya humihiwalay sa yakap ng kaniyang mama. Pakiramdam kasi niya ay gumagaan ang lahat. "M-ma," "Hmm?" "Uwi na tayo sa atin..."

Nag-indian sit ako sa gitna ng kama bago kinuhang muli ang baso ng gatas. Sometimes, I really hate how changes can ruin the life of someone. But I can’t deny the fact that it’s giving me realizations. I can see things in a different perspective. I can feel things without actually touching it. I feel things I knew I’d never experience before. Isa na nga doon ang pagkawala ni Mama. Siguro kung nandito pa siya, hanggang ngayon ay nagbubulag-bulagan pa rin akong ayos at perpekto sila ni Papa.

My feelings are the reflection of every formula I make…that's why sometimes it becomes bland, tasteless. I heaved a sigh as I slammed the door shut and lazily sat on the swivel chair. Confused at everything, I almost smacked the keyboard with my sweaty hand. “I only used you, Lushiane.” My head is spinning, remembering those words is like a deep slash of pain by a thousand knives. Leaving me back to my darkest days when no one is there to light up my mood and mend my broken heart.

Nang makarating ako sa sulok. Aba naman walang tubig. Nang may nakita akong pitcher glass. May tubig...sobra na akong inuhaw... Kumuha ako ng baso ... Nilagyan ng tubig... At iinumin ko na sana ng... Biglang may tumabig no'n... Nahulog at nabasag... Nagsilingunan ang lahat... Ang mga mata niya... nakatitig sa akin... "... you're killing yourself."

Miguel ran his tongue along my jaw and looked down at me and gasped. "Your eyes are glowing," he muttered in awe. "Yes and my cock is throbbing, I'm horny as hell and need release," I growled softly, not wanting to frighten him. I was Death and with that came certain physical aspects that he was going to figure out this very night. I heard him swallow. I bent over and licked him from neck to navel as I ran my hand across his swollen member.