Hate Being Alone Novels & Stories

They help me to escape the harsh reality when I’ve had too many blows to the head. The stares and whispers follow me everywhere. When I sleep, when I’m unconscious, when I’m alone, especially when I’m alone. It’s as if they are in the room with me. There surrounding me, staring and whispering which quickly turn to glaring and yelling. I hate being alone. But I love being alone. If I think hard enough, if I’m occupied with homework, cleaning, or something else that isn’t my thoughts, then I’ll be okay. I’ll be okay.

In the end I was again going to be lonely without my brother for two weeks. I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone but it's wrong, the worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone. People who are broken inside and are alone, always know that the sun is alone too and it's still shining so it's better standing alone than being around people who don't value you.

“Can’t a person love someone without wanting to have their body in return?” Hearing her, he went completely wordless. Lifting her both hands, she fisted the front of his shirt in a soft and gentle grip. Her teary eyes remain glued with his. “I just wanted that kind of care and love from him because I don't want to be alone. No person in this world wants to be alone because loneliness hurts more than any kind of physical wound. It feels like a painful curse,” Nina continued to reveal everything that had been harming her from deep inside.

I stretch my hand, urging her to take it "Let's talk, away from everything, just you and me." "No." She yells, and I grit my teeth. "Don't you understand? Listen to me! There's no you and me. I don't want to speak with you. I don't want to be near you, be with you, I want nothing to do with you. I need to be left alone. I left for a reason and I'm not coming back. I hate this fucking place, always making me feel like the odd one out, I hate the way you make me feel, I hate it so much."

I've been gone from California for nearly 48 hours and now I'm just here, all alone. Does anyone know what its like to feel completely alone? Even around people you have known for years but know that they don’t give a damn about what’s going on inside. That even when you feel you’re at your best you can’t seem to do anything right. Everything you do just doesn’t work out. You try your hardest and still fail. And no one is there to pick back up the broken pieces. Loneliness is a horrible thing. It’s a cold feeling. No one should ever have to feel lonely. It consumes you slowly shaking you.

She shook her head and more tears went past her eyes, "I can't keep living in a world you don't exist in. I just can't..." I bit the inside of my cheek before I could say that I am here. I am right here. "It feels like a big part of me is just...gone." She hicupped a sob, "I am so alone, Alex, I am just so alone," her hand pressed against her chest as if she could hold her heart that's breaking, "It feels like everyone hates me." "Do you hate me too?" How could I ever hate you? If I hated you, it wouldn't be this much hard.

--- The loneliness hit harder than I expected I had no one to call. No one to text. It wasn’t like I had any real friends. Not because I was some tragic loner, but because people were fake as hell. Deceitful, selfish, temporary. I had learned that lesson early. So now, as I sat at home, bored out of my mind, all I could think about was how fucking alone I was. And how easy it was for Cole to move on. I hated that thought. I hated how it made my stomach feel weird and my chest ache in a way I didn’t understand.

pain etched in my guts, this was the exact thing I hated. Marie stood there unmoving, like a pretty doll. She was not the type to stay quiet during occasions like this. Something must have set her off. Nevertheless, I needed her to speak up but she remained quiet It makes me feel so isolated. Left out. Like I was being boxed into a corner with no one to turn to, I had thought that lonely spirit would go away once I met Marie but I was wrong she only wanted a show to show the school she was the queen bee. My heart thumped noisily in my chest. The rumblings causing an ache so painfully I nearly stooped breathing.

I really wish I'm making the right decision in leaving Kate's family, and moving into the house of the four bad ass of Greenville. I wish someone could just encourage me. No one ever tries to understand me, that's why I just hate expressing my emotions. I feel I'm cursed to leave this kind of life, with no one by my side. I'm left alone in this world with no parents or siblings. I really hate myself. Nope, I hate my life! A drop of tear finds its way out of my eyes. No crying Adrienne. You're bigger than this. I try encouraging myself but I guess I knew the real truth.

She might have bought me into this instead. Staring at the unsuspecting family sharing genuine laughter together was just the worst for me. I felt very much alone and I am alone to be quite frank. I’ve always been alone in this world. It’s making me sick and I decided to move to the next bench just so I won’t be facing the happy and complete family that’s just making me feel jealous and unloved.