I Can Do It With A Broken Heart Novels & Stories

I failed my parents. I failed myself. And, I just let them down Now,I'm in pain. My heart turn into shattered peices. I don't know what am I gonna do. I had the Elysium's treasure yet she had my weakness. Because,I fell inlove and trusted that man.

Bridges: Do you think that having all you want, all you need, all the money and friends will save you from a broken heart? When you found no one to replace me in your heart will you survive in your Everyday life? Without the reason why you still breathe in and out for life? baby, do you know the consequences of letting go? do you know? Do you know how to face the reality without the one who make you alive in this world that full of lies and darkness.

It is because I believe that if a million dollars can't bring a broken trust then a million tears can't also bring back the wholeness of a broken heart. For the first time, I am the one who left when I loved a woman. For the first time I am the one who turned my back away because it is also the first time that I fell in love this deep and loving this deeply means having a deep scar that will never be forgotten without forgiving. She took my heart, she broke it too and now it is in pieces without her even trying to fix it, I was left alone to gather each pieces and make it as whole as I can with my bleeding hands.

Kung noon nga wala na sa isip ko ang magpatali, ngayon pa kaya na may magiging tagapagmana na ako? "Ang sabihin mo kasi broken hearted ka pa. At hanggang ngayon hindi ka pa nakakapagmove on dun sa 'babaeng kriminal' mo." Ani nito at di ko napaghandaan ang sinabi nito kaya bigla akong nawalan ng sasabihin at di agad nakaimik.

Nakita kong lumambot ang kanyang reaksyon pero may kalamigan pa rin sa kanyang mga mata. “You know that I've been broken before. I know that you could break me more.” pagsimula ko ng kanta. Una, hindi ko alam kung bakit ito ang naisipan kong kanta basta alam ko lng na simulang nagkagulo-gulo ang buhay ko ay nandyan sya para saluhin ako... kahit alam kong panandalian lng lahat ng ito. “So I'll let you hold unto my heart. No, I won't run away even if you tear me apart… because loving you worth all the scars.” pagpapatuloy ko.

Sana naging matigas na lang ako. Sana hindi ako nasasaktan ng ganito ngayon. The man who promised me forever is the same man who broke my heart into pieces. The man who said I'm his home is the same man who shattered me into bits. Totoo nga ang sinasabi nilang hindi siya marunong maawa. Ngayon naiintidihan ko na dahil kahit ako hindi niya pinalampas. He is a ruthless monster. A heartless beast.

Kailangan kong makaligtas at kapag nangyari iyon ay isinusumpa kong magbabayad sila at hindi ako titigil hangga’t hindi ko nababawi ang lahat at pulutin silang lahat sa kangkungan! Iminulat ko ang mga mata ko at tumambad sa akin ang napakagandang kalangitan, masakit sa balat ang init na hatid ng araw at hindi ko alam kung gaano na ako katagal nagpapalutang-lutang. Nakita ko ang nakangiting mukha ng sanggol na nasa sinapupunan ko, itinaas ko ang kamay ko para abutin ang mukha niya at haplusin ngunit hindi ko pa man naaabot ang mukha niya ay dahan-dahan nang pumipikit ang mga mata ko. Napangiti ako, iyon na yata ang hudyat nang pagpapaalam ko sa mundo. Sinusundo na ako ng anghel ko. Kung kaya

Siguro nga ay ito ang paraan na binigay ng Diyos sa kan’ya para makatakas sa gulong ginawa niya—even if it meant breaking her own heart, even though it was Estevan’s heart she was supposed to break. Pero gano’n na rin, ‘di ba? Sa pag-iwas niya rito, siguro masasaktan din naman si Estevan? Mahal na rin naman siya ng lalaki, ‘di ba? Maybe it’s more than enough to also break him.

“Ayoko na lang sanang magsinungaling, Cailyn. I still love you.” Napalayo siya nang bahagya, pero hindi na siya nakasagot. Sa halip, tumingin lang siya sa langit, pilit iniwas ang luha. “Love doesn’t fix everything, Austin,” bulong niya. “Sometimes, it breaks you even more.” “Then let it break me,” sabi nito, halos desperado. “Kung ‘yun lang ‘yung paraan para maramdaman ulit kita.”

"He promised me that he will marry me as soon as I say yes! Ang sabi niya susuportahan niya ako sa mga pangarap ko at hihintayin niya ako kung kailan ako magiging handa-” "But promises are meant to be broken, Gail," May lungkot ang mga matang wika ni Nerissa habang nakatingin sa kanya ng may luha sa mga mata. "Remember when you broke your promise to me? Anyone can break a promise, Gail, even the most important people in your life. Accept the fact that no one stays the same for a lifetime, Gail. We don't always get what we want.” Lumapit ito sa kanya at yumakap habang umiiyak. Dama niya ang awa at pakikiramay nito sa kanya.