I Hope By Jay Lewis นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I closed my eyes listening to my favourite song lyrics and took a deep breath. I can't breathe (Chopsquad), I can't breathe, 999 Waiting for the exhale I toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well I can't breathe, I'm waiting for the exhale Toss my pain with my wishes in a wishing well Still no luck, but oh, well I still try even though I know I'm gon' fail Stress on my shoulders like a anvil Perky got me itching like a anthill Drugs killing me softly, Lauryn Hill

"I know I'm not the first woman you've made this journey with and sold. And I've no reason to expect you to treat me any differently. But I like you. I can't pretend I don't or that I don't mind if you sell me. You can tell me not to hope if you really want, but I got where I was by hoping and not letting go of that hope." "And it ended up with you so poor you were desperate to take a job you knew inside was too good to be true. Some things shouldn't be hoped for." Icaan got up as if he'd had enough of our conversation, taking both mugs with him to be washed and put away. "Perhaps. But that doesn't stop us hoping for them." I stood up as well. "Do you truly not like me at all?"

“I hopped off the plane at L.AX With a dream and my cardigan Welcome to the land of fame excess (woah) Am I gonna fit in? Jumped in the cab, here I am for the first time Look to my right, and I see the Hollywood sign This is all so crazy Everybody seems so famous My tummy's turnin' and I'm feelin' kinda homesick Too much pressure and I'm nervous That's when the taxi man turned on the radio And a Jay-Z song was on And a Jay-Z song was on And a Jay-Z song was on So I put my hands up They're playin' my song, the butterflies fly away I'm noddin' my head like, yeah Movin' my hips like, yeah I got my hands up, they're playin' my song They know I'm gonna be okay Yeah, it's a party in the U.S.A.” Ye

Hope stood uncertainty near the entrance, tray in hand, scanning for a place to sit. “Hope!” She turned and nearly dropped her tray. Jayden was waving at her. She blinked, thinking it must be someone else. But he was walking toward her now, that same effortless walk in his step. “You’re Hope, right? From Miss West’s class?” he asked. “Uh… yeah.” He smiled. “Cool. Come sit with us.” She walked with him to a table where Marcus, Zayne, and some others were sitting. Hope felt like she had stepped into another world. People laughed loudly, shared jokes, and Jayden, calm and kind, actually noticed her.

Taylor teased, definitely handing her something. Hope’s giggle followed, that carefree sound that melted every ounce of panic in me. My heart finally calmed down…I felt like I could finally breathe She was safe. She's with Taylor. “Up, up, up, up… gonna be golden, golden!” Hope continued singing ….Those were the only lyrics she ever got right….She basically mumbles through the rest. A sob broke out of me….half laugh, half relief as tears spilled freely. I just listened to her Singing her mixed up words with pride…and tried to calm my breathing

June yelled, her voice fraying at the edges. In the middle of it all stood her daughter, but not the infant from a few hours ago. No, this girl was a teenager now—tall, slim, hair aglow like starlight, watching the world fall apart without so much as a flinch. She gripped the golden key above her head, a beam of silver light shooting straight into the ship’s engine. "I am fixing it, Mother," Hope said, and the words were wrong—too old, too deep, as if spoken by something ancient and tired. "Earth is a broken oven. It burns people just to keep the lights on. I will give them a sun that never dies."

He just held her while she cried, stroking her hair and reminding her to breathe. "I can't do this," Hope said into his chest. "Everyone thinks I can, but I can't. I'm not Mom. I'm not Lily. I'm just me, and I'm not enough." "You're right," Elias said. Hope pulled back, surprised. "What?"

I wasn't sure how many more blows I could take. But one thing was clear. I wasn't getting out of here anytime soon. And I had to stop hoping. Because hope was the cruelest chain of them all. ​

I hope you're somewhere prayin', prayin' I hope your soul is changin', changin' I hope you find your peace Falling on your knees, prayin' Ah sometimes, I pray for you at night, oh Someday, maybe you'll see the light Whoa oh, some say, in life, you're gonna get what you give But some things only God can forgive Yeah! (I hope you're somewhere prayin', prayin') I hope your soul is changin', changin' I hope you find your peace

‍ “Then‍ we h​an​dle it. But Sa⁠rah—you have to let y‌o​urself hope. You have‌ to let⁠ yourse‍lf beli‍eve this mi‌ght​ work out.” “H​ope‍ fe‌els dangerous.” “Hope is the only‌ th⁠ing kee​ping us alive.⁠” I curled into​ him, t‍his⁠ man who'd weat⁠hered every‍ storm beside‌ me. “I‌’m goin‍g to try. To​ hope. To bel​ieve. To l⁠et this baby have​ a‍ futu⁠re wit‍ho⁠ut my fear po​isoning it.”