Is Touching Yourself A Sin Novels & Stories

Hindi ko alam kung paano ko nahubad ang aking damit, napa-ungol ako ng hinaplos ko ang aking dibdib hanggang napunta sa aking masilang bahagi. "Fuck, Safara!" sigaw niya ng nakita nito ang aking ginawa. "I touch my self na lang, ughhh!" sabay ungol.

ungol ko habang nilalabasan na ako. Hingal na hingal at nanghihina kong tinakpan ang aking sariling katawan gamit ang roba ko dahil nagulo iyon. Damn it. I just touched myself because of thinking too much about him.

I now see myself as someone who sins on a regular basis, and I'm working on that because of her. The word means something different for me than it does in contemporary culture. As a child I learned that to sin is to do something really bad. If you look it up you'll find it usually refers to a violation of a religious code of conduct. So by this definition if you're not religious, you can't really sin, because you have no religious code of conduct to violate. "Is it okay if you sinned because of me?" I asked her as she caressed the side of my cheeks.

Kinagat ko ang aking sariling dila, nakayuko habang ang palad ay nakapirme sa malamig na dingding bilang suporta upang hindi ako bumagsak dahil sa panghihina ng aking tuhod. Sobrang hirap iwasan kapag 'yung mismong katawan mo ang iyong kalaban... I've tried my best to stop myself, but still I ended up with him on my bed. M*aning... Screaming his name like I'm worshipping him. I let him made me experience how to be touched.... again. And I can't deny that I do like it, but still I couldn't throw away the guilt I feel inside me.

I am certain that someone has been touching me— my body, to be precise. May pakiramdam na ako kung sino iyon. Gusto ko ring ipaalam sa kanya na gising ako at hindi ko nagugustuhan ang ginagawa niya just so he could stop but... it seems like my body has its own brain as of this moment. Gustuhin ko man ay hindi pa rin ako gumalaw. Sa madaling salita ay nagtulug tulugan ako. Those seductive touches continue. Mula sa braso ko... sa hita... at pababa pa.

Halos sinasaktan na nito ang sarili at nasusugatan ang sariling balat. “T–they attempted to ravish my body Matt. They touched me! Ang isa’y pilit akong hinuhubaran, ang isa’y sinasampal ako everytime I made protests. Kung ‘di man ay... ay pinapaso ako ng sigarilyo. Matthieus, they tried to ruin me. And they ruined me in front of my own father. And I can only plead and begged them to just kill me. I'd rather died than seeing my Dad cried for me... for his daughter who violated by those devils, Matt. It's more painful to see Dad cries for me. It's so painful...”

“So, shall we talk rules?” Tumango lang siya. “Start with yours.” Binuksan ko ‘yung maliit kong notebook, ‘yung isa sa mga pang-professional mode kuno kong props. “Rule one: no unnecessary touching. Public displays only, pang-appearances lang. Nothing more.” “Define unnecessary,” tanong niya, that teasing glint in his eyes that should honestly be illegal. “Alam mo na ‘yung ibig kong sabihin,” I said, raising a brow. “Don’t play dumb. Hindi bagay sa’yo.”

He pressed his tumb on it and did a circling motion dahilan para mapaliyad ako. Ang isa nya pang kamay ay nasa loob na rin ng damit ko he touches the tip of my breast causing me to bite my lower lips Hindi kina napigilan Ang Sarili ko at umungol. "U-hmm S-shit" he continued touching me there but he seems unsatisfied Kaya Marahan nyang inalis Ang pag kaka lock ng bra ko Marahan Akong napatayo sa kinauupuan ko. Hindi ko alam kung saan Ako papunta Nadatnan ko nalang Ang Sarili Kong nakasandal sa Mahabang Mesa rito.

And she realized, she was falling in love with her husband, Tiffany’s husband… “Hindi pa naman siguro,” Agad niya rin bawi sa kanyang iniisip dahil masama iyon! Nasa 10 commandment ng diyos ang huwag makiapid. Kasalanan na ngang maituturing ang pagkakaroon ng anak ng labas ng kasal. Dadagan pa niya.

hinabol ko naman ang kanyang mga labi. I know this isn't right.. this is a sin.. pero hindi naman ako santo, marami ng pagkakasala. Kaya pagbibigyan ko na muna ang sarili.. Naramdaman ko ang pag-angat ng mga paa sa malamig at makintab na sahig. "Fuck!" Humahangos niyang saad. Ipinulupot ko ang mga hita sa kanyang baywang kasabay ng pagpulupot ng mga braso sa kanyang leeg.