Novel & Cerita Let It Hurt Until It Hurts No More

Tumalikod na siya at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. "Why it can't be now?" Bulong niya na narinig ko. I was too stunned to speak. He really knows how to hurt me and kill me. Gusto ng kumawala ng mga luha ko pero pinipigilan ko, hindi ko hahayaang lumabas ang luha ko hangga't hindi siya pumapayag sa gusto ko. If I'm the cause of my pain, then let me do it more. The more you felt pain, the more you feel good.

Kahit anong pigil mo hindi mo magawa kase hindi mo kaya. Please take all the pain away. Nakatingala ako habang sinasabe ko yan sa isip ko dahil this time hindi ko na kaya. Hindi ko na kaya ang lahat, hindi ko na kaya itong mag isa. I need help. All this time nakaya kong mag isa pero ngaun hindi na. Durog na durog na ako. Kaya kong harapan ang kahit ano? pero.. ngaun hindi na. I need all the help I can get, I need everyone kahit na alam kong hindi un magiging sapat. It will hurt still, It will make me mmiserable.

It's the hardest thing to give away And the last thing on your mind today It always goes to those who don't deserve It's the opposite of how you feel When they pain they caused is just too real Takes everything you have to say the word Forgiveness, forgiveness It flies in the face of all your pride It moves away the mad inside It's always anger's own worst enemy Even when the jury and the judge Say you've got a right to hold a grudge It's the whisper in your ear saying set it free Forgiveness, forgiveness Forgiveness, forgiveness Show me how to love the unlovable Show me how to reach the unreachable Help me now to do the impossible Forgiveness, forgiveness Help me now to do the impossible Fo

Loving can heal, Loving can mend your soul, And it's the only things that I know, I swear it will get easier, Remember that we're never repeating yeah, And its the only thing, To take with us when we die I wish it could be easier ,kuya. We made these memories for ourselves Where our eyes are never closing , Our hearts were never broken, And times forever frozen, still So you can keep me, Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans, Holding me close until our eyes met, You wont ever be alone, Hinding hindi ako mawawala sayo kuya, hinding hindi. And if you hurt me, that's okay baby, There will be worst thing, Inside these pages you just hold me,

Nagtaka siya dahil may malaking flat screen tv na sa sala, tingin niya nasa 50 inches ito at sa tingin niya ay smart tv ito dahil nakadisplay sa screen ang youtube at pumaibabaw ang music video na masaya sa pandinig. I'm so wired for it, seen it, tried it I'd die for you on my terms When I get my lessons learned Apples, cherries, pain Breathe in, breathe out, pain No, no, novocaine Still maintain my grace How come? The more you have, the more that people want from you More you burn away, the more the people earn from you More you pull away, the more that they depend on you I've never seen a hero like me in a sci-fi

Napakurap ako ng kunin ni Lola ang kamay kong mahigpit na nakahawak sa barandilya "I know nasaktan ka niya, but pain is part of life Yanna...Oo takot tayong masaktan,lahat tayo ayaw nating masaktan,.. pero hindi tayo matutoto kung hindi tayo masasaktan" "Hindi tayo magiging matatag kung walang bagay na magpapatatag sa'tin....And pain..pain can make us stronger..yah it's hard to get up but once we're back on our track again, we will be a better and stronger person than once we are" "Hija..you need to understand that..pain is a lesson" "L-lola?" "hindi ko sinasabing sangayon ako sa ginawa niyang pananakit sayo..all I trying to say is.... forgive"

How can you hurt me this way Everything I knew was lovin' you How could you try pretending Your love was never ending Now you can't even say that you will stay How, how could you say you love me When you would go and leave me How could you make me hurt so bad When I have loved you more than anyone can do Can't believe the pain That I'm feeling now because of loving you How can you hurt me this way Everything I knew was lovin' you How can love me so unkind Still you broke my heart Despite what I've done Still my love was not enough Though I given you my all I can't take it anymore Naninikip ang dibdib na ni Athena sa matinding sama ng loob at sakit na nararamdaman. Para namang nananadya ang k

Pero alin nga ba? “Sorry, hindi ko intensyon na masira ang araw mo.” “Sorry, dapat sinabi ko na lang agad ang totoo.” “Sorry, pero mahal kita.” Lahat sila, tama. Lahat sila, gusto ko. Pero lahat sila, hindi ko maipadala. Kaya tumitig lang ako sa screen, naghihintay ng lakas ng loob na hindi dumating. Hanggang sa mamatay ang ilaw ng phone, at naiwan akong titig pa rin sa sariling repleksyon sa itim na screen.

ang cute nito ng ngumuso parang batang nagtatampo. "Sige.. Baby kakantahan mo ba ako" Lumiwanag naman ang mukha nito at galos abot tenga ang mga ngiti. "yes my baby" Sinimulan nitong tumugtog ng gitara. ?Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes But it's the only thing that I know When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes It is the only thing makes us feel alive? Agad na tumibok ng mabilis ang aking puso ng marinig ko ang boses nito

Tumingin ako kay Tita bago ngumiti ng tipid. “Sige po, Tita,” ani ko bago siya lumabas at isarado ang pinto, nang mawala na siya sa paningin ko ay humiga ako sa kama dahil medyo masakit nga ang likod ko dahil sa byahe. Hindi naman nagtagal ay dinalaw ako ng antok.