Novel & Cerita Lo Siento Te Amo

5 Don't fall in love with me. Hindi naman love ang nararamdaman ko, lib0g. Damn! Nakakahiya!

tumigil ako dahil nahihirapan akong huminga kakaiyak. "I'm so sorry for everything, apo ko. Sorry is not enough, but I know, it's too late. I... I really hurt you big time, apo, you and your parents," pati si Lolo naiyak na rin. Gusto kong maglabas ng sama ng loob ko kay Lolo. Pero ayoko ng palakihin pa ang mga bagay na nakaraan na. Ayoko nang maging komplekado ang lahat. At ngayon nasabi na niyang proud siya sa akin. Masaya na ako at okay na ako.

Natatakot ako na baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili at umiyak sa kaniyang harapan. “Alam ko at pareho tayo ng nararamdaman, Amora. Kaya naman ay ginawa ko ang lahat para mahanap ka. I seek for help to find out where are you and until I found out where you go. I can't live without you, Amora at alam kong hindi madali paniwalaan ang mga sinabi ko, but give me another chance. I will prove to you how much I love you, baby.”

Loving someone who doesn't love you simultaneously makes you feel so many emotions. "I'm hurting today." I coldly whispered. I'm crying at ramdom hours. I coudn't know where had went wrong?. Gusto kong idugtong 'to. Sabihin sa kanya ang lahat. "There's nothing wrong with being hurt." Usal nito. I close my eyes, "okay!" "Sorry, Luna. I know I am an asshole and I don't respect your decisions. Pero sana huwag mo akong pigilan na alagaan ka at malaman ang nasa isip mo!" His baritone voice said.

I declined the call and composed a message for them. 'Mom If you're reading this, please know that I am really sorry. I love you. I love our family but I'm choosing the man that I love. Tell dad that I love him so much and I'm sorry that I broke his heart. Please don't look for me. Masaya ako kasama si Leo. I'm hoping that someday, you can forgive me. Hug the boys for me. I'm so sorry.' I sent the text before turning off my phone. I let go of the tears that I'm holding. I will miss them.

Too bad, ni hindi man lang siya kinilala. I wiped her tears and smiled. "Lo siento, mi amor. Mamá te quiere mucho..." I whisper while slowly closing my eyes and breathing heavily because of the pain and dizziness that I feel. But before I faced the darkness, the image of her father and our past came rushing like I was watching a story. *****

Pag-iyak Ko nang Walang Tunog Pagharap ko sa pader ng kama, hindi ko mapigilang pumikit nang mahigpit. Tears slipped slowly. Hindi ko gustong marinig niya. Hindi ko gustong maramdaman niyang mas komplikado pa ako kaysa sa inaakala ko. Pero totoo. I’m hurting. I’m scared. I’m confused. At sa gulong ito… si Liam ang nadadamay. “Sorry… sorry…” paulit-ulit sa isip ko. Pero hindi ko masabi out loud. Hindi ko kayang harapin na baka isipin niyang hindi ko siya mahal.

sunod-sunod kong salita habang isa-isang ng tumulo ang luha ko. I sights is blurry at hindi ko na makita ang kanilang mga reaksyon. Naramdaman ko na lang na may yumakap sa akin. “I am sorry. I didn't mean to make you feel like this. I am sorry, babe. I am so immature," Hugo's voice tried to soothe me, but he had already hurt my feelings. “I hate you."

Hindi pa ako handa na gamitin ang katawan ko para lamang sa paghihiganti ko. Lumambot ang tingin niya sa akin at nginitian ako. "I’m sorry, mi amore, hindi ko lang talaga na mapigilan ang sarili ko kapag kasama kita, lalo na kapag malapit ka sa akin. Don’t worry, I won’t pressure you into something that you are still not comfortable doing. Pero pinapaalala ko lang sa’yo na hindi na ito bago sa atin. And sooner, baby, you have to give in, dahil hindi ako makakapagtiis ng matagal. I don’t have patience, mi amore, especially if it involves you and having you."

Napaismid si Senyora Celeste, " No me importa. ( Wala akong pakialam.). " " Patay na daw po yung babae bago pa man magsimula ang sunog, Senyora . Hindi naman po masyadong nasunog ang bangkay niya dahil may napadaan na grupo ng mga magsasaka. Malapit lang naman ang batis kaya naapula nila agad ang apoy bago tuluyang maabo ang lahat."