Comfort Message Mga Nobela at Kwento

He is not used to it. He never does comforting things, kasi kapag nakakaramdam man siya ng lungkot, the only thing that he does ay ang titigan ang picture frame ng babaeng kinababaliwan niya na nasa kanyang silid. At kung minsan, Hudson whips himself to ease the pain.

"I don't get the same feeling when listening to them. When I listen to Taylor’s music, it makes my mood better. Like... I feel really good." "Umm." I nodded. "Taylor’s music is easy to follow. When I am sad, it feels like someone is comforting me rather than stressing me some more." "Can I be your Taylor Swift?" "What?" "I want to be your happiness and your comforter when you're sad. Trust me, I can soothe you better than listening to their music." "Fuck off." Damn Denise. Too serious...

“You just talk a lot when you’re comfortable. And I listen.” I don’t know why… But my throat tightened again. Not with sadness. Not with pain. But with something warm. Something unfamiliar. Something I wasn’t ready for. “You okay?” he asked quietly, eyes softening. I forced a smile. “Yeah. Kaya ko ’to. Kakain lang ako, ’di ba?” He nodded. “Good girl.” My heart tripped. I coughed instantly. “A-a-anong good girl?!” He laughed again, leaning back smugly. “Relax. Compliment lang ’yon.”

Pagkatapos ay hinubad ang damit niyang basa at binihisan ng panibago. Inayos ko na rin siya sa kama para maging kumportable ang tulog niya. “Kung may problema ka, pwede mo na mang i-share sa ‘kin. Makikinig naman ako,” dagdag ko pa kahit hindi niya ako naririnig dahil sa kalasingan. Muli akong napabuntong-hininga at inayos ang comforter bago tumayo at lumabas ng kwarto.

Hindi ko man aminin ay nakakaramdam ako ng pagkalungkot tuwing siya’y aalis. He smiled at me, bringing a comfort and warmth feeling inside. It may be a simple gesture but the voltage that went into my nerves as soon as I sighted the scenario, those voltage had power enough to send me millions of messages that only we could know. It is somehow saying that I shouldn’t be feel worried and sad, because that could take us to a lot of opportunities for them. That I shouldn’t feel lonely because he was and will always be there. That they maybe out for some priorities but I will never be the least. And the last thing was admiration.

Masyado nang naglalakbay ang isip nya. The atmosphere in their table was warm and so comfortable, kahit na hindi sya makasabay sa mga eto dahil trabaho ang pinaguusap ay tahimik na lamang syang nakikinig. Dahan dahan tuloy na nagiging kalmado at relax ang puso nya. She likes this cozy atmosphere they have right now, parang walang problemang dapat harapin. They are drinking, eating and kahit anong bagay bagay sa mundo ang pinag-uusapan, paminsan minsan pa’y nagtatawanan.

tanong niya, ang kaniyang boses ay tila may kasamang vibrating effect na dumiretso sa kaibuturan ng aking puso. "Sobrang comfortable," sagot ko sabay hila sa kumot hanggang sa aking dibdib. "Pero mas magiging comfortable kung hihiga ka rin dito sa tabi ko. Alam mo naman, baka lamigin ako bigla, mahirap na ang magkasakit sa panahon ngayon. Mahal ang gamot, Lucas. At kahit bilyonaryo ka, kailangan pa rin nating maging praktikal sa buhay."

Gusto nya yatang kunin ko sya at suntukin para tumigil sya sa kakatibok ng mabilis. Ang awkward tuloy. Dapat pala di ko nalang ginalaw ang malikot kung kamay. "Hmm, Xander?" "What?" Tanong nya na di man lang lumilingon sakin. "How..." "How do you like to be comforted when you're sad or how do you like to be comforted when you're sad or upset?" Tanong ko. "Hug," "It makes you feel like you're not alone. When someone hug you when you're sad or upset it feels like they love you, care for you and understands you."

Ewan ko ba kung kailan kino-comfort ako ay mas lalo lang akong umiiyak. “Shh, ilabas mo lahat ng hinanakit mo sa akin. Huwag kang mag-alala, nandito langa ko gagabay sa’yo. I will help you to move on and be strong enough to face those problems of yours,” wika niya sa akin habang hinihimas-himas ang aking likod.

Binuksan ko ang chat namin at nag-tipa ng mahabang mensahe na galing mismo sa puso at isipan ko. Hello Charles, (kung ayun talaga name mo hehe) In case na bukas mo na 'to mabasa, gusto ko lang magpa-salamat sa'yo for being my source of comfort these past few days. Tutal baka ito na rin yung huli kong message and ganoon ka rin. I just want to confess hehe. Thank you sa pagpapa-kilig sa akin kahit sa maikling panahon. I am really thankful to you for making me experience kung paano magkaroon ng kaharutan hanggang madaling araw. hehe.