Love Without Fear นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Everything is new to her, Lucas is her best friend before he became her boyfriend and when she got betrayed it was painful pero wala din naman siyang magagawa. Kaya't takot siya, she's scared to take risk lalo't hindi naman maganda ang umpisa nil ni Loki. She was locked up, hurt physically and emotionally and everything his doing is just red flag. Ngunit bakit mahirap pagilin? Maybe because when you started to love someone all you thoughts would be positive to accept the fact that you already love him/her. Napapitlag na lang si Asia dahil mahina siyang pinitik ni Loki sa noo.

Biglang sigaw nya sa akin kaya natigilan ako kita ko rin ang pagyuko ng mga katulong namin, bakas sa kanilang mukha ang takot samantalang si Kzia nakatungo lang at walang emosyong nakangin ng diretso sa kanyang harapan Ngunit pagka-ganoon man ramdam ko rin ang pagiging alerto nya na Para bang alam na nito ang gagawin oras na may gawing hindi ka aya-aya ang matandang nasa harapan ko. Napa-ayos ako ng tayo saka ko sya tinignan ng blanko ang ekpresyon, Alam ko ang bagay na ito naalala ko ang mga memorya ni Zeinarah sa kanyang ama at lahat ng iyon ay puro kah*yupan lang at pagmamaltrato sa kanya.

“Hindi ko din girlfriend si Loisa. I don’t want to be with anyone else. Give me a chance and trust me. I can’t imagine my life without you.” He claimed her lips. They kissed as if there was no tomorrow. “I love you. Noon at ngayon. Perhaps even beyond forever. I’ve lived a lonely life these past few years na hindi kita kasama. Kahit anong pilit ko ay hindi ko nagawang maging tunay na masaya. My happiness is you. I’m so afraid. So scared to get hurt again,” aniya ng saglit na maghiwalay ang kanilang mga labi.

Kaba dahil sa takot na baka kapag nagkita kami nito ay hindi na niya ako maalala, tuwa, dahil sa wakas ay ayos na ang kundisyon niya. Despite the fact that I had previously come out injured, I had grown and learnt. Loving is always risky, but not loving is far worse. Closing yourself up and shutting down poses an even greater risk. Every time, I love a bit more and a little harder. I'm ready to feel once more.

Malungkot ko siyang binigyan ng ngiti at bahagyang napabuntong hininga. “I think love is in everything...” I trailed off. Nag-huhukay muna ng lakas na loob mula sa kaloob-looban. At nang may kaunting nahukay ay saka ko lang tinapos ang pagsasalita. “Love is when you feel fear, hatred, anger, trauma and all the feelings that you could feel. Yung sa akin kasi it's everything. The hatred is there, fear, sadness and the trauma. And I know it's love because if it's not love what I gave back then, then maybe I shouldn't have felt those feelings at all.”

Kayden's family had been nothing but sweet pero nagawa kong magsinungaling sa kanila. "Hush now, sweetheart. We've been hurt I have to admit. But I am so glad na walang nangyari sa'yo at sa apo ko. Quit blaming yourself. You were scared. Natural na nararamdaman natin iyan kapag nagmahal tayo, natatakot tayong masaktan. We normally shield ourselves because of our fears," she sighed. "I know my son has a reputation with women at hindi kita masisi doon. I've been through the same when I was your age. Kabi-kabila ang mga babaeng umaaligid sa Tito Gab mo noon. I was so scared that maybe there will be a point in time na baka ipagpalit niya ako sa iba. Women that are far more better than me. But yo

HINDI ko alam kung ano'ng mas mahirap-yung makipagtalo sa isang Damong walang emosyon o 'yung makasama siya sa katahimikan na parang may sinisigaw kahit walang nagsasalita. Kahit anong gawin ko, naroon pa rin sa utak ko ang boses niya. "I don't want fear in my house, Leah... I have enough of that in my head."

"What if... what if hindi ko pinili ang ganitong buhay? Na bawat galaw ko may nakamasid, may nanonood, may nag-aabang. Isang maling galaw ko ay hindi lang ako ang maaapektuhan kundi pati na rin ang image ni Kenzo. Literal na magkarugtong na ang buhay namin ngayon, lahat ng ginagawa ko, nagre-reflect na sa kanya." "Pero ang lesson na natutunan ko, 'wag kang matatakot sumubok pagdating sa pagmamahal. Love is what we were born with. Fear is what we learned here. And I love him, so I tried, and I succeed." Lumingon ako kay Kenzo na ngayon ay kasing lawak ng Pacific Ocean ang ngiti. Pero ang totoong tanong... Did I really succeed? —————

“Nag-exist ito dahil sa takot.” Mariel stepped beside him, her fingers brushing his wrist—light, grounding. “And fear,” Mariel said coldly, “always loses to love.” It was the most dangerous line she had ever said. And it hit Victoria like a fatal wound. “You think… love wins?” Victoria laughed, hysterical. “Love is weakness. Love breaks kings. Love ruins empires.” “Maybe,” Billie whispered. “But I’d rather fall with her… than rule with you.” That silenced the night.

“You know what I see when I look at you now?” “Ano?” “Calm,” sabi niya, halos pabulong. “Peace. The kind I never thought I’d deserve.” Napangiti ako. “And what do I see in you?” “Ano?” “Someone finally learning how to love… without fear.” Ngumiti siya, sabay hinaplos ang pisngi ko. At bago pa ako makasagot, h******n niya ako—mahina lang, pero puno ng damdamin.