Novel & Cerita Love Without Fear

*** Marahas at maingit na umuuga ang malambot na kama sa condo ni Ram. May impit na d*******g. May malakas na umuungol habang pinapalo nang mahina sa puwit. Base sa dalawang pares ng paang masisilip mula sa ilalim, may nakatuwad at may nagpatuwad. Sigurado si Aly na ang boyfriend niyang si Ram ang lalaki. Siya dapat ang babaeng sumabog na ang utak sa alapaap habang isinisigaw ang lahat ng patinig sa alpabeto. Pero siya na girlfriend ay nagtatago sa ilalim ng kasumpa-sumpang kama habang suot ang Victoria’s Secret lingerie na bagong bili.

Who cares if that f*cking love is too dangerous for a man like him? He wouldn't give it a d*mn.

He was playing the piano while singing the beautiful but lonely lyrics in front of me. Unti-unting bumigat ang pakiramdam ko. Bigla ring nalungkot ang puso ko sa mga alaala na ni minsan ay hindi pa rin pala nawala sa puso't isipan ko. But there's a danger in loving somebody to much, and it's bad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes love just ain't enough. Hindi ko namalayang may isang butil na pala ng luha ang siyang nalaglag sa gilid ng aking mga mata.

It's like alcohol is a complete aphrodisiac that has driven us to things that we should not do. We are both now lying on the bed, covering ourselves with the blanket, staring at the ceiling. Reflecting on what has just happened. I'll be honest, I don't regret it. I'm just really worried on what Elise may think on me. This might sound selfish but the thought of Elise being fully mine after this night is making me feel like I am in ecstasy. "Topher, do you love me?" Tumagilid ako paharap kay Elise at tinigna siya sa mata.

Para akong binuhusan ng kuryente. Ang tapang niya. Ang honesty. Ang vulnerability. And God, the way she said it… “Liza,” bulong ko, halos paos. “You’re hurting. You’re scared. I don’t want this to be a reaction to fear.” Pero hindi siya umatras. Instead, lumapit pa siya. Forehead to forehead. Breath to breath. Heartbeat to heartbeat. “I’m not scared of you,” sagot niya. “I’m scared of losing you.”

To give without reason,. And care without Expectation,... Love without Fear,... Parang may Kung anong kirot ang naramdaman ni Izzy. Karson is right, hindi niya deserve ang masaktan ngunit Kung nalalaman Lang nito ang pinagdadaanan niya ay baka Lalo PA itong maawa. Trust without questioning,... Need without demanding,... Accept without change,... Want without restrictions,... Desire without inhibitions,... A love so free, Will never fly away,... True love isn't love at first

Ayoko kase na patuloy syang manahimik nalang at patuloy na masaktan hindi nya pwedeng yun lagi. ".....most specially, im man!" Singhal nya kaya pakunot ako ng noo. "Damn third what a stupid reason e ano naman? Love is a beautiful thing, its not only made for a man and a woman! You can love whoever you want and you can be who you really are!" Singhal ko na ikinatahimik nya. "Ayokong mawala sya----" "Wala ka bang tiwala? Sa friendship nyong dalawa?" Singhal ko kaya napatahimik sya, and i think i already convinced him.

Pag bukas ng pinto ng simbahan ang syang paglitaw ni Ajaizah sabay ng kantang A thousand years. Heart beats fast. Colors and promises. How to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall? But watching you stand alone. All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow. One step closer. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam ng ikakasal iyong hindi mo maramdamang saya pinunasan ko ang luhang tumakas sa aking mata. "Anak ng kabayo!... Bakit panty itong hawak ko? Kaninong panty ito may butas ang pundyo?" Saad ko.

Tears slipped freely down Elle’s cheeks. When it was her turn, her voice shook but her gaze never wavered. “Knox… I spent so long being afraid. Afraid of trusting, afraid of believing that love could be enough. But you showed me—again and again—that love, when it’s real, never dies. So today, I vow to trust your love. To stand by you, even when the world is loud and cruel. To be your partner, your wife, your best friend. And to raise our son with the kind of love that heals everything.”

Love, I will protect no matter what… ***