Novel & Cerita Lovesick Fool

"Do you think you could get it your way, huh?" "What are you talking about?" I calmly ask while trying to hold back my tears. "Do you think I'm stupid?" He fired at me. "Huwag mo 'kong gayahin sa ibang lalaki na isang kalabit mo lang nagpapadala na! You think I wouldn't know about it? Did you have fun toying with men? What do you take me for? A record? For fame? And what's all of this, a props to make me believe that what you feel are genuinely true? Fuck that, I doubt you could feel love! Enough with your games because girls like you makes me disgusted! I wasn't born yesterday, you can't fool me."

" By the way, Darling. About Keith----" I cutted Mom off as I sneered after hearing that bastards name. " I don't wanna hear anything about him, Mom" Sabi ko habang hinahaplos si Liebe, Dad and Lev is nowhere to be found but it seems that Lyubov is still chasing them. I reminisce how I made a mistake dating Keith and becomes his mistress, out of his lust. I don't wanna hear anything from him, after all I was just the mistress, and I don't want anything that got to do with him.

Ngunit sa kabila noon ay may ngiting sumisilip sa gilid ng kaniyang mga labi. “You always make me smile whenever I am with you, Katalina. I felt special. When you give me your full attention it makes me feel like the luckiest man in the whole wide world. Thus, when I said ‘I like you’, trust me I’m lying... because the truth is I love you. Katalina, I love you.” Biglang pagseryoso nito. Tumitig siya sa mga mata ni Vicente, tinitingnan kung totoo nga ba ang lahat. At sobra pa ang nakikita niya na nagpatunaw sa kaniyang puso. Her heart beats faster than the first time it beats for him.

walang pakundangag pahayag ni Nick at binaklas ang mga braso nito na nakapulupot sa kanyang katawan. "You got b-bored? But why? Don't you love me anymore, Nicholas?" she cried. Her knees wobble and her stomach was upset. Nick's defenses were almost got melted by the spark of fear and pain in Alessandra's eyes. How can she fake those emotions?! She must be an excellent actress, but he knew better! He won't get fooled again by the pretty face, she was nothing but a whore!

Pakiramdam ko tutulo na ang mga luha ko pero sinusubukan ko pa ding pigilan. Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Only fools fall for you, only fools Only fools do what I do, only fools fall Tanga nga lang talaga ang mahuhulog sayo, Xyvier. At isa na ko d'on.

Ninamnam ko ang mainit niyang halik at kusang naghiwalay ang aming mga labi. “I love you, Misis with all of my heart. I am grateful to my Lolo Augustus that he chose the best partner for me. You are the epitome of an ideal wife. Thank you.” Muli akong niyakap ni Rafael. Narinig ko ang kanyang pagsigok. Dagli akong bumitiw sa kanyang yakap at hinawakan ang kanyang pisngi. “Why are you crying?” naguguluhan kong tanong. Pinahid ko ang luha niyang pumatak. I can only stare at his lonely face.

F*ck! Hindi ko napigilan ang aking sarili ko at nasuntok ko ang wall kung saan nasugat at dumugo ang aking kamay. Alam ko na masakit iyon pero wala akong maramdaman na sakit. Manhid na kung mangid but I can't deny that I'm still f*cking in love with her! F*ck this love! Hinugasan ko ang aking kamay at wala akong balak na gamutin iyon, tanggalin ko lamang ang dugo nito.

Sinubukan pa ulit akong hilahin ng babae na agad ko namang na iwasan. Nakakuha ng atensyon ang ginawang eksena ng babae. Ang mga kasama nito ay masama ang tingin sa akin. Ano? Anong ginawa ko sa kanila? At kasalanan ko pang naging kabit ang "idol" niya? Marami yatang obsess fan si Selene at kahit ito ang may mali ay kakampihan pa rin siya. "Oo nga! Nagpakasal lang namn kayo dahil mukha kang pera samantalang 'yong idol namin mas mayaman pa sa 'yo at mas mabait! Hindi katulad mong cheater!"

Lumapit sa kaniya ang lalaki, tinuyo nito ang kaniyang mga mata gamit ang hinlalaking daliri, pagkatapos ay masuyo nitong hinaplos ang kaniyang pisngi. “Wala kayong kasalanan sa akin, okay? A-alam mo bang kaytagal kong hinintay na muli kang makita at mahawakan nang ganito? I-I’m sorry, Sweetheart . . . I failed you . . . I never loved you half as much as you deserved. Your father did nothing to mine, and I was such a fool, such a blind, wretched fool to believe he was the one who took my father's life!” Mahigpit siyang niyakap nito; humagulhol sa kaniyang balikat. Siya naman ay natulala.

pakikipag-usap niya sa wala, “wala na akong pakialam sa totoo at sa kasinungalingan. Ang nais ko lang ay bumalik ka na.” Kinuha niya ang kanyang laptop. Nagsimulang tumipa sa keyboard. Nais niyang ihinga ang lahat ng kanyang kalungkutan at sakit ng kalooban sa pamamagitan ng paglikha ng isang love story, base sa kanyang nararamdaman. FIRST LOVE…LAST LOVE “Conservative ang kinalakihan kong buhay,” simula niya sa pagtipa, “super strict ang lola ko na siyang nagpalaki sa akin. Hindi ko naranasan ang makipag-party, magpaligaw…”