Can I still love you?
Arria said with a sigh when Jack asked, "and I too have the same thought, why didn't even get married?"
"I am not ready yet, that is all, come back, I am hanging up," Arria said with a sigh and hung up the call thinking "why can't we just be lovers like this, how can I tell you that I am capable of carrying a baby, how can I tell that, if I do, then you will leave me or your family will force you to leave me, I can not do that, I am selfish and I want to be with you, I am so sorry Jack". tears started to follow from her eyes, she doesn't know what to do, she knows that she can't do this for so long but she has to do as long as she can,