Mistakes We Can't Laugh About Romane & Geschichten

He's not the problem, it's me. Mistakes aren’t meant to be done over and over again. I need to learn and to reflect. This time we need to vocalize what we really feel, we also need to communicate, there’s no reason to hide it all. He’s right, masyado na kaming maraming nasayang na pagkakataon. I don't want to have any regrets, I want to try.

Napaupo naman siya ng maayos sabay napahawak sa kamay ko dahilan upang magulat ako. “Who taught you that?” tanong niya sa akin. “Mali naman yung sinabi nila. We people tend to make mistakes, because we’re not perfect. Nagkakamali tayo, but that doesn’t mean na kailangan mong pagbayaran ang pagkakasala mo sa buong buhay mo,” wika niya sa akin. Napangiti naman ako sabay napainom.

“Hindi ako galit o ano pa man. Sana ay magbigay ito ng leksyon sa iyo. We are born to make mistakes and that’s what makes us human, and most of the time, the most effective way of learning is from a mistake. Stuffing up is a normal part of life. If we didn't make mistakes we'd never learn anything. But if you're worried about bouncing back, or find yourself only paying attention to the things that go wrong, there are ways you can turn it around. Mistakes teach us what doesn't work and encourage us to create new ways of thinking and doing.” Pagkatapos sabihin iyon ay humakbang na si Igneel papalabas ng Del Vecchio. Tila naistatwa naman ang mga naroon at maghang-mangha kay Igneel. Tahimik na n

Nag muni muni siya at nagdasal. After 10 seconds kinuha niya ang test kit at ang luha niya ay nagsimula ng rumagasa. Hindi niya alam kong anong gagawin. Hindi niya rin alam kong paano magdala ng baby sa sinapupunan gayong bata pa rin naman siya. At isa pa siguradong mapapatay siya ng Tita Moira niya kapag nalaman ito. Hindi niya alam ang gagawin gulong gulo na siya. Lintik na lalaki 'yon, hindi niya alam na magbubunga ang isang gabing kaniyang pagkakamali. Nangangatog man ang tuhod pinilit niyang makalabas ng comfort room at kanina pa siya kinakatok ng nasa labas. Tulala siyang lumabas ng comfort room at hindi niya alam kong paano ba siya nakalabas ng fastfood.

'Wag mo nga akong pakiligin! "It was a big mistake at first. But that was the mistake na hindi ko pinagsisisihan at nagbigay ng saya sa buhay ko ngayon. That was the best and most beautiful mistake I've ever made in my entire life—ang mapagkamalan kita." Nakikita ko sa mukha niyang sincere talaga siya. 'Di ako makapagsalita. Feeling ko, namumula pa rin ang mukha ko ngayon. "Uhm. May dialogue ba ako?" Aww. Nagbibiro lang naman ako, eh. Pero hinalikan na naman niya ako.

Nagsukatan kami ng tingin. "Rosie! Help me with my stuffs!" I yelled when I saw her coming over. She nodded. Tuluyan ko nang nakuha ang bag ko at wallet ko. "I won't," Ani Zach. "Hindi na mauulit. I'm sorry. Not this. We can still talk about this." "Not anymore. Not when you laid your hand on me." "That was a mistake!" His chest was heaving. "A mistake that you can do over and over again!"

"I said call me Kael." "K-kael, uhm...ayaw ko lang na makita mo pa ako pagkatapos ng n-nangyari sa hotel. It was just a mistake. At 'yong kagabi, ayaw ko lang na magkalapit tayo, dahil boss kita, kaya kailangan kong mapanatili ang distansya sa pagitan ng empleyado at ng boss." "Mistake ba 'kamo yong nangyari nung gabi na 'yon?" Tumingin siya ng diretso sa akin. "If that was just a mistake, then it was the best mistake I've ever had."

Punong-puno ng kahihiyan at guilt ang mga mata nito pero hindi nun maibsan ang nararamdaman kong sakit. "I'm sorry, I made a mistake and I regretted it more than you know, that's why I did it once and never did it again." "Dapat ko bang ipagpasalamat na isang beses mo lang siyang ginalaw at hindi mo na inulit?" "No baby, sobra kong pinagsisihan na ginawa ko yung bagay na yun kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon."

Ngayon ko pa ba pipigilan ang nararamdaman ko? Years ago, I thought I made a very big mistake. I was desperate enough not to let Laureen go. That’s why I planned to make her pregnant that night. On the night of her birthday, but things got worst and more complicated when I ended up making love with the wrong girl! Pumasok ako sa kwarto niya nang mauna na siyang magpaalam dahil sa marami na rin siyang nainom. I thought she was Laureen. The dimmed lights of the room got me wrong. Hindi lang ‘yun ang una naming beses na gagawin ‘yun. But when I found out that I’m making love with a virgin woman, I got confused. Pero tinuloy ko dahil na rin sa epekto ng alak na nanalaytay sa aking katawan. At is

Kinailangan pa na mangyari ang mga nangyari upang matutunan namin at tanggapin namin ang aming mga pagkakamali. "Siguro nga ito ang karma natin. Pareho natin sila na niloko, kaya ang balik sa atin ng pagkakataon ay ganito rin kasakit. Masakit pala na makita ang mahal mo na hawak-hawak na ng iba. It should have been the both of us, but we lost that chance when we hurt them. And it was a mistake that I will regret all the days of my life."