My Heart Is Hurting Novels & Stories

Sinunod ko naman siya pero hindi ako nakapag salita na para bang napipi ako. "Baby, I'm not made of stone, it hurts And loving you the way I do, it hurts.." kinilabutan ako nang biglang katahin niya ang kanta na 'Hurt' ni James Arthur. Tears began to spill from again in his helpless eyes. "Hold tight, it's a sing-along I'm alright, I'm alright, but I could be wrong, baby I know you remember me '53 in the back of the lavory,bcome on

He glanced at me one more time before he maneuvered the car. I was hoping that it will be a good night but maybe destiny doesn't want me to enjoy the party. I just witnessed something that made my heart shattered in to pieces. It hurts more than what I had witnessed on the living room days ago. I'm sorry, heart. I'm so sorry...

Dahil ang puso ko ay parang pinupunit na naman sa pighating nararamdaman ko. Jesus, kaya ko pa ba? Kakayanin pa rin ba ito ng puso ko? God. Ayoko pa rin sumuko. Susubukan ko pa rin. Ayoko pang sumuko. Kaya ko pa 'to. Ipaglalaban ko pa rin ito. Maybe ngayon ay sobra-sobra ang sakit na nararanasan ko, but I know one day soon, pagbibigyan mo rin ako na maging masaya at sa gustong mangyari nitong puso ko. I closed my eyes as my tears starts running down my eyes, down to my bed. I silently sob and burst out crying the pain I'm feeling inside my chest. My jealousy and insecurity is slowly dragging me down and breaking my heart into pieces.

Hindi ko alam pero kumalma ang pakiramdam ko. He’s brushing my hair while I was busy crying. Patuloy pa rin ang mahina kong pag-iyak at napayakap na rin ako sa kaniya. Hindi ko rin maintindihan ang sarili ko. I don’t know him but... My heart was beating faster and I feel... home. Tila ba umurong ang luha ko nang marinig ko ang mahina niyang pagkanta. "Oh my heart hurt so good I love you babe, so bad.."

His heart sank, a heavy weight settling upon his chest. Each step he took felt like a journey through a desolate landscape, his heartache echoing with every footfall. Room after room, he searched, a silent ache deepening within him. With each unanswered call of her name, his yearning grew stronger, as did his fear that she might truly be gone.

Ngunit dahil sa kalasingan ay parang napakabigat ng katawan ko at nanlalambot sa paggalaw. I felt a sting of pain on my heart, like it was being pinched again and again. Kinakapos na rin ako sa hininga. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken 'Cause I need you to see That you are the reason

Unti-unti kong naramdaman ang pamamasa ng aking dalawang pinsgi at panlalabo ng aking paningin. Dali-dali akong umalis sa senaryong iyon at umakyat ulit sa aking kwarto. Sobrang sakit na para bang sinasak ang aking puso. Napahagulhol ako at napadapa sa aking kama. Oh God! Kaya ko pa ba? Bakit ganoon siya? Bakit ang dali niyang saktan ako? Halos hindi ako makahinga dahil sa sobrang iyak. I feel so devastated and hurt!

"Please don't inform him that I'm here..." Gathering all my strength, I backed away and started walking away because I couldn't take what I was going to hear next, when I stay longer. Nothing hurts more than what I heard. I feel like I'm being repeatedly stabbed by thousands of needles in my heart because of the intense pain I'm feeling. My heart feels heavier than before. Subrang niyang pinakita na mahal na mahal niya ako kaya hindi ko namalayan na ginagamit lang pala niya ako.

I saw Father go to me with Izaac walking aimlessly with his grandfather's support. "STOP THEM! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!" I-It hurts! I can't bear the pain! It---kills me! It was like my heart was being sliced. And squeezed. Needles in my heart. I couldn't breathe. It's so excruciating! And with the last pound, my breathing stops and so the beating of my heart. I stared to the white marble tiles.

My throat hurts. "He took good care of me when everything in me fell apart. He took good care of me when......when you left me....when i was slowly dying" I bit my lips to suppress my sobs. I could feel my heart shattering into small tiny pisces. Parang pinipiga at sinasaksak ang puso ko. I don't want to choose over my brother and her but fuck.... I could hear her heavy breathing. Bumagsak ang kanina ko pa pinipigilang emosyon. Tears started to escape from my eyes.