My Heart Is So Happy นิยาย & เรื่องราว

At huminga ng malalim. Sinamyo ko ang katahimikan ng silid. Ang puso ko, medyo nalilito sa nararamdaman ko para kumabog ng ganito kabilis. But honestly, I am happy with the news. Pakiramdam ko muli akong nabuhay. Nabigyan ng panibagong lakas. Yeah, it was happiness.

Sa sobrang daming naghahalong damdamin ay hindi ako nakapagsalita, sa halip ay mabilis at paulit-ulit akong tumango. "Yes!" I finally exclaimed. Without further ado, he pulled me close for a long and hot kiss. I slept early that afternoon after eating dinner early too. Iyon ay para sa event mamayang gabi. I've been happy million times at this age but I've never felt this happier. The kind of happiness that doesn't need to be screamed, that doesn't need to be danced to for a celebration. It is the happiness that made the butterflies in me party with themselves, touching my heart...making me feel contented.

Ngumiti ako sa kaniya. Sana. Umayon na sa akin ang tadhana ngayon. Sana payagan na akong maging masaya. Sana ito na talaga. Napapikit ako. Sa isip, taimtim na nagdarasal. Please let me feel the happiness that I deserve. God, it feels like I’ve been praying about this forever. I believe You put this dream in my heart, and I am trying so hard to move in that direction. I try to keep a positive attitude, even when it seems like there’s not much to be positive about.

I just looked away for her not to catch my smile. "Ipasok iyan sa loob." I have stolen the wrong one and still I am very happy.. And I have no idea why.

All of my life, I never been this happy until I met her. “No… I need to finish my work so I can go home early,” wika ko at dahil malakas ang pandinig naming mga werewolf ay narinig ko ang mabilis na pagtibok ng kaniyang puso that made me happier. Damn… I am ready to look like an idiot just to show how happy I am.

Bulong ko habang magkadikit pa rin ang aming mga noo. Pero mas kumirot ang puso ko hindi dahil sa sakit…kundi sa saya nang marinig ang mga katagang…aking pinakahihintay. “I love you Rezoir Israel Hillarca.” “Damn…I’m itching to hear that from you baby. God! I love you too, you and our son’s.” Ngayon pa lang…I am thanking him. Thanking him for giving me chance to be happy like this. Na sa kabila ng mga kagaguhan nagawa ko sa mundo, he gave me a woman who’s wonderful rather those luxury that I have.

Only two people are choosing each other at the moment. The room filled with soft breaths and quiet whispers, my name in his voice sounding different now. Softer. Less guarded. Time blurred. The suitcase. The job. The fear. All of it faded. What remained was warmth. Connection. And the terrifying realization that leaving would now hurt more than staying ever could. When we finally lay still, his arm wrapped around my waist, my head resting against his chest, I listened to his heartbeat. Strong. Steady. Real. “Stay,” he murmured half-asleep.

- Hinawakan nito ang ulo ko at marahang hinimas- himas, "When people are successful, or safe, or lucky, they feel happiness. The pursuit of happiness is something this country is based on, and different people feel happiness for different reasons."- I really love her smile that time cause it's genuine. [end of flashback].... May the love you gave to my Father be at peace, you can let it go now and move forward to your future.

ang malamyos nitong salita na para bang hinaplos bigla ang aking puso dahilan upang iangat ko ang aking mukha para makita siya. Napahinto ako ng hinalikan ako ni Ken sa aking noo at muli niya akong niyakap ng sobrang higpit. He comfort me so warm and full of worries that i cant resist to accept it. His hug warms my heart and returns it to a normal beat.

Nang magising ako dahil sa ingay niya ay nairita pa ako no'n sino ba naman kasi hindi kung maudlot ang tulog mo pero ng makita ko siyang umiiyak ay biglang nawala ang inis ko. Ipinagdarasal ko pa din hanggang ngayon na sana ay maging okay na siya at masaya sa buhay niya dahil alam ko naman na hindi madali ang mga pinagdaanan niya. I'm still wishing all the best for her at sana sa pagbalik niya ay makita ko na ulit ang totoong mga ngiti nito.