My Mother's Eyes นิยาย & เรื่องราว

mayamaya ay wika ni Mom na halatang pilit lamang pinasisigla ang boses. Umiling ako pero hindi ko inaalis ang tingin sa mga mata niya. Bahagyang namamaga at namumula ang mga mata niya. Parang kagagaling lamang ni Mom sa isang mahaba at matagal na pag-iyak. Iyon ba ang itinatago niya sa akin? Nakita kong naging malikot ang kaniyang mga mata na halatang iwas na iwas na hindi ko mapansin kung ano man ang nasa mga mata niya.

Her eyes were a hit swollen. At her late fifty's Mama Hera was still one beautiful lady. She exudes beauty and elegance. "Ma, I wanna be alone. Pati ba naman iyon, hindi pwede?!" I was hissing. Lumungkot ang mga mata ni Mama kaya natahimik ako. I didn't mean to be rude to her butt it's just that I can never accept the fact that she betrayed me.

lumapit siya sa akin at kumapit sa kaliwang braso ko at hinawakan ang kamay ko gamit ang kaliwang kamay niya,tumingin ito sa drawing. "Naisip kong ganito din ang kulay ng mga mata niya." "Po?"nagtataka at maikling tanong ko. She laughed a little and looked at me."i mean your mother lina,i think her eyes are like this too."tiningnan muli nito ang drawing. "P-paano niyo po nasabi?"

She had held this inside for too long. Luxury’s breath hitched as she fought back the tears threatening to spill. She took a step closer to her mother, her voice dropping to a whisper. “You were so focused on your pain that you never saw mine. I was right there, Mom, screaming for your attention, for your love, but you were too blind to see it. I was right there.”

Hurt crossed my mother's eyes, na agad din namang nawala sa pag-iwas niya ng tingin sa'kin. I hugged my mother tight, her eyes started tearing up. "I-I'm sorry mom.. I don't mean to shout. I-I just want to k-know what you mean... Please, mom." She was hugging me and I'm on her chest. Suddenly, I felt home having on my mother's arms again. How can I shout on my beloved mother? "Cupid's mother, she's his.. h-his ex."

Bahagya ko namang kinagat ang aking labi nang maramdaman ko ang pag hawak niya sa aking balikat. Habang kagat-kagat pa rin ang aking ibabang labi ay dahan-dahan kong itinaas ang aking tingin sa kaniya. Iba na ang nakikita ko sa mga mata niya, she's not looking at me with disappointment anymore. I felt a pang on my chest when I saw a tear falling from my mother's eyes.

Her mother had a somber look in her face—gloomier than when she went out of the room earlier. Isang pilit na ngiti ang nasa labi nito habang naglalakad palapit sa kanya. Sandali siyang pinakatitigan bago ibinaling ang tingin sa Daddy niya. She can see the exhaustion in her mother’s eyes and she doesn’t know how she was holding it all together. But then again she had always been strong-willed. She even willingly took a bullet for her when they were abducted when she was a kid.

“Wala akong babae. Your Mom-“ “Don’t lie. Bago mamatay si Mama may kasama ka ngang babae tapos ngayon pa kayang wala kang asawa. I won’t believe you.” His hazel eyes met mine, it scares me but hate it too. Tila nakatingin ako sa sarili kong mata kapag nakatingin ako sa mata niya. Parehas kasi kami ng mata, sa lahat ng pwede kong mamana sa kanya, iyong mukha niya pa lalo na ang mata. Bakit hindi na lang si Mama ang kamukha ko?

My eyes color is not what I used to see. Napatawa ako ng mapakla. What lies, such a lier. The fuck. Unti-unti kong napapagtagpi-tagpi lahat, ang gamot, ang therapy, ang takot nilang mawala ako at ang mga emosyon ni mama habang tinititigan ako noong inaayusan niya ako. Muli kong tinitigan ang aking mga mata. "An electric violet eyes color."

Something build up within me as it play right infront of my eyes. "Your mother is strong woman,very resilient and one of the woman i ever admire"her voice cracked as she delivered her words.Unconsciously my eyes already sting and tears were all ready to fall.Atleast my brain had let me be okay for hours pero sa isang kalabit lang ulit ay bumubuhos na ang lahat ng mga nangyari kahapon na nagulat ako na kaya ko na lang ulit na umiyak kahit na parang kanina lang ay nanlalata ako.Narinig ko na lang ang sarili kong paghikbi.