Painful Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“Fuck! You’re hot! Ang taas ng lagnat mo. Sinasabi ko na nga ba at magkakasakit ka!” Nahimigan ko ang pagkataranta ng boses niya, ngunit hindi ako nakasagot ng unti-unti na akong mawalan ng malay. *** Love makes us vulnerable. George told me that love and pain are inseparable. Love will give you pain somewhere along the road. Some take it, and some would live to be hurt just to keep being hurt. And guess what? Hurting is fine. Those people who choose to run away from pain, I think, are as good as dead, and I don’t want to be like that. I still want to feel alive.

"Hihintayin kita, Kurt. Hindi man sa ngayon, bukas, maybe on the right time." "My heart beats its only for you, Van. Ikaw at si Aishi, ang mundo ko. As long there's breath in me, I'll never stop loving you." Niyakap ko naman ito ng mahigpit. Love isn't some magical potion we sprinkle around. Love is pain. Love is beautiful. Love is heartache. Love is real. END. [NEXT CHAPTER GRACE CHUA STORY here] THANK YOU. INNOCENTLY DANGEROUS [GRACE CHUA AND TYLER GELLER] ABANGAN.

It was so painful that even though Takeru does not utter a word, it makes me want to cry. I didn't speak. I only focused on driving the car. Wala naman akong magagawa dahil wala rin naman siyang balak na magsalita. Even though I wanted to talk about things that we should talk about, I couldn't. I wanted to hold on to the glimmer of hope that I am holding, but I feel like I wanted to let it go. Was love always this painful? I think the more you love someone, the more it is painful when you get separated.

How will I able to manage that pain? Sa paglalasing ba? Kasi dapat ngayon palang alam ko na ang dapat kong gawin! Ngayon naiintindihan ko na si Penny kung bakit mas gusto n'yang lunurin ang sarili sa alak. Kung bakit mas gusto n'yang ilaan ang sarili sa pagpapakalasing. Love is a poison. It can kill us slowly. "Then.., I'll tell you everything. Everything that you need to know."

It was too late when I noticed the tears streaming down. "I love you too, Ash," I said. Fate can be quite mischievous. How can two people cause each other pain despite their deep love for one another? Love often brings us pain, but it can also be a source of healing. Love is playful, but it doesn't always last; it might end painfully or not. Painful... That's why there are pause and resume buttons. You can take a break and continue when your heart is ready to love again. The choice is in your hands. It's up to you how you want to play and deal with it.

Ipinapangako naman niya sa sarili na mamahalin niya ito habang buhay, na gagawin niya ang lahat upang punan ang puwang sa puso nito. Hindi niya napansin ang pangingilid ng luha niya hanggang sa namalisbis iyon sa pisngi niya. Her heart was bleeding painfully, seeing him hurt was like her heart was being torn apart. The memories of their happy moments together came flooding back, and the reality that she couldn't have his love pierced her heart like a sharp knife. Tumalikod siya dito ng umangat ang mukha nito, ayaw niyang makita siya nitong umiiyak.

Hindi man perfect, pero naiintindihan nilang pareho na hindi dapat isakripisyo ang kanilang nararamdaman dahil lang sa takot o pag-aalinlangan. Ilang araw pa ang lumipas, at sa bawat pag-uusap nila ni Ash, mas tumitibay ang kanilang connection. Maya realized that sometimes, love doesn’t have to be dramatic. It’s in the quiet moments. Sa bawat halakhak nila at sa simpleng pag-uusap tungkol sa mga plano sa hinaharap, natutunan nilang tanggapin ang mga imperfections nila, at sa pamamagitan nito, nabubuo ang kanilang shared vision.

Kinausap pa ng masinsinan nila Mama si Love para lang tanungin ito kung hindi ko daw ba tinakot ito, baka daw kasi tinakot ko lang si Love kaya napilitan ito na sagutin na ako. O di naman kaya ay na konsensya lang siya dahil nga sa isa ito sa dahilan kung bakit muntik na akong napahamak ng gabi na yun. Grabi sila sa akin e. Hindi man lang maniwala na sadyang na in love sa akin si Vexana at na hook ito sa taglay kong ganda. Mga walang silbi. Dapat ako ang kampihan nila dahil ako ang anal at kapatid ng mga ito pero hindi e. Hindi sila makapaniwala na kaya akong mahalin ni Love. Mga walang silbi talaga ang mga ito.

Expectations na matagal nang nakagapos sa akin. Those bundles of expectations that's suffocating me.Pinipigilan ang bawat paghinga ko. In a garden, I'm one of the beautiful flowers but my own petals are all in pain. Petals of Pain A novel written by ByndLUNA

Pagtatapos ng lahat-lahat para sa amin ni Jaya. Hindi ko maitatanggi na sumaya dahil ikakasal ako kay Erroze, sa lalaking mahal ko pero sobrang sakit at lungkot dahil ang kapalit 'nun ay ang pagkawala ni Jaya sa akin. Ang masakit pa doon ay palabas lamang ang kasal namin ni Erroze dahil si Jaya naman ang tunay niyang mahal at hindi ako. Paano na lang kung nandito na si Jaya? Paano na lang kung ipahiya niya ako?