Painful Love Novels & Stories

“Don't make it hard for me, for us, my love.” I was bewitched. Not because of the beautiful sunset nor flowers. It was because of his actions, his words, the way he makes me feel. Kung panaginip ito, kahit cringe man pakinggan ngunit ayoko na magising. If this is just a lie, when I am willing to be a fool. Just for him. “I like you too.”

Muli ko itong sinugod at sinapak pero mabllis itong nakaiwas at naramdaman ko na lang ang pagtama ng kamao nito sa aking pisngi Masakit iyun...todo ang pwersa kaya feeling ko, bigla akong nakaramdam ng pamamanhid sa aking pisngi "Asshole! Pagkatapos ng lahat-lahat ng mga pagpapahirap at pasakit sa kanya na ginawa mo may lakas ng loob ka pang sabihin sa akin ang tungkol sa bagay na iyan, Carlos?" galit din nitong sigaw pabalik sa akin.

But who cares? "But I did Gabriel. I love you so much that it hurts seeing you like this with someone other than me." Humihikbing sambit nito bago ako ibinalot sa isang mahigpit na yakap. Dahan-dahan kong inalis ang mga kamay nito na nakabalot sa katawan ko. Nanginig ito at kaagad na humigpit ang yakap sa akin. Magkakasunod itong umiling.

Somehow, it made my heart calm. "Who made this beautiful lady cry?" napalingon ako sa nagsalita sa tabi ko. Hindi ako sumagot at nanatili ang tingin sa dagat. "Because of a man, I guess?" sinulyapan ko siya at ang atensyon niya ay nakatutok pandin sa dagat. "Love is blissful but painful." Narinig kong sambit niya. "Indeed." Tumatango kong saad.

mabilis n'yang wika na tila natataranta pero mas lalo lamang sumakit ang sugat na dulot ng gabing 'yun. A loud sob escaped from my lips. The pain is excruciating. Whenever I see him I am just reminded of that night. Alam ko naman na may posibilidad na may magbago sa'min pero hindi ko alam na pwede pala n'yang gawin 'yun? I can accept the physical pain coming from him but mentally and emotionally? Sobra na 'yun. "Do you love her?" The most painful words I uttered. Mabilis s'yang umiling at mas lalong hinigpitan ang yakap sa'kin. "N-no! Hindi love. I don't love her. I can't love her."

Taas noo at tila walang iniinda ko iyon ginawa ngunit paglalabas ko at sarado ng pinto, I fell into the ground and cover my mouth with my hand when my tears fall like a fucking river. Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit ng ginawa niya sa akin. Hindi ko alam na may ganitong klase pala ng sakit kapag umibig, iyong tipong biglang binagsak sa lupa ng walang sasalong malambot na bagay, maski tela. Pain demands to be felt when it comes to love. But fuck this pain, it's killing me. This day will never be forgotten, the day where I felt my heart fell literally and crashed into tiny pieces.

He was playing the piano while singing the beautiful but lonely lyrics in front of me. Unti-unting bumigat ang pakiramdam ko. Bigla ring nalungkot ang puso ko sa mga alaala na ni minsan ay hindi pa rin pala nawala sa puso't isipan ko. But there's a danger in loving somebody to much, and it's bad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes love just ain't enough. Hindi ko namalayang may isang butil na pala ng luha ang siyang nalaglag sa gilid ng aking mga mata.

“I... I don’t know what to say, Karmine but please know that you are the strongest and fiercest woman I’ve come to met and have known by far. And I admire you so much. I love the way you taught me what love really is—that it comes with pain, understanding and sacrifices and what putting your loved one’s happiness really meant. You taught me the things I didn’t know, the things my own parents failed to teach me. You are love, Karmine—you are the epitome and the very definition of love. And you deserve to be happy with the people you truly love.” “Strongest and fiercest, huh. Ironic because now I can feel myself crumbling and shaking with fear now that the ghosts of our past finally caught up

, "Mamatay kana rin at walang pipigil sayo!, Humakbang ito papalayo habang umiiyak pa rin sa sakit na nararamdaman, Nilingon neto saglit ang Urn kung saan nasa loob na ang lalaking kanyang minamahal. "Why did you leave me, my love? The pain I am feeling now is incomparable. It's so unfair of you. I thought we were going to build our own family and grow old together. Just thinking that every time I wake up, you're no longer there, makes me feel like I'm going to faint from the pain. My love, I can't bear the pain anymore. Huhuhu. My love, what will I do now? How will I recover? It hurts so much. It's so painful".Huhuhu.Ipinunas neto ang mga luha sabay sabing

Why does loving him is so painful. Watching him kissing that girl is unforgivable! Naikuyom niya ang mga kamay at sa pinaghalong sakit at namumuong galit ay walang pagdadalawang isip na sinugod ang mga ito. Naghahalikan pa rin ang dalawa at kahit nanlalabo ang paningin niya dahil sa luha ay hindi niya ininda ang ilang taong nababangga niya.