Painful Love 소설 & 이야기

Marry Playing a game he loves me, he loves me not by picking one petal off flowers is just like secretly loving someone in the dark. All you can do as the days go by is wait until you get the answer whether he loves you or not. Hindi inaalintana ng mala porselanang kutis ko ang pag dampi ng mainit na sikat ng araw dahil mas pinagtutuunan ng pansin ko ang hugis araw na bulaklak.

Pawis na pawis ito at halatang nahihirapan pwro hindi iyon ang nakapukaw ng pansin ko, madilim kanina kaya ngayon ko lang tuluyang napagmasdan ang muka nya. Ang gwapo nya, halatang araw-araw naliligo hehehe, at isa pa yung damit nya halatang mamahalin puro sugat at pasa man kitang kita yung kakinisan ng balat nya. Halatang yayamin ang isang ito kaya nagtataka ako kung paano itong napadpad sa lugar na tulad nito? Hindi kaya ay napagtripan ang isang ito?

for it. He started to move his manhood inside of me. Matagal ko ng alam kung ano'ng ginagawa ng babae at lalaki when they are making love. But, damn it. It is painful and pleasurable. Every thrust of him, I can hear him say how much he loves me and how sorry he is. "I love you too..." ***

CAITLIN Love includes pain. They say, you don't love if you don't feel pain. That's right, how do you know you're in love if you don't hurt? But sometimes I can't help but ask god, why does it seem so painful? Doesn't it seem too much? Sa isang taong nakalipas na nakaratay si Amber sa hospital pakiramdam ko noon guguho ang mundo ko kapag hindi siya nagising. Kapag tuloyan niya akong iniwan.

BACK TO ZERO... Pain is not the counterpart of love, not because you fell in love you will never feel the pain or you are no longer feel the pain. Pain will still be there, it's part of the process of love. Either it kills you inside or it wakes up your senses. It's still up to you.

Ang mga matang nabigyan ng panibagong kulay ay muli ng dumilim. How painful it is to be alone, to be fighting your reflection. To be looking for the answer to the unknown. I still believe in love. I still believe that despite my painful past, I can still meet him again and he would love me dying and build our beautiful future with me then lastly we had forever.

Ngunit sa kabila noon ay may ngiting sumisilip sa gilid ng kaniyang mga labi. “You always make me smile whenever I am with you, Katalina. I felt special. When you give me your full attention it makes me feel like the luckiest man in the whole wide world. Thus, when I said ‘I like you’, trust me I’m lying... because the truth is I love you. Katalina, I love you.” Biglang pagseryoso nito. Tumitig siya sa mga mata ni Vicente, tinitingnan kung totoo nga ba ang lahat. At sobra pa ang nakikita niya na nagpatunaw sa kaniyang puso. Her heart beats faster than the first time it beats for him.

patuloy pa rin kami sa pag-iyak. "This is the most painful thing that you have done to me." I know and I feel sorry about that Divina, even though I hurt you often you know I love you. I felt that she gathered the strength to stand up and quickly wiped away her tears and she took a deep breath to have the courage to face me.

it's killing me over and over again. Hindi ko na naman namalayang may namalisbis na namang luha sa aking mga mata, naramdaman ko na lamang na may mainit ma likidong tumulo na sa aking pisngi,,damn why is it too painful to love? bakit ba ang hirap umamin ng nararamdaman? bakit noong si Jasper ang kasama ko madali kong naamin sa kanya na mahal ko na siya? o totoo nga bang minahal ko siya sa loob ng tatlong taong pagsasama namin? damn bakit pagdating kay Kailey ay nagiging mahina ako? kailan ba ako magkakaroon ng lakas ng loob para sabihin sa kanyang mahal ko siya? fuck..

And here I am, stupidly thinking if my feelings reach him. "Is love really this painful?" I muttered. Crying all the years that we wasted looking at each other. "I'm not an expert in this field, but what I know is that the pain is always there. All you have to do is to learn how to cope with it." "We really came the long way," I whispered back.