Novel & Cerita Painful Love

"Beautiful..." He kissed my scar and then continued kissing me until he reached for that soft core. He made love to my femininity for a very long time. I could feel my womanly essence all over my thighs. He was so good at it – all I can do is moan and sigh. I have missed him – kahit na sobrang mali ito. Our bodies joined. We moved in a tempo only he and I can hear. I so loved the feeling of him being inside of me. I love his warmth, his body, I love him. How can I still love him after all the pain and hurt he had caused me?

"We used to love a person. Then suddenly, we found out that we were betrayed. It was painful. But no matter how much pain we suffer, in the end... we still love that person. Please hear the voice of those people who were betrayed by their lovers!" "Oooohhhh!" Damn Mr. Vocalist. You know my life right now. "This song is to remind us of our pain..." The singer's inspiring voice started singing along with the acoustic guitar. I turned to look at my tall lover. Nathaniel is sitting between a friend and a stranger, and I'm just sitting here pretending to be a friend to hide the pain It looks like I am in a drama scene. Damn it. I'd rather get stabbed with a knife right now.

Tila bigla siyang nakaramdam ng kirot mula sa kaniyang puso nang matitigan niya ang malungkot nitong mga mata. Pinalis niya ang luha sa gilid ng kaniyang mata at saka gumuhit ng ngiti mula sa kaniyang labi. "Ngayon ko lang na-realize na ang pangit mo palang umiyak." Pagbibiro niya sabay ngumisi siya. Nagsalubong naman ang kilay ng dalaga at hinampas siya ng isang beses sa dibdib niya. "Puwede ba akong humingi ng pabor sa'yo?" biglang seryosong tanong niya.

Dinampian muli niya ang noo nito bago ipinikit ang mata. Sadya nga palang mahiwaga ang pag-ibig. Pero minsan ay maramot. Nakakasakit. Tulad ni Zabrina. Ang babaing una niyang minahal. Ibinuhos niya rito ang lahat, pero nagawa lang siyang lokohin. At ngayo'y bumalik na ito, nakikiusap sa kaniyang asawa na ibalik siya. Hindi niya napigil ang mapangisi't umiling. Hindi siya isang laruan na matapos paglarua'y bigla na lamang iiwan at pagkatapos ay muling babalikan. Muli niyang tinititigan ang nahihimbing na asawa. Ang asawang walang ginawa noon kundi pagsilbihan siya pero ginawa lang niyang punching bag. "I'll never leave you, Gwen. Ikaw na ang buhay ko ngayon. My lust. My everything. Kayo ng ma

Maybe I'm too tight. I moaned his name as I teared up when he move harder. He stopped when he saw me wipe my tears. "I'm fine. It's just that it's really painful but I'm fine," I said before he could utter a word. He heaved a deep sigh. "Seeing you in pain, pains me too, Love," he said. I smiled. "But having you inside me is way better than that pain," I snake my arms on his nape, and slightly move his head towards me. "This ain't painful, it's you and me, and that's us." I said sweetly.

hindi ko maintindihan yung sinasabi niya dahil naka focus ako sa nararamdaman ko ngayon "What do you mean?" tanong ko tiningnan niya lang ako at Ngumiti " Stop looking back. look what's ahead of you. And stop blaming yourself for everything. You did nothing wrong. You should focus in the present not on your past." sabi niya hinawakan niya ang magkabila kong braso at sinama niya ako sa pagtalon niya. Dahil sa gulat ko diko namalayan na pino protektahan niya ang ulo ko sa pagtalon namin. pagkatapos noon ay maramdaman ko nalang ay ang pagbagsak namin pareho sa matigas na lupa tumayo agad ako para tingnan siya. " don't you know, Loving someone in the present is much more fun. than loving someone

Binuhat siya nito at basta na lamang hinagis sa kama kaya napapikit siya ng makaramdam ng kaunting sakit sa balakang. Mabuti na lang at malambot ang kama kaya hindi siya gaanong nasaktan. Ngunit ng magmulat siya ng paningin ay nakita niya na n*******d na si Griffin at basta na lamang siyang hinila nito habang hawak ng lalaki ang dalawa niyang paa. “Kung re-repin mo ako ay wag mo nang ituloy. Ipapakulong kita!” Anas na banta niya rito.

Ayoko kase na patuloy syang manahimik nalang at patuloy na masaktan hindi nya pwedeng yun lagi. ".....most specially, im man!" Singhal nya kaya pakunot ako ng noo. "Damn third what a stupid reason e ano naman? Love is a beautiful thing, its not only made for a man and a woman! You can love whoever you want and you can be who you really are!" Singhal ko na ikinatahimik nya. "Ayokong mawala sya----" "Wala ka bang tiwala? Sa friendship nyong dalawa?" Singhal ko kaya napatahimik sya, and i think i already convinced him.

Tanging tanong ko ngunit sapat na iyon upang umiiyak na naman siyang muli. Umiiyak siyang tumango-tango. "Kahit sinaktan niya ako, oo, m-mahal ko pa rin eh. Ang tanga-tanga ko, She. Ang tanga ko..." Humihikbi niyang pagpapatuloy. Mabilis ko siyang nilapitan at niyakap. "Hindi tanga ang nagmahal, Mel. If we're in love, we felt pain because we also felt love, and pain is where the growth started." I said, trying to ease her pain and lessen the blame she put to herself.

The Ex If someone could see me now, they might think or say that I'm too dramatic and I took these things too seriously. But this is me. This is what I am and how I act. It's not my fault that I'm vulnerable. Right? Or is it? Yeah, love hurts. When you feel pain, it means you really love them. Because if you don't, these things don't really matter. Pain is the consequence you have to face when you're in love.