Romans & histoires Painful Love

He was playing the piano while singing the beautiful but lonely lyrics in front of me. Unti-unting bumigat ang pakiramdam ko. Bigla ring nalungkot ang puso ko sa mga alaala na ni minsan ay hindi pa rin pala nawala sa puso't isipan ko. But there's a danger in loving somebody to much, and it's bad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes love just ain't enough. Hindi ko namalayang may isang butil na pala ng luha ang siyang nalaglag sa gilid ng aking mga mata.

“I... I don’t know what to say, Karmine but please know that you are the strongest and fiercest woman I’ve come to met and have known by far. And I admire you so much. I love the way you taught me what love really is—that it comes with pain, understanding and sacrifices and what putting your loved one’s happiness really meant. You taught me the things I didn’t know, the things my own parents failed to teach me. You are love, Karmine—you are the epitome and the very definition of love. And you deserve to be happy with the people you truly love.” “Strongest and fiercest, huh. Ironic because now I can feel myself crumbling and shaking with fear now that the ghosts of our past finally caught up

, "Mamatay kana rin at walang pipigil sayo!, Humakbang ito papalayo habang umiiyak pa rin sa sakit na nararamdaman, Nilingon neto saglit ang Urn kung saan nasa loob na ang lalaking kanyang minamahal. "Why did you leave me, my love? The pain I am feeling now is incomparable. It's so unfair of you. I thought we were going to build our own family and grow old together. Just thinking that every time I wake up, you're no longer there, makes me feel like I'm going to faint from the pain. My love, I can't bear the pain anymore. Huhuhu. My love, what will I do now? How will I recover? It hurts so much. It's so painful".Huhuhu.Ipinunas neto ang mga luha sabay sabing

Why does loving him is so painful. Watching him kissing that girl is unforgivable! Naikuyom niya ang mga kamay at sa pinaghalong sakit at namumuong galit ay walang pagdadalawang isip na sinugod ang mga ito. Naghahalikan pa rin ang dalawa at kahit nanlalabo ang paningin niya dahil sa luha ay hindi niya ininda ang ilang taong nababangga niya.

I cried and cried while burying my face on his shoulder. I heard him hushed me as he caress my hair down to my back. "I'm willing to go through those pain over and over again, Cy. Because you're the only one who can give light to my dark world. When I chose to love you, hinanda ko na ang sarili ko sa lahat ng sakit. It's what love is. It will always be full of pain and struggles. But you know what?" he cupped my face and looked directly into my eyes, "The person who can give you pain is the only person who can give you happiness. And damn, it's my privilege being hurt by you. Because after all the storms, you'll give me incomparable happiness."

"No wonder he's glaring at you." "His wife ranaway from him. At naging kaibigan ko asawa niya without knowing their connection, so it's not my fault." Napailing si Aidan. "Love is really a pain in the ass. Right Lucio?" makahulugan niyang sabi kay Lucio. "Don't talk to me." Sabi ni Lucio kay Aidan at ibinaling na kay Jed ang attention. "Indeed." Sabi ni Hut sa tabi. "Love is really a pain in the ass. Ang hirap ma-inlove. Sakit sa ulo."

"Beautiful..." He kissed my scar and then continued kissing me until he reached for that soft core. He made love to my femininity for a very long time. I could feel my womanly essence all over my thighs. He was so good at it – all I can do is moan and sigh. I have missed him – kahit na sobrang mali ito. Our bodies joined. We moved in a tempo only he and I can hear. I so loved the feeling of him being inside of me. I love his warmth, his body, I love him. How can I still love him after all the pain and hurt he had caused me?

"We used to love a person. Then suddenly, we found out that we were betrayed. It was painful. But no matter how much pain we suffer, in the end... we still love that person. Please hear the voice of those people who were betrayed by their lovers!" "Oooohhhh!" Damn Mr. Vocalist. You know my life right now. "This song is to remind us of our pain..." The singer's inspiring voice started singing along with the acoustic guitar. I turned to look at my tall lover. Nathaniel is sitting between a friend and a stranger, and I'm just sitting here pretending to be a friend to hide the pain It looks like I am in a drama scene. Damn it. I'd rather get stabbed with a knife right now.

Tila bigla siyang nakaramdam ng kirot mula sa kaniyang puso nang matitigan niya ang malungkot nitong mga mata. Pinalis niya ang luha sa gilid ng kaniyang mata at saka gumuhit ng ngiti mula sa kaniyang labi. "Ngayon ko lang na-realize na ang pangit mo palang umiyak." Pagbibiro niya sabay ngumisi siya. Nagsalubong naman ang kilay ng dalaga at hinampas siya ng isang beses sa dibdib niya. "Puwede ba akong humingi ng pabor sa'yo?" biglang seryosong tanong niya.

Dinampian muli niya ang noo nito bago ipinikit ang mata. Sadya nga palang mahiwaga ang pag-ibig. Pero minsan ay maramot. Nakakasakit. Tulad ni Zabrina. Ang babaing una niyang minahal. Ibinuhos niya rito ang lahat, pero nagawa lang siyang lokohin. At ngayo'y bumalik na ito, nakikiusap sa kaniyang asawa na ibalik siya. Hindi niya napigil ang mapangisi't umiling. Hindi siya isang laruan na matapos paglarua'y bigla na lamang iiwan at pagkatapos ay muling babalikan. Muli niyang tinititigan ang nahihimbing na asawa. Ang asawang walang ginawa noon kundi pagsilbihan siya pero ginawa lang niyang punching bag. "I'll never leave you, Gwen. Ikaw na ang buhay ko ngayon. My lust. My everything. Kayo ng ma