Novel & Cerita This World Shall Know Pain

humihikbi siya sa sakit na nararamdaman nya. while driving, kaylee keeps on sobbing while the pain from her heart are still killing her. she's totally clueless on what she did to the world for her to be only used by the people she love. She was nothing but good to them, she follow what she was told, she trusted them just to be betrayed and used over and over again. Ano ba talaga ang kailangan ng mundo sakanya? Ano ba talaga ang dapat nyang gawin para maranasan nya ang pagmamahal na walang kapalit na sakit? 26 years since she was born and she was nothing but a person who will be used for their own gain, starting from her parents and nowher husband.

Tumutulo na naman ang aking mga luha. I didn’t see this pain coming. I was blind by his embrace. I was blind to the point that I forgot the fact that everything was wrong. It was too late when I realized it. Simoun Alexander Hord, you are my most terrible mistake.

Ang malakas na tunog nito ay nagmistulang alarma sa kaniyang kaibuturan na unti-unting ginigising ang kaniyang isip mula sa sariling mundo. "I was 13 years old but he never changed. Still the same demon who devours my purity." Sa nagmamadaling mga kamay ay pilit niyang isinulat ang mga salitang tila isang punyal na tumatarak sa kaniyang lalamunan na unti-unti siyang pinapatay. Nanghihina ang kaniyang mga tuhod at nawawalan siya ng lakas. Ngunit patuloy pa rin siyang magsusulat.

"I know you're in pain. But don't say why me, say, try me. Don't complain about the pain." Tahimik pa rin si Zacky. Pilit na pinoproseso ng kaniyang utak ang mga sinasabi sa kaniya ni Axel. ___________________________________________________________________________ Billionaire's Possession Chapter 28 Part 9 "I wasn't born to be a fighter. But the world threw me in the pit, and said, survive. So that's what I did. I have to find my way out. This world never handed me anything for free. So, I've got two choices. Either I sit back and let the world beat me up or stand up and face world."

Noon sabi ko kaya ko to, pero ang sakit pa din pala kapag nangyari na. Oh God help me stop the pain. I couldn't take it anymore. It's too much for me, ngayon ko lang ito sasabihin sa 'yo pero hindi ko na kaya. Palagi kong kinakaya ang lahat pero hindi ko na ito kaya. This is too much for me. I lost everyone and I don't want to lose myself. Please I'm begging...please stop the pain. I want to scream. I want to cry. I want to tell the world that the famous Ezra Monique is a loser. I want to release all these pain that I am feeling right now. I feel like I am exploding inside. I feel like am tearing apart.

Mas lalong hindi nila pwedeng mahalata ito. Hinayaan ko muna silang mag-usap. Hinayaan kong makita si Dreymon na ngumingiti sa ibang babae. Hinayaan ko na kung ano itong nararamdaman ko dahil alam ko na unti- unti na rin akong nasasanay. Ang hinihintay ko nalang talaga ay iyong wala na akong maramdaman ni katiting na anumang sakit o selos. Iyon bang tuluyan na akong mawalan ng paki. Ika nga, ‘Just feel the pain until it hurts no more’.

"Lola?" Humarap si Freya kay Alea at kanya itong niyakap. "Alea, nagtagumpay ka," wika niya. "Opo, lola. Nanalo tayo," nakangiting sabi ni Alea. "Muling naayos ang nagulong mundo dahil sa brilyanteng ito," wika ni Freya sabay lahad sa nakabukas niyang palad upang saluhin ang mga kumikinang na bagay. "Ang mga nasawi sa nangyaring digmaan ay muling nabuhay. Ang may mga karamdaman at sugatan ay gumagaling. Ang magulong mundo ay naging payapa."

Halatang naging malungkot ang kanyang ekspresyon ng marinig niya ang naging sagot ko. "I understand dahil kahit ako ay nakakulong din. I can only see the outside world by watching on my window pane. We are too jailed in this world." Malungkot niyang saad na pakiramdam ko ay parang babagsak ang mga luha niya. "The world is too cruel for us." "Wala tayong magagawa. Hindi bukas ang isipan nila sa atin. Itinuturing nila tayong mga halimaw." Naging komento ko dahil iyon din naman ang naranasan ko.

"Thankyou for being here with me." "You always have me. Everything will be fine, believe me. Pain makes you even tougher," saad ko haplos ang buhok niya. Naiiyak na rin ako. "Hindi ko alam ang gagawin kung wala ka," usal niya. "Listen, when time comes the pain inside you will comes to an end and you'll be happy because without pain, happiness won't exist." "But there is too much pain inside me now." "I feel that pain too."

Afraid that when Arielle looks at me and finally knows, her eyes will change. Afraid that Zayla will ask questions I can’t answer. Afraid that the life I stepped back into… was never meant to stay. Stage four doesn’t hurt all the time. What hurts is knowing that I no longer have the right to decide when my life will end. Sobrang sakit dail kahit gustuhin ko pa na manatili dito mundo, ay unti-unting umaayaw ang katawan ko. Patuloy akong lumalaban, 'yong utak ko at puso ko ay gusto pang lumaban at alam kong kayang-kaya ko pa.