Paranoid Love Novels & Stories

Pero kaagad din nitong kinalma ang sarili at nakahalukipkip ang mga brasong lumapit sa kaniya. “Kamukha mo? Hindi ka ba natatakot sa mangyayari sa kapatid mo? Paano kung minahal siya ni Vicente dahil kamukha mo? He doesn't love her because she is she and not you. I couldn't see it to happen. At paano pa kaya kung malaman niyang naging kayo? Kawawang, Katarina.” Umiling-iling pa ito.

Parang hinahanap niya yung version ko na nagsasabi ng truth. Then he whispered: “You feel like withdrawal.” Natigilan ako. Kasi tama siya. Hindi ito love na romantic. Hindi ito love na soft. Ito yung love na parang addiction. Yung absence niya… parang katawan ko mismo nagri-react. And I hated that. Because it meant— I didn’t know where I ended. And where he started. Tumalikod siya konti. Parang trying to control himself.

Malungkot ko siyang binigyan ng ngiti at bahagyang napabuntong hininga. “I think love is in everything...” I trailed off. Nag-huhukay muna ng lakas na loob mula sa kaloob-looban. At nang may kaunting nahukay ay saka ko lang tinapos ang pagsasalita. “Love is when you feel fear, hatred, anger, trauma and all the feelings that you could feel. Yung sa akin kasi it's everything. The hatred is there, fear, sadness and the trauma. And I know it's love because if it's not love what I gave back then, then maybe I shouldn't have felt those feelings at all.”

sabay lingon nito sa kaniya. "Bago magpunta dito si lolo, nag-iwan siya sa akin ng sulat. At hinabilinan niya ako na huwag ko na siyang hahanapin pa dahil malayo raw ang pupuntahan niya. Pero nung nabasa ko iyon, alam ko na kaagad kung saan siya patungo. At hindi ako nagkamali na pinuntahan nga niya ang first love niya. Nahirapan siguro siyang hanapin ang lugar na ito, lalo na't hindi siya gaanong pamilyar dito. Pero walang makakapagpigil sa pagmamahal na nararamdaman niya para sa kaniya. Hindi ko lubos na maimagine, kung nakailang ikot ba siya sa lawak nitong sementeryo para lang mahanap ang puntod ng first love niya. Kapag naiisip ko 'yon, hindi ko mapigilan ang hindi magalit sa aking sari

Iyong titig na animoy hinuhulaan at binabasa niya ang isipan ng lalake. She don't know. And she doesn't want to believe what she is seeing now. Ziyad looks serious. At para bang ang sinabi nito ay totoo. She can see love in his eyes. The love in his gaze made Precious heart's melt. Nagkaroon siya ng kakaibang pakiramdam. Umiikot ang kaniyang tiyan at ang kaniyang dibdib, hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit ganoon na lang ang kalabog nito.

Wala naman akong karelasyon at wala din akong natitipuhan. Hindi ko alam kung darating ba ako sa point ng buhay ko na ma-i-inlove ako. O baka pang-fixed marriage talaga ako. "Marriage is a lifetime commitment kaya piliin mong mabuti kung sino ang makakasama mo." Lolo is a believer of love, kaya lagi niya itong sinasabi sa akin.

Humarap ito sa akin ‘tsaka ngumiti. “I like you for a long time already, Damara. At first, I’m so in denial, I tried kissing other girls to confirm and tried to forget my feelings for you because I’m afraid that I might hurt you… but, after thinking of you all day long for years now, I know for sure now, Damara…” hinaplos nito ang aking pisngi, “I like you, and before confessing, I promised myself that if I did it, I won’t hurt you, just please… let me be with you, Damara. Let me like you–no… let me love you,” aniya ‘tsaka ito ngumiti dahilan upang ako’y mapangiti rin.

A series of sharp, insistent raps that vibrated through the floorboards. "Tang… Ano ba 'yon?!" he snarled, his voice a guttural rasp, the fury in his tone a stark contrast to the animalistic desire that had moments before consumed him. He cursed under his breath, a string of obscenities that made my skin crawl. The knocking continued, relentless and unforgiving. He hesitated, his gaze flickering between me and the door, a war raging within his eyes. The lust, for a moment, seemed to recede, replaced by a raw, primal fear.

I confidently said saka ako napatitig sa mga mata nya at para bang nangungusap ito at may sinasabi sa mga mata ko na kaioangan Kong pakinggan “One day hymn, you’ll beg for my touch, tandaan mo yan” makahulugan nyang tugon bago lumabas sa kwarto ko at padabog na sinara ang pinto. Ano ibig nyang sabihin na ako pa ang magmamakaawa sa kanya p*****a sya kainis talaga! Sana sila kuya deion at ate yullah nalang ang mga kapatid ko! Napaka abnormal talaga ng buhay koo! “Nak, gising na” I heard a angelic voice and touch my hair gently. This feeling is heaven and my favorite scene in my life

Why is it Brent come into his room? He suddenly lifts his one hand into Shantal’s face, he can’t control his emotions. He loved this woman but he can’t even say it directly to her because she hated him so much. He felt like he was enchanted by a sudden emotion out of loneliness. He found himself getting closer into her face whispering the words: “ How I wish I could hug you, kiss you and cuddle you every day! I don’t know how to tell you that I fell in love with you the first moment I saw your beautiful face. I have so many sleepless nights, waiting for you to come back and be in my arms. Those long years you left this home made me feel alone. I used to stalk your social media account just t