Pathological People-pleaser Novels & Stories

Observing how they socialize at hindi na ako magtataka kung makita kong iba-ibang tao ang makikita ko, some are pretentious, proud and etc which is nakakatawa because they flaunt their status proudly in front of different people. And I can see those vile snakes that kept on hissing at tila ba naghahanap ng mga biktimang mapupuluputan nila. And here comes those power seeking people, social butterflies and those people who raise their heads telling other people that they have the full authority. Tsk, mga mayayaman nga naman. Hindi ko naman lalahatin pero hindi naman kataka-takang every people has their bad sides. And even I hated to be here ay wala akong magawa because this is according to my

Kaya gusto kong makabawi sa kaniya sa lahat kahit sa pamamagitan lang ng pagpapaganda ng hotel niya. I can also make a video that we can promote in social media para makilala ang kaniyang hotel pero ayaw niya naman. Napabuntong hininga ako at napailing. Lahat nanag nangyayari sa buhay ko ay tinatanggap ko na lang kasi alam kong diserve ko naman lahat. Deserve kong magdusa. I was a bad person. May mga niloko akong tao, sinira ko ang samahan ng magkaibigan.

“Huwag mo na pansinin. May karapatan naman siyang magalit.” “Ikaw ha, puro ka na lang ‘hayaan mo na’ at ‘huwag mo na lang pansinin.’ Hindi puwede ‘yang ganyan. Kaya ka minamaliit ng mga tao eh. Sa totoo lang, mas magaling ka naman talaga, mas magaling ka pa nga sa mga nang-aapi sa’yo. People pleaser ka nga lang talaga,” napipikon na sabi niya. Tama naman si Lyka, people pleaser ako. At minsan ako na ang dehado dahil sa pagiging gano’n ko.

Because why would someone sacrifice herself for people who never valued her? Why would someone destroy herself just to save others? I hated that kind of personality. The kind that keeps enduring until there’s nothing left. It reminded me of the weakness I promised myself I would never have. I hate weakness. I hate depending on people. I lived my whole life trying to prove that I was worthy enough to stand above everyone else. So naturally, Ava and I were completely different. She was fragile, soft, and a people pleaser. While I was born from ambition, pressure, and survival.

I wonder who's wardrobe is this. I am sure Xyn is not gay. Napailing nalang ko Ng maalalang, ano namang pakealam ko sa Buhay ni Xyn? I am just an excess baggage just like what his father said. An excess in his life, pabigat at higit sa lahat palamunin. I am a paid woman for a purpose, kung Hindi lang Sana na hulog Ang loob ko sa kanya at sundin tong lîntík na puso ko, I shouldn't have ended like this. Pitying my self.

Pero gumagawa pa din naman ako ng paraan para tuluyang makuha ang loob nila. Isa na doon ang pagkalap ko ng impluwensiyang gusto nilang mayroon ang mga papasok sa pamilya nila. I made a lot of friends from different field. At minsan ay kailangan kong ibaba ang pride ko para lang masiguro na makukuha ko ang loob ng mga taong iyon. I change myself into someone who isn’t really me to please everyone around him. But even though I manage to create that influence they want, they never intended to like me. That is when I realize that I can never please someone who doesn’t have the intention of letting me enter their life.

"Besides, ngayon ko lang ulit nakitang maaliwalas ang muka mo." "Did I tell you why I don't want to mix business and pleasure? Iyon ang sumira sa photography career ko. Remember Alvin? I loved photography ever since I was a kid. I can express my feelings that I cannot tell to anybody. Then he came into my life. At first, masaya but it won't last forever." Nangalumbaba si Blessy, inalis ang red two-inch heels saka itinaas ang paa sa isang ottoman sa ilalim ng lamesa niya.

Pero wala na rin siyang nagawa. "Trevor has a hard time with social interaction and communication. While you're naturally outgoing, you always compromise his personal space. Don't you know how important their personal space is for people like Trevor? They value it as if it's their life!" Napahawak na lang ako sa aking bibig at napailing. I did that to him?

“Ang mga APD ay mga taong kagaya ko ay patuloy na nagpapakita ng walang pagpapahalaga sa tama at mali at binabalewala ang mga karapatan at damdamin ng iba. People with antisocial personality disorder tend to antagonize, manipulate or treat others harshly or with callous indifference. We show no guilt or remorse for our behavior. We often violate the law and becoming criminals. We may lie, behave violently or impulsively, and have problems with drug and alcohol use.” Huminga siya nang malalim. Napalunok. Alam ko, kahit papaano nakuha ko na ang interes niya para pakinggan ako and I am telling the truth. I am telling the damn truth.

"Ang sabihin mo selfish ka. Iniisip mo lang ang pansarili mong kapakanan." "I know. That's why I'm asking your forgiveness." "And now you expecting me to forgive you because you're going to die? I can't give you that." Mapait itong ngumiti. "I expecting that and I understand." Nilingon siya nito. Nakita niya ang paglandas ng luha nito sa pisngi. "And about Jayelle. Please treat her nicely. She's nice, caring and lovable. She's been through a lot, kaya nakikiusap ako sa'yo na huwag mo siyang sasaktan. Please."