Reminiscing The Memories นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Nabibinggi na ako sa ingay ng mga tanong na nagkakagulo sa utak ko. I looked intently to the box. I cannot count the times I am tempted to open it. Curiosity eats me. Gusto kong makita ang laman ng box because something in my heart ang naeexcite na medyo natatakot sa kung ano mang laman nito. Definitely, I wanted to remember my memories. This is the second time, I was reminded na hindi ko maalala yung memories na meron ako from my early life. The first time was during my father's burial. I tried to reminisce my memories with my dad, but I can't. Years passed, I forgot about those memories. I just leave them. Kung hindi ko maalala, edi hindi. Today, I am convinced, something is wrong sa memor

Memories after memories are keep on flashing after my eyes. I know that what I was reminiscing right now are the things that I'd been praying to experience again--memories I have with him, with Michael. But fate was just too cruel to me, it was as if telling me that I need to stop grasping something that keeps on slipping away. If I just can return the time, I would with all my heart. I gaped my mouth open. I was too overwhelm by my surrounding, and my mind wasn't helping.

Huminto siya saglit para ilapat ang kaniyang pisnge sa aking ulo. "Then, after one year, I saw mom. Inuwi niya ako kahit wala pa rin akong maalala. Anim na buwan ang ginugol niya para tulungan akong mabalik ang memorya ko. Pinapakilala niya ako sa mga dati kong kaibigan at dinadala sa mga lugar na dati kong tinatambayan. And when she brought me to my old school in college, your face pop up in my head. That's the time I regained all of my memories,” pagpapatuloy niya, nahimigan ko sa tinig niya ang saya kaya napangiti ako.

I admitted quietly. His eyes lifted slightly, attentive but not intrusive. I hesitated. Then continued anyway. “It’s not like pain. It’s… absence. Like something important used to be there, but I can’t remember what it is anymore.” Lucas didn’t interrupt. So I kept going. “I keep thinking maybe I should remember more clearly. Maybe if I tried harder, I could hold onto something about them. But every time I try, it slips away.” My fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the folder.

Hindi niya alam kung bakit pero biglang may nakita siyang binata sa isip niya. "Your situation right now really reminds me of her," Lord Versailles continues. " Alzeihmer's was taking her away from me and yet what she told me changed my perspective. She told me that forgetting things was therapeutic for her in all the positive ways possible. She said that after everything, the most important thing is that by the end of the day, she knows that I'll be the one remembering. I'll be the one treasuring our memories together. She was assured that our love will not be forgotten."

"Hey, I know what you're thinking bro, hindi ko sinasabi na lumayo ka kay Emy, what I mean to say is that baka masyado lang kampante si Emy sa presence mo kaya no need na for her to recall anything about your past." "Pero paano kung tama ka? na kailangan ko muna lumayo sa kanya kahit sandali at baka sakali bumalik ang memory niya ng tuluyan?" "Well ang tanong is kaya mo ba? kaya n'yo ba ni Emy? Look bro, why focus on the past memories while you have each other at the present? why not create another memories together and forget the past. in that way both of you can move on. You figure it out bro, malaki ka na! got go may date pa ko, inabala mo na naman ako sa ka-drama moments mo,"

‘Baka nakakalimutan mo Haera na may-ari ng kompanya iyang fiance mo. Napanguso ako. Ilham still my fiance pero talagang nasasanay na kaming pareho na ipakilala sa ibang tao na mag-asawa kami. Sabi ni Ilham, ikakasal na sana kami noon kaso nangyari ang aksidente na kinawala ng memorya ko. Naisip niyang huwag munang ituloy ang kasal namin hangga't hindi pa bumabalik ang memorya ko. I have a Retrograde amnesia. When you have retrograde amnesia, you lose existing, previously made memories. This type of amnesia tends to affect recently formed memories first. Older memories, such as memories from childhood, are usually affected more slowly. Hindi ko alam kung babalik pa ba ito dahil ang sabi ng do

It’s almost like we’re just reminiscing about the past. It’s not an issue to me at all. Those places we go to are usually quiet so I have no problems with it. The silence is not making the atmosphere awkward at all. Instead, we get busy reminiscing that we don’t even talk to each other anymore. She would usually speak just to remind me that in that place, we did something stupid there, we did something memorable here and stuffs. I just listen to her because all of the things she’s mentioning are still intact in my head. I can remember it well as if it just happened yesterday. I would hear her laugh softly every time. And that’s making my heart melt.

seryosong sagot ko dito "Well, baka naman unti-unti nang bumabalik ang memorya mo kaya ganoon? Minsan, ang panaginip ay bunga lamang ng pagod pero minsan din, ang panaginip ay mga kaganapan sa nakaraan na nakalimutan mo na. Lalo na ngayung may amnesia ka." seryosong sagot din nito sa akin

Ang kapal ng mukha nito. “Bakit mo ako dinala rito?” mahihinuha ang pait sa boses niya. “To make you remember.” “Anong gusto mong maalala ko?” “Remember the good times. Remember how happy we once were.” “Were. Past tense. Tapos na.” “It never ended. We didn’t end like you think we had.”