Reminiscing The Past Mga Nobela at Kwento

He jokingly said, natawa sila sa inusal ng matanda but my face remained serious. Really, Senior? “I hope I didn’t offend you, ija. I just remembered the old days..” He said, as if reminiscing every moment of Izo and I. He could go on and on about it, dahil hanggang alaala nalang din naman siya. I would never go through that hell again.

Pero maya maya namalayan ko na nagsasalita na ito ng sobrang hina. "Kung pwede lang.." Bulong ni Zach "Kung pwede ko lang kalimutan ang lahat na nangyari sa nakaraan ko.. At maging masaya na lang..." Malungkot ang boses nito. His past is messing up with him again.

Mas lalo rin itong naging pursigido na paamuhin siya. The elevator dinged and brought Ley back to the present. Hinihingal siya habang naglalakbay ang isip niya sa nakaraan. It was memory from the past that was so hard to forget. Naukit iyon sa isip niya at kay hirap burahin.

Masyadong matagal na katahimikan. "Nakalimutan ko na ang mga bagay sa nakaraan," sa wakas ay sagot ng boses. "Masaya na ang buhay ko ngayon, ayoko nang balikan ang maduming nakaraan." "Maduming nakaraan," ulit ng lalaki nang may mapait na ngiti. "Ganoon ba. O sige, ibang tanong na lang naaalala mo ba ang Burnham Park?" Dito sila lagi pumupunta pag gusto nila makalimot sa mga bagay-bagay. Rumerenta sila ng bike at mag hahabulan sila na parang mga bata.

“I was head over heels for you before, and that was before. It was from the past… nakalimutan ko na nga ‘yon, and now you're bringing it back again? What happened in the past will stay in the past…” “I don't believe you that you have already moved on.” Hindi niya maiwasang hindi mapataray sa sinabi nito. Gusto niyang bulyawan ito para ipa-intindi ang lahat ng sinabi niya. Kailangan pa ba niyang ulitin at i-emphasize ang lahat para lang maintindihan niya?

dagdag niyang muli. Napahugot naman ako nang malalim na hininga, at muling tumingin sa kaniya. This time ay tipid na akong ngumiti sa kaniya. "Let's forget about what happened in the past, Yasmin. Tapos naman na 'yon at nangyari na kaya wala na tayong magagawa," sabi ko sa kaniya.

Ngumiti siya panandalian na tila may binabalikang memory from the past. "Do you remember our first meeting?" Sa hallway ng Samson University. "Yeah. Binangga mo lang naman ako." Sabi ko na ikinatawa niya ng bahagya. Nakita ko pa ang makinis, maputi at mahaba niyang leeg. Napalunok ako. "Nag sorry naman ako." Ganti niya. Salubong na ngayon ang mga titig namin. "What about that?" I didn't get her point, kasi, for reminiscing about that old day.

Sandali itong tumigil bago muling nagsalita. "Pero tandaan mo, hindi natin maaaring pilitin ang utak na maalala agad ang lahat. Minsan, kusa itong bumabalik kapag may nakikitang tao, lugar, bagay, amoy, o pangyayari na konektado sa nawawalang memorya."

It’s almost like we’re just reminiscing about the past. It’s not an issue to me at all. Those places we go to are usually quiet so I have no problems with it. The silence is not making the atmosphere awkward at all. Instead, we get busy reminiscing that we don’t even talk to each other anymore. She would usually speak just to remind me that in that place, we did something stupid there, we did something memorable here and stuffs. I just listen to her because all of the things she’s mentioning are still intact in my head. I can remember it well as if it just happened yesterday. I would hear her laugh softly every time. And that’s making my heart melt.

Pag-iiba ko bago pa ako masigawan ng old perverted geezer. Dreaming about the past makes me feel old, and stressed. Kaya hindi ko gugustuhin na marinig muna iyon.