Smiling Through The Pain 소설 & 이야기

"It took me long enough to realize na kahit anong gawin ko, kahit anong kagustuhan kong bumalik siya sa tabi ko, wala akong magawa dahil wala na talaga siya..." "I'm sorry," I told him. He faintly smiled. "That's life. We dwell in pain, then move on." "I hope I could be strong as you." "You will. Lahat naman dumadaan sa proseso, Eyah. We have different ways of coping up to pain." We both stared outside. "I forgot to bring something. Dumiretso agad ako rito." "I'm good, Clyde. Don't bother." "If you need anything, just tell me."

Why I can't have those smile? Naramdaman ko na lamang ang mainit na likidong banayad na tumutulo sa aking pisngi.Whenever I'm hurt parati na lamang pag-iyak ang nagagawa ko.Whenever I'm sad and no one to talk to...tears are falling down. Why I can't have my Mom's advice and love?Why I can't have her comfort? Why I can't have my Dad's loving arms that would hug me tight whenever I am in pain?

Tumingin ako sa taas nang lumabo na rin ang mata ko dahil sa luha. I don't want to see anyone suffering in pain. I hate it. I hate how they feel sad. I hate the thought of it. I hate being sad and in pain so much that it envelopes me and swallow me. Maybe that's why I'm a pushover, maybe that's why I can't say no to anyone. Isang nakabibinging tunog ang narinig namin. Kasunod no'n ang katahimikan. Kumalas sa akin si Chryszyler sa pagkakayakap. He's still crying. So am I...

Narinig ko ang mahinang pangsinghap nito. Palihim akong ngumiti habang nakayuko. Loko-loko rin kasi isang 'yon. I don't know how I managed to still wear a smile even thought my heart's already breaking inside. Because smile is the better suit of mine. Huminga ako ng malalim at tumingin muli sa kanya. Kailangan kong sulitin ang araw na to. I cannot handle it anymore, I wiped my tears away with my palm and smiled.

Tumutulo na naman ang aking mga luha. I didn’t see this pain coming. I was blind by his embrace. I was blind to the point that I forgot the fact that everything was wrong. It was too late when I realized it. Simoun Alexander Hord, you are my most terrible mistake.

Ganitong ganito rin 'yon. Puti ang kulay ng kaniyang suot at napagtanto niyang isa pala siyang Doktor. Sa tansiya niya'y nasa dalawampung taong gulang na ito. Malinis ang kaniyang buhok, maputi ang balat at may mga mata'ng tila nangungusap. 🎶 When the tears come streaming down your face 'Cause you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste

Hinding hindi ko na hahayaan na maging malungkot siya. " I will never let anybody take those beautiful smiles again. I will do everything ... even if it's impossible. I will make it happen, just to make sure she smiles, every single day "

Your first heartbreak MJ. Own it! Keep your chin high. Never ever let him see how hurt you are. How devastated you are. Smile. Kahit durog na durog yang puso mo. Smile MJ, diyan nakasalalay ang trabaho mo. Ngayong meron na itong bagong kalandian, I'm sure limot ka na niyan. So smile lang. Go go! She smiles back, "Sure Mr. Murray, and I believe the lady wanted it with sugar?" Ngiti niyang saad, nakatingin siya dito na blanko pa sa papel ang tingin niya, not even a single trace of pain on her face.

Nakita niyang nagyuko lang ito ng ulo pigil ang sarili at kuyom ang mga kamay. “Would you like to slap the other side of my face, just to ease your anger?” Nag-angat ito ng mukha. Nakita niyang namula ang pisngi nito ngunit isang matamis na ngiti pa rin ang lumabas sa manipis nitong mga labi. He looks dignified despite the pain from her slapped. He manages to smile even though it hurts, what a good actor. She raised her hand and slapped him again. “Bastard, you will never be happy with me!”

sinaktan lang ako ng sobra nay, Sobrang sakit talaga nay. Hindi ko na kaya, Dito nalang ako matutulog sa tabi niyo nay,buti dito tahimik at walang nakikialam sa akin.Ang umiiyak parin niyang sabi,Nang may biglang nag-abot sa kanya ng panyo para punasan ang kanyang mukha na basang basa na ng luha. Napaangat ng tingin si carmela sabay abot ng panyo at pinunasan nito ang kanyang mga luha.