Somewhere I Belong Novels & Stories

Nineteen. Tila isang magandang kanta ang aking narinig na ikinatigil ng aking mundo. Ang lakas at bilis ng tibok ng aking puso — IS THAT WHAT YOU THINK I'M GONNA FEEL? NO FREAKING WAY! Napahinto ako sa paglalakad. Did I hear him right? O freakingly disgusting! I feel like dying! I can not this! I can not this! I can not!

Miss your voice, miss your smile Everything about you, worth a while Always wondering where you are I hope you're with us, near or far Many questions unanswered I guess we'll never know But now you belong to heaven It's empty without your smile The truth brings us to tears All the love you gave us all these years Always seeing you at night When I turn off the light And the world's asleep In my heart you'll always stay We'll never forget you You'll never fade away I'll always remember All the times we shared togehter Remember your laughter Forever and ever But now you belong to heaven It's empty without your smile The truth brings us to tears All the love you gave us all these years And I won

Kuryoso ako sa kung sino iyon, kaya naman nagpalit ako ulit nang anyo at sinilip kong sino ang babaeng, tunog pamilyar ang boses sa akin. "Let your heart find its way, where your heart belongs. Where that heart finds its way to that home." Iyon ang bulong sa akin ng babaeng hindi ko naman makilala ang boses, at sa hindi ko mapigilan at maipaliwanag na dahilan, nakikinig ako rito. Parang planado ang nangyari, hindi ko mahanap kong tama ba o mali ang nangyayari, basta ang alam ko, parang planado ang lahat. At sa oras na magkamali o umayaw ako, may mangyayari.

And now your song is on repeat And I’m dancin' on to your heartbeat And when you’re gone, I feel incomplete So if you want the truth I just wanna be part of your symphony Will you hold me tight and not let go? Symphony Like a love song on the radio Will you hold me tight and not let go? I’m sorry if it’s all too much Every day you’re here, I’m healing And I was runnin' out of luck I never thought I’d find this feeling 'Cause I’ve been hearing symphonies Before all I heard was silence

Wika ng anak ko, saka pinatugtog ang isang awitin. Intro pa lamang ay alam na alam ko na kung anong kanta 'yon. My favorite song, the piece of my soul, at--Biglang tumulo ang aking mga luha lalo na nang magchorus, "Until the day I let you go, until we say our next hello, it's not goodbye..." Saka naman bumukas ang pintuan, at iniluluwa doon ang imahe ng lalaking pinanabikan kong makita at pinapangarap kong makasama—si Chris.

I'm so scared that you will see All the weakness inside of me I'm so scared of letting go That the pain I've hid will show I know you want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes For you I would fly At least I would try For you I'll take The last flight out I'm afraid that you will leave As my secrets have been revealed In my dreams you'll always stay Every breathing moment from now I know you (I know you) want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes

Handa na ba akong makipag-usap muli sa iba? Nakita niya ang alinlangan sa mga mata ko. “Kahit hindi ka magsalita, okay lang. Kahit magpinta ka lang sa isang sulok, okay rin. Basta gusto kong maranasan mo uli ‘yung feeling ng… belonging.” Huminga ako ng malalim. Matagal na mula nang huli kong maramdaman ‘yon—ang may lugar ka kahit hindi ka perpekto, kahit basag-basag ka.

Oh, I've built my world around you And I want you to know I need you as I've never needed anyone before "I know we already married Wife, but... But honestly, I can't stop myself thinking that maybe... Maybe someday you would leave me, kaya ayokong mawala yung mga nakasanayan ko ng gawin sayo, just let me do it whatever makes you happy wife. Because seeing your smiles makes me happy too.." I live my life for you I wanna be by your side, In everything that you do And if there's only one thing you can believe is true I live my life for you, oh woah yeah I live my life for you Habang patuloy parin ako sa pag iyak. Sunod-sunod na tango lang ang tanging naging sagot ko. At dahil pakiramdam ko ay s

Hello, it's me I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet To go over everything They say that time's supposed to heal ya But I ain't done much healing Hello, can you hear me? I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be When we were younger and free I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet There's such a difference between us And a million miles Hello from the other side I must've called a thousand times To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done

I strained and stepped my feet running where he passed but I saw nothing. "Theo! T-Theo! Theo .. Don't be like this." I remember our happy memories. I can't give up now, not in this place. I close my eyes tightly and try to calm my system down. I feel the onslaught of my pain again. Happy memories was filled with darkness, laughter was replaced by suffering and the smile was replaced by strange sadness.