Somewhere I Belong Novels & Stories

Alam kong tatanungin ako ni Nanay at Tatay tungkol rito kaya naihanda ko na ang sarili ko. Napapitlag ako mayamaya nang mag-ring ang cellphone ko. “Hey! You good, Ate? Bakit ka naghahanap ng trabaho?” Si Ivory Moore. “Gusto ko lang ng new environment.” “Oh. I see.” Saglit na natigilan siya. “Kaso wala ako sa Pilipinas, e.” “I know. Nakita ko nga ang post mo. Hanggang kailan ka sa Madrid?” “Next week?”

Nobody's promised tomorrow So I'ma love you every night like it's the last night Like it's the last night If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you If the party was over and our time on Earth was through I'd wanna hold you just for a while and die with a smile If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you Right next to you Next to you Right next to you Oh-oh, oh If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you If the party was over and our time on Earth was through I'd wanna hold you just for a while and die with a smile If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you If the world was ending, I'd wanna be next to you Ooh I'd wanna be next to you At katulad nga ng request ko, t

For my thúg níggas, for my thug níggas (don't wanna be, don't wanna be) I don't wanna be a player no more I'm not a player, I just fúck a lot But you know Bíg Pun and Joe are still down by law Who's down to fúck tonight? Lahat naghiyawan, sumayaw sa indak ng musikang pumapainlanlang. Sumasabay rin siya ng sayaw. Hindi maawat ang ngiti sa mga labi niya dahil kitang kita niyang tila biglang nabuhay ang mga tao sa club.

Desperada ako, desperada akong makuha siya. Napaluhod ako dahil sa sobrang sakit, sobrang sakit sa dibdib. Nangako ako sa sarili ko na gagawin ko ang lahat ng makakaya ko para bumalik kami sa dati. Kahit na malabo iyong nangyari. Pinunasan ko ang luha kon ng palad ko. “I will never give up! You're mine!”

Tila nalalasahan ko pa sa aking dila ang pait nito. Lumabas ako ng kwarto at napahinto lamang ako sa pasilyo, madilim at malamig. Niyakap ko ang aking sarili dahil nanginginig ang aking kalamnan. Katulad ng dilim ng pasilyong ito ay ganoon din kadilim ang mundo ko, at kung gaano kalungkot ang bahay na ito ay trumiple ang lungkot ko.

I asked, not looking at him. I can't bear looking at his ugly face. You know what I feel like the narrator expresses her feelings for a guy who is currently in a relationship with someone else. So sad naman. Hopefully, that won't happen to me. Because, I can't. "You belong with me," He said while still looking at the road. I nodded and search it on spotify and add it on my playlist. Taylor Swift wrote this song, ang ganda. "Where's Eugenia pala? I haven't seen her earlier." I asked Takeo while looking outside the window.

sagot ni Eric, at kahit sa telepono, ramdam niya ang pasasalamat nito. Pagkatapos ng tawag, saglit siyang naupo sa sofa, hawak ang cellphone at nakatingin sa kawalan. Paano ko kaya kakayanin ito? tanong niya sa sarili. Alam niyang wala siyang ibang pwedeng takbuhan kundi ang sarili niyang determinasyon at pananampalataya. Ngunit sa likod ng kanyang isipan, sumagi ang imahe ni Drake—ang taong tila laging malayo pero nariyan, isang paalala ng kasunduan nila at ng mundong pilit niyang ginagalawan.

Natatawang ani ni Mommy. Ipinikit ko saglit ang mga mata ko at bumuntong hininga. I cannot believe I came to this point. After breakup, and public humiliation ngayon naman ay ipapadala ako ng parents ko sa Poblacion? A place that has no electricity, limited plumbing, and probably has no signal. All I can remember is maraming cows sa paligid, and horses. What will I do there? Baka marami pang rebelde don!

Kumakanta siya habang naglalakad sa gitna ng mga bulaklak at parang music video na talaga ang dating. "Ang galing niya, ano?" sabi ko. "Oo," sagot ni Ada. "Sanay na siya sa ganito. You’ll get there, Mishon. First time mo pa lang naman, pero ang laki na ng improvement mo." "Thanks," sabi ko. "I just feel so out of place sometimes. Like, I’m not sure if I really belong here." "Don’t say that," sagot niya. "You belong here, Mishon. You just have to believe in yourself. Lahat naman tayo nag-uumpisa sa pagiging baguhan."

My past isn't what you think it is. Be strong, be strong now Too many, too many problems Don't know where she belongs Where she belongs Be strong? Fucking be strong. I may look strong on the outside but I know that one push now can shatter my heart. Her feelings she hides Her dreams she can't find She's losing her mind She's falling behind She can't find her place She's losing her faith She's falling from grace She's all over the place, yeah She's lost inside, lost inside She's lost inside, lost inside