Songs About Grief の小説・ストーリー

Nabulag ako at pinaniwala ko ang sarili ko na kahit imposible ay kaya pa rin mangyari ang mga iyon. "Haunted by your disguise Disappeared with the light Days and nights feel like forever All my innocence has died After the heartbreak" Oo pagkatapos ng sakit doon ko lang napagtanto na pinatay na nito ang puso't pagkatao ko. Doon ko lang din nalaman na nanakaw na pala ang lahat ng meron ako. At naiwan akong nasasaktan at halos hindi makabangon. "Mama your song is heartbreaking, I wish—"

“With or without you I waited my whole life I could wait a little longer With or without you I say that I'm alright We just grew apart for the same things But I know we both want the same things You don't wanna deal with the same things I don't wanna leave for the same things (For the same old things) Said I'm alright Said I'm alright Sa-said I'm alright, right, right Said I'm alright Said I'm alright Sa-said I'm alright, right, right” This song really speaks what is happening between us. I'm crying right now, so much memories to treasure with you, Kael. I will forever keep all of those. My favorite memories along with my favorite person. Napatingin siya sa direksyon ko, hindi ko alam kung p

I tell myself you don't mean a thing And what we got, got no hold on me But when you're not there, I just crumble I tell myself I don't care that much But I feel like I die 'til I feel your touch Only love, only love can hurt like this Only love can hurt like this Must've been a deadly kiss Only love can hurt like this Say I wouldn't care if you walked away But every time you're there, I'm beggin' you to stay And when you come close (when you come close), I just tremble And every time, every time you go It's like a knife that cuts right to my soul

Like a small boat On the ocean Sending big waves Into motion Like how a single word Can make a heart open I might only have one match But I can make an explosion And all those things I didn't say Wrecking balls inside my brain I will scream them loud tonight Can you hear my voice this time? This is my fight song Take back my life song Prove I'm alright song My power's turned on Starting right now I'll be strong I'll play my fight song And I don't really care if nobody else believes 'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me Losing friends and I'm chasing sleep Everybody's worried about me In too deep

Masyado silang mautak! I gritted my teeth but I tried my best to inhale a large amount of air and stay calm. Tipid akong ngumiti at humalukipkip. "About the song that I've heard awhile ago, I heard it will be one of the songs for the album. Kung babasehin ko sa narinig ko, napi-picture out ko ang theme ng album niyo. Am I right that it will be about—" "The feeling of being lost. The feeling of being left behind. The feeling of losing the person you love. Being broken that's beyond repair. Regrets, sadness, chances that were not given, pain, goodbyes, heartaches." Xyvier cut me off by completing my sentence.

It's either I am too hard to understand or he is too dumb to be able to do so, whatever. Pumasok ako sa kuwarto ko at naisipang basahing muli ang conversation namin ni mommy sa I*******m. Every now and then, she keeps on visiting me on my memory. I am closing my eyes every time that I think, see, smell, hear, or feel something that reminds me of her because I just couldn't accept it. However, I cannot runaway from the loss. The aftermath of her death is almost unbearable, it's not a sin to escape. No one is immune to the ravages of it, grief will always overpower.

“Pero minsan, naiirita rin ako sa sarili ko kasi parang… parang hindi ko alam kung anong dapat maramdaman.” Nilapit ko ang kamay ko sa kanya—hindi para akbayan, pero para ipatong sa mesa sa pagitan namin. Isang pulgada lang ang pagitan ng mga daliri namin, pero parang may kuryenteng dumaloy sa pagitan. “Normal ‘yan,” sagot ko. “Ang grief… minsan parang alon. Hindi mo alam kung kailan babagsak, o kung kailan ka lulunurin.”

“I’m not really sure right now. Pero nagpaalam na ‘ko sa manager ‘ko na pansamantala muna akong aalis sa showbiz. Pina-cancel ko na rin ‘yong ibang naka-schedule na singing engagements at concerts ko for the next two years. I... I just cannot pretend to be happy when I’m still grieving. I find it… unfair for memory my John and Cailey.” Nangilid na ang luha nit Diana, lalong bumigat ang dibdib para sa kaibigan. “Pero deserve mo pa ring maging masaya, Ella.” “I know but not right now, I’m grieving. I need to grieve. Kung hanggang kailan, hindi ko alam, Di. Sana talaga hindi masyadong matagal. Sana makatulong ang pag-alis ko para muli kong matagpuan ang kaligayahan,” ani Ella, pilit na ngumiti

I cleared my throat as the music started to lay by the band I hired, playing, “We’ve Been Fighting For Miles by New West” It wasn’t a typical proposal song, but it spoke to everything I wanted her to know. The lyrics brought back a flood of memories—how we’ve fought against fate time and time again, how we’ve struggled to hold on through all the pain and loss. Yet, despite it all, here I was, standing before her, determined to reclaim her. Because losing her? That was never an option—not now, not ever.

Unang linya pa lang ng kanta ay napaluha na siya. "I know you hurt too, but what else can we do? Tormented and torn apart I wish I could carry your smile in my heart For times when my life seems so low It would make me believe What tomorrow could bring When today doesn't really know, Doesn't really know I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you? I can't be too late To say that I was so wrong"