Songs About Grief Mga Nobela at Kwento

Dahil palaging nasa unahan ng playlist ko ang 'Till my heartaches ends na kanta ay iyon ang pumapailanlang ngayon. Matagal-tagal na rin na hindi ko naa-update ang playlist ko kaya halos lumang kanta ang naka-save dito. I was afraid this time would come, I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within... Napailing ako dahil sa lyrics ng kantang iyon. Hindi para sa akin ang kanta pero tuwing naririnig ko ito ay naaalala ko si Greel. Kahit anong pilit kong kalimutan ang lalaking iyon ay hindi ko magawa. Minsan ay naitatanong ko rin kung naaalala pa ba ako nito o kung nasaan na ba ito ngayon.

Hindi ko ito makalimutan. Para makatulog ako, nakikinig ako ng music sa aking cellphone. Naka-earphone naman ako para hindi maistorbo si Taylor. Sa FM radio, pinatugtog ng DJ ang kantang 'Alone Again Naturally.' Akmang-akma sa aking kalagayan ngayon ang lyrics ng kanta. 'It seems to me that There are more hearts broken in the world That can't be mended Left unattended' sabi sa kanta. Ako yun! Broken hearted na naman!

‘Cause lightning don’t strike, the same place twice When you and I, said goodbye, I felt the angels cry ‘Cause true love’s a gift, but we let it drift, in a storm Every night, I feel the angels cry - Angels Cry, Mariah Carey ft. Neyo ***

Kaya't give and take he'll be here by 15 minutes. More than enough time to wrap up my delusional concert. 🎶 I like the way you lick the bowl (sheesh) Somehow your method touches my soul (sheesh, yeah) It lifts me up to heights unknown (ayy) So when they ask, "How's life?" I go (sheesh, sheesh) When life deals us cards Make everything taste like it is salt Then you come through like the sweetener you are To bring the bitter taste to a halt

Ngiting kilig na kilig si Sam "Aber? Tj, tell us!" Flashback… Pareho kaming may tama na, but I don't why he still wants to sit and hold that guitar. Don't go tonight~ Stay here one more time~ I started to cry, as he sang Love Is Gone, a song by Dylan Mathew and SLANDER. That your love is gone~ "Despite everything that has happened in our past, can we start over again?" I smiled, and nodded…. before I actually gave him a hug. End of Flashback...

"Sa US na po ako mag-aaral." I thought I'm his home, but I guess, I'm not. He feels like home to me. But tonight, I'm on grief 'cause I think I've lost him--I've lost my home. It hurts so much to the point I made a really hard decision. To leave them. Music: Forevermore by Side A

Then I saw you with her Didn't think you'd find another And my world just seemed to crash Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night 'Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 'Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer As the sky outside gets brighter And my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning In memories of him And I know it shouldn't matter As my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder Just how it should have been, yeah... 12:51 and I thou

Gayunpaman, ang malagyan ulit ng tubig ay isang dahilan para muli akong mabasag tulad ng kung paanong araw-araw kung pilit na binubuo ang aking sarili ay pilit din akong winawasak ng masasakit na alaala. Alam kong kahit anong pilit ko na kalimutan ang lahat ay hindi ko matatakasan ang mga mangyayari. Kaya naman kung sakaling sa hinaharap ay maligaw at hindi ko mahanap ang daan pabalik o kayay makalimutan ko kung sino ako nais kong si Leigh ang mag paalala sa akin nito at sya rin ang unang makahanap sa akin.

🎶 When the tears come streaming down your face 'Cause you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste What could be worse? 🎶 Napapangiti na lamang si Matilda sa kaniyang naririnig. Bakit tila alam na alam ng lalakeng ito ang kaniyang mga nakatagong damdamin? 🎶 Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you 🎶 Hindi lamang siya kumakanta dahil gusto niya. Kumakanta siya kasama ng kaniyang puso. Dahil dito'y mas lalong lamang naiiyak si Matilda.

“Maybe the wolf was in love with the moon and each month they cried out for a love it would never touch. And maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn't have. I don’t even remember why I’m wasting all these tears on you…” Narinig niya na ang tinutugtog nitong piyesa. “Stranger to your love” ang title niyon. It was a beautiful piece, yet sad. She sang beautifully with eyes still closed. He could feel her heart breaking as she was singing the song. Sa malamyos na tinig nito ay para siyang inaanyayahan na lapitan ito. Nagmulat ng mga mata ang babae. Nagtama ang kanilang mga paningin. May namumuong luha sa mga mata nito. Tumigil ito sa pagtugtog.