Novel & Cerita Songs About Insecurity

My past isn't what you think it is. Be strong, be strong now Too many, too many problems Don't know where she belongs Where she belongs Be strong? Fucking be strong. I may look strong on the outside but I know that one push now can shatter my heart. Her feelings she hides Her dreams she can't find She's losing her mind She's falling behind She can't find her place She's losing her faith She's falling from grace She's all over the place, yeah She's lost inside, lost inside She's lost inside, lost inside

May bakas pa rin ng paglalambing sa kanyang boses. Pakiramdam ko tuloy ay nahiya na ako. He's not even mine, pero parang napipigilan ko siya lumapit sa ibang babae, na dapat ay hindi ko ginagawa. He's not even mine, pero parang inaangkin ko siya. He's not even mine, pero parang binabakuran ko siya. Insecurity can also kill, ang daming mga babae sa paligid niya na alam kong alikabok lang ako kapag hinambing doon. Nilulunod ako ng sarili kong pag iisip.

Akala niya party song or kaya rock song ang patugtugin nito. Talk me down Tell me everything's alright Call me back Say that it's all in my mind 'Cause I'm runnin' round in circles, tryin' so hard to convince myself That you're asleep alone in your bed So save me from my misery, I'll drown in this uncertainty Just tell me that it's all in my head I was ready to fall in love with somebody And love somebody like you I was holding on for far too long 'Cause nothing's all that I ever knew

I asked at nakikinig ang mga tao sa paligid. “Because you are born to be on the heel of my shoe, wala ka sa kalingkingan ko and maybe you can say that I am insecure over again, but my insecurity becomes power, and that power will destroy everything that I want to.” Binitawan ko ang upos ng sigarilyo at tinapakan ito. Lumabas sa conference room at lumakad papunta sa opisina ng CEO, walang humarang o pumigil sa akin. Even Feline’s secretary is afraid to stop me now.

“Napakasakit lang sa akin na tuluyang nilamon ng pagseselos mo ang pagmamahal mo sa akin. Hinayaan mong sirain ng paghihinala ang dapat ay buong tiwala mo sa akin at ng pagmamahal mo. Ako naman ang magtatanong tutal kahit anong isasagot ko ay hindi ka naman na rin naniniwala pa. Nagseselos ka ba kay Jenny?” “Selos? siguro, maari, ngunit mas akmang sabihing natatakot akong pinagpapalit mo na ako.” “Natatakot ka sa wala. Kinukutuban ka sa bagay na hindi pwede. Nilalamon ka lang ng iyong insecurities.” “Insecurities? Hindi ako insecure, pero sige oo na, ako na ang insecure, baka nga wala na akong tiwala rin sa sarili ko at pagmamahal mo ngunit, siguro ngayon lang.”

I muttered softly. “Hindi selos ‘yan, Ahya. Insecurity ‘yan. Wala namang nakakaselos do'n. Wala naman kaming ginawang kakaiba eh.” “Why would I be insecure?!" depensa ko sa accusation nya. "Eh mas gwapo ako do’n! Mas malaki lang ang katawan no’n pero kung mukha rin lang naman ang pag-uusapan, I’m much better-looking!”

Huwag kang gumanti, bagkos gawin mo iyon na aral upang sa susunod hindi na maulit. Ang sikip sa dibdib, gusto kong sumigaw sa subrang sakit na nararamdaman ko. Insecurities agad ang naramdaman ko. Tiningnan ko ang sarili ko. Chubby. Haggard. Manang manamit. Boring na tao. Kasalanan ko rin naman dahil ka palit-palit ako. Ang masama lang dahil pati self confidence ko ay nawala narin.

Huminga ako ng malalim at binitawan ko dito na naging dahilan mapa upo ito habang pilit hinahabol ang hininga niya. “Kung ayaw mo na nai-insecure ka, gumawa ka ng paraan para lahat ng insecurities mo mapunan mo! Hindi yung nang aaway ka, napaka isip bata!” Inis kong wika dito at tumalikod na ako.

“Kapag tama na ang panahon, hahayaan kitang makita ako.” Hindi mapigilan ni Jazz na mag-isip kung may balat ba ito sa mukha—marahil ay isang bagay na ikinahihiya nito. Hindi niya masiguro base lang sa hipo niya kanina. 'Siguro ay may insecurity siya,' isip ni Jazz, kaya sa dilim lang siya nakikipagkita.

I'm so scared that you will see All the weakness inside of me I'm so scared of letting go That the pain I've hid will show I know you want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes For you I would fly At least I would try For you I'll take The last flight out I'm afraid that you will leave As my secrets have been revealed In my dreams you'll always stay Every breathing moment from now I know you (I know you) want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to I'll never stop I want you to know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes