Songs About Insecurity の小説・ストーリー

Now I don't wanna lose you But I don't wanna use you Just to have somebody by my side And I don't wanna hate you I don't wanna take you But, I don't wanna be the one to cry And that don't really matter to anyone anymore But like a fool, I keep losin' my place And I keep seein' you walk through that door But there's a danger in lovin' somebody too much And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust There's a reason why people don't stay where they are Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough Now, I could never change you I don't wanna blame you Baby, you don't have to take the fall Yes, I may have hurt you But I did not desert you Maybe I just wanna have it all It makes a sound lik

Ang sexy pa. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero bigla akong nakaramdam ng insecurity. Kaya siguro bigla ko siyang hinalikan at pinakita ang pagiging possessive ko. Kung dati ‘to, never ko ‘yong gagawin, lalo na sa public. Pero dahil sa selos, parang nag-iba ako.

Maririnig ko na lamang ang aking mga sigaw, mga kasinungalingan na pinipilit akong paniwalain sa mga bagay na hindi naman totoo. Dahil ang totoo ay kahit kailan ay hindi na ako nito ililigtas. Pinupunit ako no'n ng paulit-ulit at iniwan ako kasama ang naguhong langit ng mundong meron ako. "I am lost in the dark Wanna be where you are So hard to keep it together When you pulled me apart Haunted by your disguise Disappeared with the light Days and nights feel like forever All my innocence has died, has died"

He was staring intently at me. "I-I was extremely insecure, Liam. I was drowned by my own insecurity that I thought you would be happier and deserve someone who will be proud of you more than myself..." "What makes you feel that way? Did I make you feel worthless?" "Hindi," iling ko. "But insecurity strikes me so hard. We just started by mistake and I don't know how to make everything right. I am slowly ruining your name, your reputation. My mind was in chaos at that time. I couldn't think right."

And now your song is on repeat And I’m dancin' on to your heartbeat And when you’re gone, I feel incomplete So if you want the truth I just wanna be part of your symphony Will you hold me tight and not let go? Symphony Like a love song on the radio Will you hold me tight and not let go? I’m sorry if it’s all too much Every day you’re here, I’m healing And I was runnin' out of luck I never thought I’d find this feeling 'Cause I’ve been hearing symphonies Before all I heard was silence

"Reese.." Yumuko ako at hinayaang pumatak ang aking mga luha. Ang sakit sakit ng d****b ko. "My past is my biggest insecurity and I don't think I can conquer it." "Reese parang awa mo na.. kailangan kita.." Umiling ako, "Hindi kita kailangan. Please umalis kana. I know your chopper can pick you up. I don't want to see you anymore so please just leave me."

Hindi ko alam pero bigla akong nakaramdam ng isecurity at inggit. Insecurity para sa babaeng pakakasalan niya at inggit dahil na sa kaniya ang lalake na mahal ko.