Till My Heartaches End นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Pinikit ko ang mga mata habang pinapakiramdaman ng puso ko. Yeah.... Finally... A have my happy ending.

boses ni kuya sa kabilang linya. Halos nangatog ang aking katawan sa aking narinig. Napapikit ako dahilan upang tumulo ang aking luha na kanina pa gustong bumagsak. Umuga ang aking balikat dahil sa aking pag-iyak. Naramdaman ko ang sakit ng pagkawala ng aking ama na matagal kong hindi nakita. At ngayon na magkikita kami ay wala na ito.

Now I can say that this will be my end. *******

Magkakaroon na ba ng masayang ending ang lahat? “I've been a fool, inaamin ko 'yan. Pinaglaruan ko ang puso mo pero Abhaya, nung mawala ka hinanap kita. Half of me was missing at hindi ko alam bakit. Sa pagkawala mo, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili kong isipin ka. It took me forever para maamin ko sa sarili ko na mahal kita. Dati, hindi ko maamin sa sarili ko na minahal na kita. I'm defending my own pride at nagkunwaring hindi kita mahal but this heart,” tinuro nito ang puso. “this heart choose you over and over again. Abhaya Kiene Sahada will you marry a badass Doctor like me and spend a lifetime with me forever?”

Nasasayangan ako sa limang taon na relasyon namin, akala ko kami na talaga pero masisira lang pala kami ng gano'n kabilis ng hindi ko man lang namamalayan. Hindi ko masasabi na nakamove on na ako dahil ayaw ko naman lokohin ang sarili ko at magpanggap na wala na talaga kung alam kung mahal ko pa naman talaga siya, pero 'yong sakit ay nandito pa din at hindi ko alam kung kailan ito mawawala o maghihilum. Ayaw ko naman pilitin ang sarili ko dahil mas lalo lang akong masasaktan. Kagaya nga ng sabi nila trust the process.

I have learned to live my life beside you Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight And if into my dream you come and touch me once again I'll just keep on dreaming 'Til my heartaches end Whoa, oh Oh, yeah I was afraid this time would come I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within I have learned to live my life beside you Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight And if into my dream you come and touch me once again I'll just keep on dreaming 'Til my heartaches end Keep on dreaming 'Til my heartaches end Bakit hindi maturuan ang puso't isipan na maging manhid at hindi madala ng emosyon.Sa pakikinig lamang ng musika ay agad ding umaantig ang diwa ko. Hindi ko mapigilang tumulo ang luha

Nakagapos na ang aking puso. Nakakadena at wala akong balak kumawala pa. END

His heart sank, a heavy weight settling upon his chest. Each step he took felt like a journey through a desolate landscape, his heartache echoing with every footfall. Room after room, he searched, a silent ache deepening within him. With each unanswered call of her name, his yearning grew stronger, as did his fear that she might truly be gone.

How could you try pretending Your love was never ending Now you can't even say that you will stay How, how could you say you love me When you would go and leave me How could you make me hurt so bad When I have loved you more than anyone can do Can't believe the pain That I'm feeling now because of loving you I can't seem to understand How can love me so unkind Still you broke my heart Despite what I've done Still my love was not enough Though I given you my all I can't take it anymore

My heart is in so much pain right now that I was struggling to breathe. Darius, you're forever my love. I hope someday, you will find the happiness you deserve and the woman who will love you forever. I closed my eyes and let the pain embrace me and think that maybe we are not meant to be. ***