เข้าสู่ระบบCONNOR
I couldn't sleep at Eddy's tonight. I tried, but what Lola had asked kept echoing in my head.
I had looked at the leather wrist watch on my wrist and decided it wasn't too early to make a decision even though it was 2AM.
Refusing to get drowned in the confusion that loomed in every single corner of Eddison Langford's mansion, in the temptation that clawed aggressively at my chest, in the difficult situation both husband and wife had successfully tethered me to, I had picked up my car keys and driven through the gates without a second thought.
I was running on a speed of a stubborn offender being chased by cops along the highway of Beverly Hills, my mind very far away from the confines of my Mercedes-Maybach GLS 600 thinking of whether to go home or go elsewhere for the rest of the night.
Suddenly, a sharp deep vibration crashed roughly through my thoughts, causing my breathing to lag through that moment.
"F*ck!" I yelled, losing control of the steering but fast enough to hold the brakes, the wheels screeching loudly through the silence of the night, finally coming to a stop through a sharp bend off the road.
I allowed my head to sink right into the steering wheel, my arms dead cold beside my ears.
My phone continued to ring until I pulled myself up and grabbed it off the pigeon hole, staring at the screen like it was the reason I was driving absentmindedly in the middle of the night instead of resting in preparation for my surgery section which was approximately in five hours time.
"F*ck you, man! To hell with youu," I screamed, my chest tightening against my thoughts as soon as I saw the name across the screen.
Eddy!
It was at that moment I knew for sure that I wouldn't be able to pull through the night alone in my house, so I drove to the nearest club and booked a service room for the night.
I always had masks in my car for moments like this — I was still a renowned surgeon, well respected in the field. I was still smart enough to know that the internet was hungry.
News of me seen in a nude club in the middle of a cold night in the city a few hours before a major operation would cut my credibility by more than sixty percent — I was always careful.
Few minutes after my booking was completed and confirmed, I was sprawled against the giant bed of the best of their best VIP rooms — empty, ready, bare with just the piece of patterned mask as the only material on my skin — it covered the upper half of my face, secured tightly behind my head.
A knock landed softly against the door, twice — the first one a few seconds before the second one. Then, the door swung open and a lanky blonde with pink lacy lingerie slipped in.
She had one end of a plastic handcuff secured on her left wrist, and a pink butterfly mask hiding every feature of her face except her lips which were plump and moisturized, then her nose and eyes.
She didn't take her eyes off me as she closed the door and secured the lock in place.
I seized that opportunity to signal her attention to the cuffs — I wasn't in the mood for activity.
She nodded and I saw her lips curve into a smile before she proceeded to unclasp the cuff from her wrist.
It made me remember the first time I saw Lola smile, and my stomach flipped.
The pink mistress noticed I was thinking about something else, probably someone else and I watched her lips slip into a grin — these girls, from experience, were very perceptive.
"I hate pink."
It was true but I wasn't going to say anything about it until I felt the need to say something just to distract her from feeling bad about her discovery — not like I cared, I just wanted her to give her best in her best spirit.
"I hate it too," she returned in a clean, clear voice, her eyes still glued to my face.
I waited for her reason.
"I did this because I wanted you to be irritated about something, then watch myself make you bow to that same thing."
"And you think over-dressing in pink would make me?"
"Well, it works. A lot of men are irritated by it."
I chuckled.
"I'm not."
"That's fine, because it appears you have something else on your mind. I like that. A distraction works too."
Her voice had slowly switched from bold to raspy — she knew this game.
"Lights or no lights?" she asked, separating my legs and crawling to take position in the middle.
"Fine with any---F*ck! Pink bitch!"
She covered my c*ck in her mouth, taking on the entire length at a go, it made me go wild.
I made to grab her hair, but went for the sheets instead after finding out it was a messy short cut and grabbing it would only cause her scalp pain.
She pressed my chest down with her stretched out arms, her bum shooting out big and round behind her, then her lips worked like a perfect machine for the activity.
She was fast, her throat deep, her tongue wet and my slit dripping.
She went back and forth several times until I could no longer keep my eyes open.
As soon as my eyelids stuck together, I imagined Lola in the same position as the pink mistress. I grabbed the sheets tighter, until.my knuckles turned white.
I pressed my eyes more shut until my thoughts began to solidify.
Lola's mouth would probably run better than this and my whole body would be on fire.
Her skin would warm up better against mine and we would regulate each other.
"Can you fall in love with me?" Lola's voice, in the same pleading urgency she had said it, returned to my head.
I pushed the pink mistress's head harder into my c*ck, aching my back off the bed until she gagged, saliva pouring out her mouth onto my skin.
Were Eddy and Lola pulling my legs?
Was Eddy testing my loyalty to the friendship?
What was the worst that could happen if I give in?
Slowly, she rolled her lips off my c*ck, giving the cap a defined slutty leak.
"Don't stop!" I yelled, because I didn't want the scenario I had conjured with Lola to become just memories.
FREDDYI rolled my eyes at the plate of snacks in front of me, sighing at how messy my relationship with my family had become, but having no regrets whatsoever concerning my decision."Everything is wrong here," I muttered, grabbing my glass of water and pouring every single drop down my throat.My father grunted beside me, and Eddy made a tired sound, letting his cutlery slip through his fingers to the plate noisily.I swallowed, pushing the words I had to say back down my throat.My eyes wandered over to where Lola sat, unsettled as usual, her face void of any real emotion. It was almost like she was checking her breathing too, careful not to sniff in the wrong direction.Letting my guards down, I allowed my gaze linger longer on her face, and for some reason, I couldn't help but notice how much of the wrong piece she appeared as on the table — not because I think she wasn't family which was sad enough giving that it had to be Eddy, but because her demeanor made her appear so in eve
CONNORWhen the door bell rang, I knew it was Lola.I texted her as soon as Eddy left my office yesterday, and she begged me to allow her to come see me today. We agreed on 9:00AM.As I walked to get the door, I glanced at my wristwatch and the time was 8:48AM.I hesitated for a second before opening the door, because I wasn't sure how to face her for an offence we both knew I was guilty of too.Nevertheless, I clicked the door open. Standing before me was a woman, obviously sad and confused, her face long and puffy from probably crying long hours. Not knowing what to say first, I just moved out of the way to allow her inside.Lola walked straight up to a couch and let herself sink in, then she buried her face in her palms, her hair falling all over her arms, depicting a perfect image of a woman who doesn't know what becomes of her.Inhaling slowly, I exhaled loudly."Did you tell Eddy where you were going?"She didn't answer. I let her be. Walking over to the couch opposite where s
CONNORI had just finished doing the ward rounds for the morning and had sunk into my office chair, ready for my hot cup of tea, but suddenly, I didn't feel like taking anything anymore.The walls of my stomach felt stiff, leaving me wondering if I truly had to go to the restroom again barely two hours after the last time I went. But then, I was waiting for a call for one of my patients, and I had a spreadsheet to quickly inspect.Deciding on just water, I settled in to work on my computer.Not too long after, a quick knock broke against my door. Then, Claire came in with her hands hanging like they normally would when there was an emergency.There was this sense of urgency in her expression that made me almost grab my lab coat from the hanger in readiness to attend whatever medical emergency it could be."There's someone asking to see you," she dropped finally, causing me to sit back in my chair disappointedly."C'mon Claire. You're not new to this job. You know my schedule and you
LOLAStanding in line with the others, we waited for chef Clementine as he inspected our designs one after the other."It looks a bit too...I wouldn't say shabby. Maybe, you could concentrate more next time.""Uuuhm...I don't know, but something is definitely wrong with this.""Okay. Great job."I listened to his comments on the works before mine, and it made me wonder what exactly he would say to me.I had been out of it the entire time I designed, my cuttings weren't straight and my line works were just as messy. A part of my icing design was shaky, on the edge of falling.I knew very well why I had turned out like that, and he knew too, but he is probably going to brush it off.I held my breath when he approached mine.Adjusting his apron, he tilted his head to look at my own designed cake sitting pathetically in front of me.My fingers folded inwards beside me."Hmmm...what is your name again?" he asked, but it was very obvious he was putting up an act. He had asked me my name whi
LOLAMy stomach grumbled from not having anything to eat since last night.I wasn't too comfortable to eat from Connor's, and I was too anxious to eat before leaving the house.I thought about ordering a take out, but then, the consequences that would come from Eddy checking my order description and his demeaning words on my body size of two years made me lose my appetite."F*ck it!" I cussed against my breath, making a mental note to visit the closest bakery as soon as I could get a break from the classes."The chef is unusually late today," a blonde woman with a disturbingly heavy make-up sitting in front of me spoke, forcing me to check my own time only to find out that we had been sitting for over an hour waiting for the first lesson of the day.My stomach grumbled more and louder, forcing the skinny woman sitting beside me to give me a dead ass scrutinizing look."I'm sorry. I skipped breakfast," I muttered, staring apologetically in her direction.In response, she shook her head
LOLAAs Freddy began to walk away, I followed him, my chest pounding uncontrollably in my chest.We walked up the stairs until we were right on the second floor with my room a couple steps in front.He turned to face me. Despite the urge to fall on my knees and try to plead my way out of the terrible act of listening to his conversation with his father, I tried to maintain a straight expression.Without a single word, he stared me down like he too was finding it difficult to come up with a first word, or maybe, he was contemplating on how best to rebuke me.I couldn't stare him back in the eyes, maybe I would have been able to tell what his thoughts were.Exhaling sharply, he turned and began walking up the stairs.I thought about heading straight for my room, but instead, I followed him."Stop, Freddy. Maybe we could talk."He didn't reply, just kept going.He got to his room and let himself in, banging the door right in my face."Freddy! I am sorry for listening to your conversation
LOLAI swallowed, closing my eyes to the pain of the moment suddenly ending because of the same thing I had feared.I was back in my room - the room I shared with Eddy, and I was sitting n*ked on the toilet seat, my face pressed hard against my palms when I remembered that I had forgotten my flops
LOLAMy feet hurried across the corridor, past the first room, then the second, and I was standing in front of Eddy's room.My heart was beating faster than it was while I waited for my fate at the breakfast table a while back. Not because I wanted my brother-in-law to touch me again under my husb
LOLAMy fingers felt numb around the glass. I had been holding it for the past thirty minutes, not bothering to taste its content."Stand close to the bar. Don't follow me around."I was standing close to the bar, just overlooking the show in front of me.The room was all golden lights, and string
Bulky. Too tight. Top part too revealing. To crown it all, I detested red for clothes, but the fitting assistant had called it "stunning" and Eddy had nodded in agreement.Now, standing in the quiet living room of our home in Malibu in that same dress, my body feeling not like mine, I waited for Ed







