Break My Heart Break My Heart Mga Nobela at Kwento

“GUSTO KO LANG MAGING MASAYA! I CAN'T HAVE THE CHILDHOOD I WANT! THE TEENAGE LIFE I WANT! I CAN'T HAVE THE LIFE I WANT! ITO NA LANG, ITO NA LANG ANG PAMBAWI KO. I WANT TO LIVE MY MARRIED LIFE THE WAY I WANT TO!” “THEN SURPRISE MOTHERFUCKER! YOU CAN'T! THIS IS LIFE, YOU CAN'T HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS! IT'S UNFAIR? SAANG NATION KA BA NAKATIRA? SA IMAGINATION? THEN WELCOME TO THE REALITY, PIECE OF SHIT!” “M-Mom? D-Dad? W-Why are you fighting?”

There goes my heart beating 'Cause you are the reason I'm losing my sleep Please come back now I saw my husband's shocked faced as soon as he heard the music. And there goes my mind racing And you are the reason That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now Then suddenly his eyes were filled with tears. He is like a lost boy crying and I was crying too. I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason

"Naniwala ako sayo, Miguel! Binigay ko ang lahat sayo at wala akong tinira sa sarili ko. Nangarap ako ng kasama ka at naniwala na kaya mo akong ipaglaban! Na kaya mong ipagsigawan sa lahat na mahal mo talaga ako. Pero ano ang ginawa mo? You broke my heart and broke your promises! Pinaniwala mo ako na minahal mo ako! Manloloko ka! Napakasama mo!" Bumalik alaala niya ang lahat—ang sakit, pait at sama ng loob. Parang kahapon lang nangyari ang lahat dahil nanariwa ang sakit na nasa dibdib niya. Nanunuot ito sa buong sistema niya at hindi niya alam kung paano ito mawawala.

She raises her right hand then slightly touches Ezekiel’s face. “ Come on, I am a romance novel writer without experience of love. Kaya hindi bago sakin malaman niya. There are a lot of break up stories I have watched and read. Some of them are fiction and nonfiction. I think I am qualified to say that broken heart is the wost since I know a lot of story and saw how people cope up with that” Kinuha ni Ezekiel ang kamay niya nito and intertwined their hands . Ezekiel put their both hands inside his pocket to keep it warm.

Parang sirang plaka na paulit-ulit kong naririnig, dahilan din kung bakit paunti-unti ring gumuho ang mundo ko, kasabay ng pagkakawasak ng umaasa kong puso. I'm not being dramatic. It's real and I've never been this broken. I hate this. I hate this feeling. It's suffocating, slowly killing me deep inside. "I'm sorry, babe." she apologized. Kahit na nag apologize siya, hindi ko pa rin matatanggap at ang galit sa puso ko ay nanaig. Nagtagis ang aking mga bagang, at mariin na kumuyom ang aking mga kamay, halos sirain na ang hawak kong cellphone na hindi ko pansin.

"Umalis ka nalang sa buhay namin ng anak ko." With that, I turn around with a shattered world and a wounded heart, unready to be broken again. But fate is really mocking me because for the second time around, I am again in so much pain. Bleeding inside and unsure if I can still put together the broken pieces of me. *** <333

I was afraid that maybe this was just an infatuation, a fleeting spark that would burn brightly for a short time before fizzling out, leaving me with nothing but ashes and regret. The thought of such a letdown was almost unbearable, the possibility of heartbreak a constant shadow looming over our budding connection. I questioned every shared laugh, every tender touch, searching for evidence to either confirm or deny my worst fears. The uncertainty was agonizing, a torturous dance between hope and despair. "I had never imagined walking with anyone..beside me, and I never had thought that it's gonna be you Ramina. All these past few years, I believed that marriage in papers is fine.."

nginitian niya itong muli bago tuluyang naghanda ng pagkain nito na dala niya mula sa mansyon. "We broke up." mahina niyang usal ngunit malinaw na malinaw sa pandinig ng kanyang yaya. Nilingon lamang siya nito na tila ba nabigla at saka ipinag patuloy ang ginagawa ng makabawi sa kabiglaanan. "He betrayed me with his ex-girlfriend. Akala ko nabago ko na sya eh, umasa akong hindi nya magagawa sakin yun pero eto ako ngayon luhaan at nasasaktan." Patuloy lang siya sa pag luha ngunit nakatingala sa kisame na akala mo'y naroon ang kausap.

hard and deep. Bumagsak ang balikat ko at napaupo ako sa p’westo ko. Nasa likod pa rin ako ng column at hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto o oras na ang nakalipas pero nanatili ako roon. Because I can’t move. My head is aching and so is my heart. My heart is breaking and I know I deserve that. This is exactly what I deserve. Afraid that someone might notice me crying here, I wipe my tears.

Biglang tumibok ng mabilis ang puso ko, ang lamig nang boses niya parang binabalot ang puso ko. Bakit ang ganda ng kanta kung siya yung kumakanta nito at ang pag hampas niya pa sa drum ay parang nakaka adik ‘Sino ka?’ “… I'm only human And I bleed when I fall down I'm only human and I crash and I break down