Fatherly Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Parang kinakabahan. "Yeah, I’m sure. It happens sometimes. Don’t overthink it." Tumahimik siya, pero ramdam ko ang bigat ng hangin sa pagitan naming dalawa. Then, he spoke again—soft, almost vulnerable. "Caleigh... I don’t think I’m ready to be a father." Napalunok ako. Nanigas ang buong katawan ko sa narinig. "If you are pregnant... I don’t know if I can handle it. I mean, I didn’t grow up with a good father. I don’t know what it’s like to be loved that way. How can I love a child when I’ve never felt that kind of love myself?"

I asked her the question kung bakit hindi niya iniiwan si daddy kung alam naman niyang nangangaliwa ito. "I love your father, Caprice. That kind of love that endure, sacrifice and I always see him as my Carlitos. Ang lalaking minahal at mamahalin ko kahit anong mangyari, alam kung darating kami sa puntong ito, he will find someone else pero hindi ko kasi nakikita ang sarili kung malayo sa kanya, as long as I can endure the pain I will love him the way I love him yesterday and it could be more than that."

Kailangan niya na tuluyan na palayain at patawarin ang ama niya sa lahat ng ito. "I love you, Daddy. I am sorry for everything. We may not have had the best relationship over the past couple of years, but it won't change my love for you. Alam ko na hindi na kita mapipigilan pa. Alam ko na kailangan na kita na palayain dahil napapagod ka na rin. I am letting you go now. Magpahinga ka na at huwag mo na akong isipin pa. I will fix things, Dad. Aayusin ko ang buhay ko at ang kumpanya na iniingatan mo. Hindi ko sila hahayaan na manalo at hindi ko sila hahayaan na patuloy na sirain ang mga nasimulan mo. I love you, Daddy."

Ani ni Daddy na inabot ang kamay ko. " He's a good man, Daddy. Noon gusto niyo siya para sa akin tapos ngayon tinatakot niyo siya" Ani ko na humaba ang nguso. " Do you love him?" Tanong ni Daddy. Wala namang pagdadalawang isip akong tumango, I love him not because he's the father of my child but because i love him fo being him. Pansin ko na nagtinginan si Daddy and si Azier pero hindi ko iyon pinahalata.

“Kung sa bagay, tama ka naman.” “At tsaka, Daddy is deeply in love with Mommy. ‘Yon ‘yong love na kahit nawala siya physically sa tabi ni Daddy, never namang nawala ang pagmamahal nila sa isa’t isa. Kaya, I doubt kung makahanap pa si Daddy ng kapalit ni Mommy kasi hanggang ngayon, kahit mahigit dalawang dekada na ang nakalipas, hindi pa rin nagbabago ang pagmamahal niya para kay Mommy.”

“Mapatawad nyo sana ang Daddy ko. Kaya niya lang nagawa ang lahat ng iyon ay dahil tulad natin… nagmahal lang siya. Nagmahal ng walang katugon. Nasaktan at labis-labis na hinanakit ang nanahan sa puso niya. But above all that, I know that my father loves me-” “I dont understand Lenny,” muli niyang agap sa akin. I look at him intently and smile painfully. “Look at me… Open your heart and look at me.” Nanlaki ang mga mata niya kasabay naman niyon ay ang dahan-dahan kong pag tayo upang iwan siya. “I’m home Dad.” I smiled and left him with his eyes wide open. *****

Kahit ako ay hindi na rin napigilan ang pag-uunahan ng mga luha ko. “I love you Dada. I grow up okay without my father because I know you are there for me. I know that no matter what happens you will be there for me and Mommy. I promise you, when I grow up I will return you the favor. I will take care of you Dada. I will never abandon you. I will be your son even if we are not related by blood. I will always be your family. You will always have a place in my heart.”

Pagbabanta ni Daddy kay Tyler, agad namang tumango si Tyler saka binigay ni Daddy ang kamay ko kay Tyler. "Of course, Sir. I will, and I promised." "It is now dad, son." Daddy said, napaluha naman ako sa sinabi ni Daddy. Napapahid naman nang luha si Tyler, "Yes, Dad." Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I'll share her home I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets To carry love, to carry children of our own

Patuloy ang pagluha ko at hindi ko gaano maintindihan ang usapan nila ngayon. My father is using me ever since, hindi ko inakala na may naapektuhan pala sa lahat ng ginawa ko para sa kanya, he manipulated me by showing that he loves Feline at kapag ginawa ko ang lahat ay mamahalin n`ya rin ako.

tanong ni Dasmond habang nakatitig sa kanya. Napangiwi naman si Deemer. "Ngayon ka lang ba nakakita ng lalaking in love? Eh, araw-araw natin nakikita si daddy. Everyday we can see that he loves our mother so much." Napangiwi din sina Wystan at Wilder. "Ganyan na ganyan din si daddy kay mommy. It gives us a goosebumps." Niyakap nito ang sarili na para bang nilalamig.