For My Lost Love Novels & Stories

gumam Nathan seraya menatap Ayunda dari jendela kaca ruangannya. “Apa Ayunda tidak mampu merasakan cintaku selama ini? Apa aku terlalu dingin? Aku mengerti jika aku tak mampu mengekspresikan rasa sayangku untuknya, tapi sungguh ada Ayunda di dalam hatiku“ batin Nathan meringis sembari memegang dadanya yang seketika sesak. Nathan menghirup udara sebanyak-banyaknya, membiarkan udara masuk menyegarkan rongga-rongganya.

Berjudul, 'My Love' An empty street, an empty house A hole inside my heart I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller I wonder how, I wonder why I wonder where they are The days we had, the songs we sang together Oh, yeah And oh, my love I'm holding on forever Reaching for the love that seems so far So, I say a little prayer And hope my dreams will take me there Where the skies are blue To see you once again, my love Overseas, from coast to coast To find a place I love the most Where the fields are green

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

"HAHA... LUCU! 😆 CINTA?" "ALL MY LOVE IS GONEEEE... MY LOVE IS DEAD and GONE! 😩 " Zein membuatku sebal. "LOL. LOVE IS BLIND NOT GONE!" "AMNESIA? Siapa yang dulu memaksaku menjauhinya dengan KETAT?!! Sekarang saat aku telah SANGAT JAUH darinya, kau ingin mendorong ku kembali kesana? 🙉 OH NOHHH. Apa kau sudah gila?!!"

I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat (oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love you) And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat No one compares You stand alone To every record I own Music to my heart That's what you are A song that goes on and on Kesal, aku mematikan lagu, dan dia menoleh ke arahku. Memangnya dia pikir mobil ini tempat karoke?

I didn't care that much But I realize when you hang up, I messed this up I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (uh) 'Cause you know me too, you know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah You know me too well Ah-ah-ah-ah Lo puedo dejar para mí, jamás volverte a llamar But baby no puedo engañarme a mí misma, no Porque cada vez que me oyes, yo sé que tú me lees Lo mejor será dejarte ir, y olvidarte Try to hit you up, but he had enough Just screaming down the phone "You don't know what you lost" I say, "I'm fine, " I didn't care that much

An air we can't forget; A sunset's gold that gleams; A spray of migonette, Will fill the soul with dreams More than all history says, Or romance of old days. For of the human heart, Not brain, is memory; These things it makes a part Of its own entity; The joys, the pains whereof Are the very food of love. 5 She lays down the book. How true! how true! - but words are weak In sympathy they give the soul, To music - music, that can speak All the heart's pain and dole; Still making us remember most The love we've lost, the love we've lost. So weary am I, and so fain

I'll love you for a thousand more Dan selama ini saya percaya, saya akan menemukan Anda And all along I believed, I would find you Waktu telah membawa hatimu kepadaku, aku telah mencintaimu selama seribu tahun Time has brought your heart to me, I have loved you for a thousand years saya akan mencintai Anda untuk ribuan tahun lagi I'll love you for a thousand more Satu langkah lebih dekat One step closer Satu langkah lebih dekat One step closer Saya telah mati setiap hari, menunggu Anda I have died everyday, waiting for you Sayang, jangan takut, aku telah mencintaimu selama seribu tahun Darling, don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years saya akan mencintai Anda untuk ribuan tahun

Tapi semakin ia berusaha melupakan gadis itu,semakin terbayang jelas wajah gadis itu di hadapannya. "Clara. Sebenarnya siapa dirimu,sehingga aku tidak bisa melupakanmu?" gumam Adit terlihat sedikit frustasi. "Gila," gumam Adit kemudian. Ia merasa dirinya sudah gila. Seumur hidupnya,ia tidak pernah memikirkan seorang gadis sampai seperti ini.

"Aku tidak punya banyak waktu untuk meladenimu! Cepat pergi dari hadapanku sekarang, atau aku benar-benar akan menghajarmu dengan segala kekuatanku!" ** To be continued.