Novel & Cerita How To Overcome Lust

I am fucking frustrated that we are both trapped and helpless, sa isang bagay na ginawa namin na lalo lamang na nagpagulo ngayon sa sitwasyon namin na dalawa. "Lust is different from love, Kenji. I may be lusting after you, but I love my boyfriend enough to stand firm with my decision. If you love Ica as much as you say you do, stop this foolishness, Kenji. Hindi makakatulong ang ginagawa mo na pagpipilit sa akin sa pagbawi mo sa asawa mo."

Pero kahit anong pagpapakalmang ginagawa ko sa sarili ko ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi siya maisip. How am I supposed to win Luxury's heart when I am overwhelmed by these unexplainable feelings that leave me confused and make me lose my sanity towards Lily? Every time I think about Luxury, I am filled with a longing and desire to be with her, to win her affection and love. But then, there's Lily. She stirs something deep inside me, a powerful and almost maddening attraction that I can't seem to control. This whirlwind of emotions is tearing me apart, making it hard to focus on what I truly want. How can I pursue Luxury with a clear mind when Lily's presence makes me question everything, leavin

Para akong isang laruan na nagsusunud-sunuran sa bawat gusto niya. Ramdam ko ang init ng kaniyang katawan, ang bawat pagdampi ng kaniyang labi sa iba't ibang parte ng aking katawan pati na ang malikot niyang mga kamay na panay ang paghawak sa aking mga hita at bewang. Hanggang sa tuluyan niya akong nahubaran at natagumpayan niyang mairaos ang pangangailangan ng pagkakalalaki niya habang nakatulala naman ako sa kisame na may pagtulo ng luha sa gilid ng aking mga mata. Pagkatapos ay bigla na lang nablangko ang aking isipan at dumilim ang aking paningin.

Parang droga ang mga iyon na tila gustong-gusto niyang balik-balikan at tikman. And oh God! He loves her innocence. How can he resist Rowy? When his body was craving to touch her and have her? Inakit siya ni Rowy. Tama ganoon na lang ang iispin niya para hindi siya makunsensya sa mga magaganap sakanila, sa mga bagay na kukunin niya sa dalaga. They were too young, but the lust was hard to fight and the urge of having her is powerful. He must have her or else he would going to have blue ball everytime.

Masyadong mabilis ang mga pangyayari. Nahigit ko ang sarili kong hininga nang magtama ang mga mata naming dalawa. Napalunok ako ng laway nang makita na titig na titig siya sa akin. I can see in his eyes the longing and desire that ignite lust within my veins. “I can’t hold it anymore, Leigh. Please be mine willingly tonight,” he said huskily before claiming my lips.

Hindi pupwedeng siya ang magf-file. How can she provoke him to finally agree with her? She came to think of telling him one thing that would finally lead him to file a divorce paper. She can't manipulate his mind and she’s afraid to manipulate his feelings. This man has his own stand and affirmation that she cannot bend and manipulate. Lilith can manipulate and control someone's mind by being negatively speaking, hitting his or her soft and weak spot, and torturing his or her mind and emotions, but those are the people who has a weak mind, especially when they are clouded with a negative emotion, and without a firm and tough stance.

Bumuga ako ng hangin para pigilan ang sarili ko. “Can’t you see I’m at work?!” I said while showing the laptop. I easily get horny and feel weak at nakukuha niya ako roon at nahahayaan ko siyang yakapin at lambingin ako but not now! I’ll fight with myself and I will fight this lust who wanted to eat the whole me. Hindi siya sumagot at nilalambing pa rin ako. I closed my eyes when she kissed me on my lips and immediately sniffed my neck again

Napatigil siya ng may maramdamang kamay sa ka niyang puwetan. "Miss, masa dance floor tayo, okay? Maraming nakatingin sa’yo," pabulong na saad nito. Napalunok siya dahil sa ibang nararamdaman niya, D*mn! It tickles down there! Her body is burning, its so hot! even though the club’s aircon is on. "Sir please, distance yourself," tumikhim siya.

It seemed like lust and desire ultimately ruled my body and mind. Ngayon, naiintindihan ko na why she can't resist him. Dustin is irresistable. When he touches you, he can definitely allure you. Napapasunod niya ako sa bawat gusto niya. He can make you feel you want him. Iyong kahit na labanan mo ang tukso, araw-araw mo siyang iisipin hanggang sa ikaw na lang ang sumuko. Katulad ng ginagawa niya sa akin.

Tanong niya Kay Larah dahil ito ang gumugulo sa isip niya. "That's the reason why you need to seduce him. To him fall in love with you, again Blaire." Sabi nito sa kaniya. "You two won't work kung Ikaw lang ang nag mamahal. And you need to rush things up bago pa mag alburoto si Zillion at gumawa ng sarili niyang disisyon." Sabi nito kaya mas napabuntong hininga si Blaire.